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12:11 AM

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Are you still following my blog?
Well, i've abandoned this blog..

I've now moved to http://finalikenoother.livejournal.com
everything has been migrated over there and it is definitely more updated than here.

And i am more active in twitter, follow me at http://twitter.com/sweetyfina

8:53 PM

Sunday, February 7, 2010

A little update.. Since OneTVXQ radio has had a makeover so there's a new way to tune in to O! radio.. Just click here according to the radio schedule which i mentioned on the radio post. Or you could follow me on twitter, sweetyfina.. Cuz i usually update my twitter when i'm going on air.. Or just follow onetvxqforums on twitter, they usually update when any DJ is going on air.. I'll just be re-tweeting heh~

Anywhoose that's about the update i wanna share for now.. I actually have a much ginormous news but i dont wanna talk abt it now.. Needa rush project.. shee ya

10:10 PM

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Things has been sorta hectic lately.. Well i'm just here for a quick update..

As you all know SHINee came to Singapore and our "KPOP stalkers" group kinda sorta like activated.. I'm just gonna keep it short both our attempts of stalking SHINee was a succes. We managed to stalk them at their hotel back door and we also managed to spy on their manager and the security ppl plotting the SHINee entrance plan to the departure thinggy so we actually camped at the right place..

Just a head up of what i saw.. At the hotel back door i managed to see Onew's adorable smile and i also got to see Key's cute blush.. But since it was too fast not much was seen.. Cuz they were walking really fast to the door to get away from us.. hahah

In the airport, the highlight thn i wanna touch is KEY WAVED AT MEEH! and i friggin got it on camera.. but since the video was so shaky so it's blurry.. the crazy fangirls just wouldnt stop pushing me.. oooo another meltzy moment.. I saw Onew's smirk!! ahhh he was really cute.. heheh

Anywhoose.. That's it about SHINee encounter that i wanna touch on for now..

Ok next news..

I made it to becoming an official DJ at OneTVXQ.. My radio shows are as follows:
According to Pacific Standard Time - Vancouver
Sundays and Mondays: 5am - 7am
Thurdays: 4.30pm
Not in that timezone convert the time here..
DJs' Schedules are as follows.. Or you could just click this

How to tune in? Just go to www.onetvxq.listen2myradio.com or
From iTunes, under advanced >> open audio stream or you could just press Ctrl+U
then type in http://87.117.196.97:15883
For more info go to http://www.onetvxq.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=2674

Yes that's right people, i have a show in 10 hours time from now.. And it is my first official show.. be sure to tune in and gimme suggestions on wat you want me to discuss on in the random segment.. ;p

8:30 PM

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Seems like i'm not the only one who's sick ne? hehe my sekushilove is sick too~~ -pouts-

And guess wat? we start to get sick at the same time.. hehe -winkwink- he started to get sick on the 18th and i started getting sick on the 18th too.. Well, he contracted some kinda virus thinggy they said it's accumulated from fatigue and from the sound of it, similarly for me..

Cuz i went to the doctors today and the doctor was like, drink lots of warm water and sleep early! it's important... hahah she seemed to know that i've been pulling all-nighters or smth.. See Junsu yah, we're both suffering from fatigue~~

Told you we hv a chemistry.. haha omo, this just went over the line.. ppl dont worry i'm still sane..

Aish so he received emergency treatment in the hospital but aish chagiyah~ so stubborn, he didnt stay in cuz it wd affect his Mozart rehearsals.. Aish~ so hardworking.. but u must rest, wat happens if you're sick during the actual musical..? it's more crucial.. hehe rest with me, i have 2 days MC.. we can take care of each other.. hehe -bricked-

Let's see wat he has to say, "This is my first try at acting. I heard that the fans have high expectations. Although my health is not at its best, I want to give them the best performance that I can."

Aww~~ Chagiyah, we love you nonetheless you know that right? You'll be awesome no matter wat, you're the XIAH JUNSU.. The awesomeness is with you all the time.. He must feel so pressured cuz of the many ppl dying to see him~~

i thnk i'mma stop now.. wanna spazz abt junsu somewhere else

12:21 AM

Aish~~ here i am.. -pretendsnottoseethepreviousagendalaidoutbelow- can i just start anew? hehe I really wanna elaborate on the agenda mentioned but they're too long, i'm just gonna make it brief here, okie ;p

Well, how am i? i'm sick i started to get sore throat yesterday, and haha i've always wanted to know how my fail singing sounds like when i hv a sore throat... and yes i've uploaded them..

-shamelesslypromotes- http://www.4shared.com/file/200326063/ec7f00b8/heart_mind_and_soul__sorethroa.html and http://www.4shared.com/file/200210768/d775391c/Forever_love__sorethroateditio.html

So as usual comments ppl.. oo u dont hv to dl the file, just wait for the player to pop up and click play..

As i was saying ystd i start to get sore throat, today it just got worse.. It's accompanied by more coughs and running nose.. aish, sorry to my classmate.. i finish 2 packs of his tissue.. This morning wen the tap was broken, i thought of doing my usual routine of buying those pull-outs tissues something like the box ones but this one is in packs.. But the store was closed this morning wen i was goin to sch.. so i didnt get that..

And my voice just got worse.. My eyes starts watering, and my head was ugh when i was gonna study for the quiz tmr.. So i'm like, ok fina.. To the doctor, tomorrow.. so dont study..
after happily not studying my nose just decided to get better.. and i'm no coughing as much.. you get it now why i dont like to go to the doctor? Just having the thought of going to the doctor i will get better so by the time i get there it'd be of no use.. waste money..

But when i go like, it's gonna be one of those cases again.. i'll continue to get sick like crajieee.. Aish~ watever it is.. i have to go see the doctor tomorrow.. need to get MC.. the virus is already spreading among my classmates.. don wanna get more ppl sick..

Aish~, i'm about to end my post but it just doesnt feel right for me to have a post without having my sexylove's name mentioned in it.. Junsu!!!

Omo which reminds me.. did i tell you i got a new fon? haha i guess not.. yep i got a new phone alright.. I would love to tell you the process of me getting it cuz it's hilarious but it'd be too long and ppl it's almost 1am i need my sleep.. Have been deprived of it..

oo speaking of which, these few days i've been pulling an all-nighter so i have been sleep deprived maybe that's why i'm prone to the virus that was going around in the class.. -idontgfallsickeasilybutwhenido,it'sugly- Speaking of which, did i mention the vomiting incident in class? One of the days, a week back or 2 weeks back... I pulled another all-nighter for the second consecutive time.. I came to school like a zombie and i had this really ugly headache and was feeling nauseous and all.. yea ran to the toilet a couple of times to vomit....

Which leads to the scandal tat's happening now in my class.. Fina is pregnant~~ zz watever ppl.. they even derived who the father is.. which i shall not mention.. it's enough already that the scandal is going around the class and among my lecturers.. for those tat's gonna take this seriously and start interviewing me or start hating or tell people who might overreact whoever it is about it.. please it's just a joke among kids, dont take them seriously...

Anywhoose back to as i was saying about my new phone.. yes, i got an Omnia Pro the B7320 one not the B7330 one.. And of course it's already filled up with Dong bang and xiahnism love before it even lived under my custody for 5 hours.. haha

Ok, back to Junsu spazz moments.. yush as u all know my life is full of junsu now, he's everywhere i look.. hahha which i shall elaborate more on other time.. it would be too long..

Yes, i spazzed about XiahZart Mozart musical tat'll be featuring the one and only Junsu-sama!! Omo even the staff who's writing an account on the rehearsal was fangirling on him hahah.. It was more like a junsu spazz moment than an account for the rehearsal.. she didnt know wat it felt like to be mesmerized by him until she saw him at the rehearsal..
Not forgetting to mention that he crashed ticket selling servers!! hahah he didnt crash it, his jjang-ness is.. People are like flooding the ticket selling site the minute they open up the ticket selling, and dude they had 5 rounds of ticket selling.. They even separated Junsu's performance from the other Mozart character's performance ticket yet still the server crashed.. hahah

See people, this is wat i mean by dont underestimate Junsu-sama.. I'm not being biased here, he is awesome.. You wouldn't know unless you really see his charm..

And for those who knows me before my Xiahnism era, i dont get obsessed i mean i dont really have this high level of liking or favorism or watever u wanna call it, on anyone.. And i mean anyone but myself.. hahha -shotfornarcissisticthere- He really is different.. and aish~~ my fangirling spazz moment on Junsu can take forever~~

For all you haters, i have this to say to you.. run along, i cant be bothered by your remarks of me being unnecessarily so into him.. he isnt like any other artiste tat you ppl see as overrated.. he is wayyyy up there because of his talent, hardwork, passion, charm-melts- and what not.. he earned it all.. and i dont fangirl on just any other artiste.. he's just special.. so ppl before u start your hating remarks, you should check on his charm before you judge and when you check on it, please hv the curious mentality instead of having the mentality of, ergh how good can he be.. well if he aint you cup of tea.. i respect that and i suggest u respect the fact that he's awesome to ALOT of ppl i wdnt say some cuz it's really alot! There are many reasons why i'm into him and not just the fact that he's hot, it's too shallow.. i'm into him as a whole person..

Junsu, Sarang hae, Gudae gyothe na yeongwonhi and this goes for the rest of the Dong Bang boys too.. We are now going through rough times aish~ ppl keeping the faith and just hope things go all well... Oh no, i shall not start on this topic or things will start to get emo.. happy thoughts.. oo Mozart!! OMGAH junsu!! hv u seen the rehearsal pics?! woaaaaaaa and omo kiss scene.. aish nooooooooooooooooooooooo -rememberswathesaidinjeolchinnote- Junsu yah, noooo haha overreaction fangirl alert haha

i can really ramble ne.. I'm now snuggling with my Junsu towel, drinking from Junsu tumbler and wd definitely wake up to him calling out "Chagiyah~" in the morning.. oo tat's something to look forward to.. So i'mma go for now.. ;p
p.s dont mind the typos it's 1.30am for goodness sake..

1:52 AM

Saturday, January 9, 2010

OMGSUN!! I have been receiving complaints from these beautiful people that is so lovely for following my blog.. I havent been updating like about a month or should i say about 2 months.. It didnt seem long but the event occurrence would definitely feel like forever...

So many things to talk about:
# -points@previouspost'sagenda-
# How did i spend my break
# What is my current addiction
# the 2-day Dong Bang anniversary party-ing spazz moments
# what is the "interesting" thing that is going on with me
# schools stuffs
# my endless spazzing of dong bang moments
# how i spent new years countdown
# other stuffs

Oh gawd, looking at the list just made me go *.* I have to actually update my journal for BSIT, so for now.. I just introduced the stuffs that i'm supposed to talk about..

For those who have been following my blog i thank you very much and loving you.. please dont stop following, i'll get to updating in soon..

10:25 AM

Sunday, December 13, 2009

woah!! the last i updated my blog was the nite before my birthday.. hahah so much has happened and i hvnt blogged about..

the day of my birthday, wat happened?
my meet with my long nvr seen sister..
projects
Friends' birthday celebration
weddings
err DBJR outing (fan outing full of Dong Bangism and Sujuism *coughsnotforgettingxiahnismcoughs*)
how was i spazzing and spreading the Dong Bang love *coughsespeciallyjunsucoughs* *hides*
as usual, i'm junsu biased but i love them boys anyways.. ;p

1 agenda from above itself would take me err haha i dunno.. but i dont wanna bore u to death.. i shall just post on wat has been going on recently.. by i mean recent really recent..

so.. as u all kno i am head over heels for Junsu.. I've been spamming junsu in my FB hahah u can actually check em out ;p All i want for christmas is ... SU!!

Lemme share a lil ok, get this clear.. Junsu, is my sexylove, Onew, is my baby, Lee Seung Gi, is my eyecandy.. Sunny said, i'm a dude.. He said only guys hv tat mentality.. heyyyyyyy, Junsu is still my 1 and only and he's my everything.. heh!

Hmmm, to let u all know.. My holiday has officially started.. I dont wanna call it holiday,i thnk it's better to call it a break.... cuz it's just a freaking pathetic 2 weeks.. gah!! i actually intend to go to KL like, tomorrow.. but....... due to me being a shopaholic and slippery finger-ed freak.. I spent my money.. plus i needa get a new phone nx month and err, i still hvnt got my sushi buffet tat i've been craving for like 4ever!!!which i will be getting err on wednesday(hopefully)..

going for unofficial Xiah-sshi meetup on tuesday (ikr *OMGSUN! it's Xiah-day*)..
there'll be IPA meeting sometime next week (official business) and whee i'm off for a 2-day dong bang 6th anni celebration partayyy.. it could be a 3-day celebration for me, well it depends on whthr sch is gonna start on the monday itself..

I've shared wat i've done and wat i'm gonna do.. wat did i miss? yes yes, i hv catching up to do.. movie marathon, DB vids marathon, sims3 ( i wonder wat's goin on in my generations of sims) Oh crap i hvnt submit my evaluation *runs to get it submitted*

*random mode* I just realized this is my 80th post ;p

2:44 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Pictures can be found here...

http://s775.photobucket.com/albums/yy39/nur_syara_fina/pre-bday%20surprise/

12:36 AM

I dont care wat time it is.. I have to blog about today.. It was a roller coaster ride today.. well a mini one, kinda like the roller coaster u see in the cheapo carnivals..

Well, the day started of fine was just hanging with the awesmic winifriers.. Then rushed to school so i wdn't miss Rizal's performance.. Stupid 8, took forever to come.. I didnt miss it but i didnt get to watch it from the beginning and i managed to watch him sing through the last part.. Rizal, u're awesmic.. gahh!! Voted for him and i had to leave.. Well lunch was ok.. Like i mentioned in the previous post, these few days my appetite has been sucky so i didnt really enjoyed the food.. It was like an average mood for me..

Class was as per normal just tat i wasnt as hyper as usual.. i dunno y, smth just didnt feel ryte.. I dunno if it's with the DBSK issue tat i'm down about but i just feel like i'm holding smth in.. I just felt like today is the day to xplode.. Was suddenly filled up with the emo-ness, i went to the toilet and sat there.. And cried, let the reasons be only known to me.. At least i managed to get it out.. Even though it wasnt most of it, but i managed to get the tears out cuz it seems tat i've been holding back the tears..

Got back to class and act like nthng happened.. Well the disadvantage of being loud is tat when it comes to the day where u just feel down ppl wd actually notice and ask u abt it.. Smtimes u're heard more when u dnt say much than ur normal loud routine..

Well guess wat? My mood turned 180 degrees when i met my Ah mei and the other 2 loveys of my sec sch classmates.. GAHH i so love them, they surprised me with a cake.. And there was a Junsu spazz attack!! GAHH!! I GOT A JUNSU 2010 CALENDAR!!

And we really had so much fun.. We ate at Popeyes!! the cake was awesmic!! haha i thnk it cd last me for a few days.. haha OMGSUN thnx u guys.. Viknes got me a Patrick star.. HE'S PINK!! and a pink "telephone wire scrunchie" haha tat's wat we call it.. Shekha got me a super awesmic brooch and an awesmic card GAHH thnx so muchie!! Ah mei ald got me an awesmic advanced which i love much and also the Junsu Calendar!! O.o abt the cake this is the 1st time in my entire life tat i actually blew out candles.. haha historical event.. Not tat my life is pathetic tat i nvr blew out candles, just tat i dnt really like it.. But they were the surprise from my Dongsaengs, hw can i resist!!

Ah mei was buying SIMS3 at comic connection and Viknes was browsing thru the calendars then ah mei was like help me find gt Junsu anot thn i was like ahhh i wanna search too.. Viknes was like pointing out to random Korean dudes and go like err, is this junsu thn i was like noo, so i was searching thru the calendar vigorously like a cannibal tryna eat a deer.. then i saw Junsu i immediately screamed.. gahh the dude at the counter just looked at me with the weird stare.. But i just cdnt stop screaming.. haha and Ah mei bought it for me!! GAHHH!!! i so love her for tat.. i actually wanted to kiss her bt she aint into the kissing thing haha I kinda like overreacted.. I was like having a spazz attack it was just so difficult to breathe.. Shekha was like fina, breathe.. OMGSUN, the dude at the counter keep laughing at my spazz attack evn tho i was embarassed bt i cdnt help it.. I just cant stop screaming..

The bus ride was another awesmic number!! haha we had so much fun.. No worries ppl pics, are being uploaded.. I think other than FB i shall upload it in Photobucket, no? hmm

Gahh it's 1 am must quickly type..

Alright another thing tat made my day.. Bibi!! gah she's in Singapore!! who is she? OMGSUN we go wayyy back.. She's like the sister tat i nvr had.. She's my 1st sister.. I was just a kid when i first came to the hostel.. She was the sister tat took care of me.. Nag at me wen i do smth wrong and she's a genius!! gahh I really love here and it has been forever since we got in touch.. She's happily married with a daughter and living in NZ and from wat i know she just graduated from UNI gosh i'm so proud of her.. gahh beautiful family she has there..

Yea, so i just couldn't stop screaming thru the phone her husband was laughing at the other end cuz he cd hear me scream hahha.. This is awesmic.. i actually get to see them!! It's been forever since i saw her.. I think the last time i saw her was when she was still newly wed.. and now her baby is huge already.. I still rmb when she just gave birth she sent me pictures online of her tiny baby and the baby is now huge!! gahhh

This year's birthday is the best i wd say.. well it has just been officially 1 hour and 16 min of Nov 26th.. still a long day to go but already an awesmic one..

My BFF tat's in Houston, the 1st person to wish me!! haha yea!! then comes Cindy, then Cheryl, then Debbie, then Kephren aww how sweet he actually called and sang me a bday song, then comes Wei Jun my Ah mei she sang me bday song in Korean and said Happy birthday Mrs Kim Junsu!! haha *blushes*, then Viknes, then Ruth thn sm unknown dude tat added me in Fb and another unknown dude in FB.. those are the 1st 10 ppl haha the rest either wished me in advanced or maybe later in the day.. Hope i didnt miss any1 out..

Well wat more can i ask for? everything is turning out awesmic so far.. we shall see wat the day brings in.. ;p

1:47 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

Even though it's late, or early *depends on how u see it* i just feel like i need to blog.. Well, wat's up with me this weekend? Hmm, well today, not much i've just been with my lappy since noon so it's like about 13 hours of my bodning session with dear lappy.. well i wasnt fooling around fully or wat.. I was busy compiling the 60 paged report consisting of 8k++ words.. tryna keep it as consistent as possible but i guess my sight and focus level is not powerful enough..

I didnt wanna kill my braincells or squeeze my whole brain juice dry, while working i did a lil jumpin here and there at wini.. was at wini bt nt many ppl were around so it didnt really distract me that much.. Then there was radio, o.O DJ nani.. awesmic!! hehe you rock!!

Had lunch and ya basically i was jumpin from SRS, to catchin up on news, to catchin up at wini, back to SRS and basically wat i did the whole day.. minus a few min of toile, lunch and dinner break.. Today my appetite is nt good well actually since yesterday... My stomach growls like i havent eaten for a year bt wen i start eating, my appetite just went off..

So what did i do yesterday? I watched MAMA!!!! i know.. well if it weren't for the rumors that baby Jae, dorky Chun and sexylove Su were attending i wdnt be watching.. u know hw i get wen it comes to award shows.. i even cared to watch the red carpet.. *I KNOW!!!*

I was watching it livestream at solin at first then solin was rather.. erm, being solin.. so there were disappointments and rage going on.. since well, it's the first time i see wini so crowded, it felt like u're nt watching it alone u hv cassies all over the world watching it with you.. it's like a family tv time.. awww u winifriers are super awesmicly Jjang!!!

It was sorta down moment when JaeChunSu didnt walk the red carpet.. and solin's channel had technical issues and thank God Cerenity, gahhh did i xpress hw much i'm lovin u for sharing with us the sina link.. it worked perfectly fine not lagging bt the quality wasnt good but oh wells, managed to watch it fine..

Gahh the minute i saw Junsu the minute i hear his voice there's this mixed feelings happy to finally see him, i miss him like hella and sad cuz of the issues goin on and i could see that the 3 of them were sorta heartbroken u cd really see it.. I'm so proud of the boys, really i dnt thnk any1 other than them deserved the award.. and i'm sure millions of people out there wd agree with me..

This is their speech, gahhh i cant stop watching it repeatedly and i cant stop myself from tearing when i look into jae's eyes and listen to wat he's saying..

Best Representative of Asia Best Asia Star!!

And like i mentioned no1 deserved it more than they do.. I feel so proud gahh mixed feelings, proud, sad, happy.. OMGSUN!!

Well, OMGSUN the boys really have impact in my life.. i mean people who knws me, i'm vain and self-centered but lately i've been putting Junsu first i mean haha my FB profile pic, it's no longer me!! haha gosh!! sm1 actually toned down my vanity wow!! amazing in a creepy way..

I can actually link the most unxpected little random detail to them. Well it's 2.30 am and i hvnt get to coding gahh wat am i supposed to show the teacher tmr.. atleast i managed to get the report done.. i think i better sleep

7:12 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

How was my day? ZzZzZ haha tat xplains all, so my post ends here..

Haha jk, ;p Well i was dreading to pull myself off the bed, I managed to get out of bed at about 7.30++ took shower slowly.. I cant rmb wat time i gt off the shower.. All i know is i actually took 5 min for make up this morning.. the time was like 8 and my make up was done at 8.05.. haha amazing huh..

Well, when i was getting ready i was like panicking and evn had the thought of nt coming to school today cuz my FOUNDATION!! ahh i managed to put the foundation on half of my face and it ran out.. WTH?! i was like panicking how can i hv a half-faced foundationed and go to school liddat so i was like pressing and pressing lili squirts of the foundation was left.. Oh God! lucky it was sufficient to cover the other half of my face.. Hehe ;p

Well, when i reached sch haha wat to do? of course slack.. i was wini-ing then i managed to get to coding.. As i was stressing and killing my braincells trying to trace the code on where i should put the value of the aiyah i shdnt be describing it here.. I was like *pullshair!!* So i thot i needed a lil dose of DBSK-ism. haha So i watched the Mirotic special ver. OMGSUN!!!! there's 9 time pure hotness!! The screen has 9 different mirotic performance and OMGSUN!!! I was like aaghh!! Well i found myself overdosed without knowing my heart was in my throat and my stomach is churning.. OMGSUN, buay tahan.. too much

so not much was done in the lab.. Then i went home.. haha so what i did? i did more covers.. check em out..

I did forever love,

I also did My little princess but it's sorta retarded.. This was the first attempt

This is the second one

Then i decided to redo my Love In The Ice cuz the one i did last time, i was singing while lying down, it sounded a lil flat.. haha but i aint saying this is a better version, oh wells, i tried didnt i.. ;p

I tried to do another cover which is Wasurenaide.. This song is really nice but i dont really know the song that well as in i hvnt caught the melody and still sorta confused abt the lyrics.. I've heard this song a couple of times but the only tune i knew to it was the "wasurenaide~~" haha the rest i'm nt too sure.. SO i've decided to just try without knowing the tune tat well, it turned out like this..

Wasurenaide(learning ver.) -

I'm really sorry if the tune is wrong.. hehe i was tryna learn the song once i get to know the song properly, i'd do a better cover.. ;p So now, i shall snoop around the net and see wat i can do, after that i'll start touching on my assignments.. Peace out ;p

10:36 PM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Gosh, haha it has been like umm 9 days(i think) since i last blogged.. Well blame wini.. Hmph! haha wat's wini? i'll tell u more laterz..

Well wat am i doing now? wini-ing hahaha

Anywhoose..What has been going on with me recently.. Well, i'm too blanked out to even think of where to start..

Let's talk about today.. I had a 12-hour sleep.. which is so shiok!! I slept at about 12 plus when wini was dying.. And i woke up at about noon.. I slept by toho's song and woke up by my mom's "song".. zzzzzzzzz she really managed to spoil my morning until toho saved the day.. and i was so glad my mp3 still had battery and it was just beside me.. haha i dnt hv to tell u wat i did, u should know..

After she left for work, i continued sleeping.. Well i had no sch today.. Cuz of the TPRAWKS, they invaded our lab and we cant use it plus there were no other free labs so lesson, cancelled but of course there's a make up for it..

Well, i woke up at noon.. the first thing i did, get down from bed, turn on my lappy went to toilet and back to my lappy.. was at wini for about 2 or 3 hours then went to shower, grab some food and back to wini.. well actually i tried doing some covers but they were horrible so i've decided that i shdnt upload it.. So have u been visiting my YT channel? i did more covers..
I seeriously need feedback ppl..

Yea, so i've been staring at my lappy for 10 hours already.. and it really didnt seem like it has been 10 hours.. well almost 11 hours..

So wat have i been up to lately.. As usual, i have my updates of KPOP news in my google reader.. PPL, i aint KPOP fanatic, i'm just DBSK obsesses and i just wanna get myself updated with the KPOP thinggy cuz i wanna see if they'd post updates abt DBSK.. Which is very crucial nowadays cuz of the lawsuit issue so i really dont wanna be outdated.. which i usually was..

If u dunno me, i'm not a "Forum" kinda person.. but since i get updates from the google reader thang i've discovered a few forums..

So first i joined OneTVXQ a.k.a O! but at first i wasnt active there.. I signed up so that i can get updates.. o.O then i joined Xiah-sshi forum.. haha if my reason isnt obvious.. I'm obsessed with him..

When i get in Xiah-sshi i managed to be active.. yay! cuz i gt a headstart on the member intro subforum and the response was awesome!! so i got comfortable and start sharing updates that i get from my google reader with the fellow xiah-sshis and i also started a random spazzing thread.. OMG spazzing abt the boys cdnt be more addictive.. haha especially *Junsu spazz attack* well so far i have 44 posts in Xiah-sshi which i think would expand.. hehe..

After i get comfy at Xiah-sshi, i managed to get myself comfy at O! yea, i posted an intro thread there.. well not much thing i can share at O! it's a large group and they have people for the updates kinda thing and i hvnt gathered tat much courage yet to post random stuffs there.. However i discovered smth new in O! radio and WINI!! haha radio, they have radio shows on certain timings and i love the shows haha fun people!!

K, let's now talk abt wini.. wini is a shoutbox in O! and the people there are really fun and nice.. There're like ppl all over the world.. And we talk abt anything and everythng under the sun as long as it abides to the shoutbox rules.. And when i was new there one of the winifriers told me tat wini is addictive haha and now i know why.. i'm on wini like almost the whole time when i'm awake.. haha

Aite after i'm getting comfy with this 2 forums, i found a new discovery.. Singapore-TVXQ forum.. I only found them out after the ppl at O! advertised abt their upcoming event about celebrating DBSK's 6th anni.. yea so i hyperventilated and immediately checked out the forum and voila i signed up.. so i now belong to 3 forums.. haha and hoping i wd know more fellow cassies and we can spazz about them bois like there's no tomorrow.. YAY!

Maybe that's y i hvnt been tat involved in my blog, facebook and wat not.. haha

Well, i cant find anything else to update y'all.. so back posting later..

8:34 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

Yahhh, today lesson ended at 6! I was so despo in getting myself a USB cable since one was lost somewhere in my living room (which i still cant find up to now), the other was left in Cambodia, and the Kube's USB cable only allows it to charge but wnt read my harddisk.. Hmmm, so I went to Sim Lim ryte after lecture just now..

*Wait, wanna share smth random* The Last Samurai(i think it's wat the movie is called) is on TV now.. And Holy shmokes.. They speak Japanese damn funny!! Even my bois speak more fluent Japanese than them!! hahaha

As i was saying.. yah, i went to Sim Lim just now.. I spent 20bux!! but it didnt feel like i spent and i'm sorta like frustrated.. I spent 20 bux in a day but nothing i bought was pink!! UGH!!! Ahhh, watever..

I've got nothing much to add.. maybe laters bt nt now..

4:59 PM

Sunday, November 8, 2009

I did mention that i was gonna go for sushi yesterday on my previous post.. Yay! i managed to get sushi just that the buffet is only for weekdays.. But oh wells i wanna eat sushi! Since we're there ald might as well just eat sushi!

This is where we went..

My treat (sushi deluxe set)

Both Keph and Sok Leng has budget limit and they're hungry.. If they were to just eat sushi it wouldn't be worth it.. So i decide to treat thm the sushi deluxe set and then we shall go to Korean BBQ chicken for the real meal.. haha

OMG!! in Hei Sushi, they played DBSK song SKY!!! haha i love that song!! yahhh i was so xcited!! ahaha hahha ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u shd've seen the xcitement on my face.. nyahaha!

Hmm, since the juniors didnt tag along, we end up talking about official business.. A mini xco meeting.. hehe

After sushi, we walk walk around downtown to let the sushi digest so that we can eat the real meal at BBQ chicken..

At the Korean BBQ chicken the waitress was like, Anyeonghaseyo then she showed us to our seat.. I said Kamsahamida, she stare at me hahaha.. Watever, they played korean songs.. there was T-Max, SNSD, Wondergirls, Lee Seung-Ki and blabla, but they nvr play DBSK song.. zzzzzz disappointment! hmph!

I ordered Jerk (Jamaican spice) Chicken BBQ, Sok Leng ordered Korean Charbroiled Chicken, and Keph ordered Hot Hot Drum which has 2 level of spiciness whereas mine was just 1.. U should've seen his xpression when he was eating..

his hot hot drum consists of 2 drum sticks while mine is a whole leg piece.. I ald ate the drumstick part just the thigh part i hvnt eat. Keph was in so much agony thn Sok Leng suggested that keph switch the hot hot drumstick with the jerk thigh.. Good idea cuz i love the spice of the hot hot drum.. so we switched..

So we just continued our chat.. Thn it's ald time for me to proceed to CS cuz i have to meet my Ah Mei at 7, the movie starts at 7.30.. Sok Leng went home, Keph and I met up with Ah Mei, then wen we're goin in for the movie, Keph proceeded to Bugis to watch some performance..

Yay! we watched My Girlfriend is an agent.. I tell u the movie was awesome!! Hilarious and woah just great!! very nice movie.. And not much happened after that... that's about wat i'mma post now.. Hmm pictures are already uploaded in Facebook, u can check em out..

11:30 AM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

It's been days since i've blogged. The last i talked about was Halloween Nite.. The Halloween Nite that i didnt do anything but watch movie.. I watched My Sister's Keeper with my Ah mei.

Pictures are already uploaded in FB.. Hmmm, I did more covers u can check it out under misc where there's a link to my YouTube channel.. It'd be nice if u cd comment.. I mentioned i accept both, good or bad..

So moving on, the days have been exhausting for the past week.. Submissions and all.. Oh God!! I forgot wat i wanted to talk about.. hmm, let's just talk about wat i'mma do today.. NO WAIT!! i just remembered!!

On Tuesday, hmm TP has this Global Connect Week thing i thnk that's wat it's called.. And on one of the days there'll be the International Cultural Nite thing.. So it's held in the Auditorium where the big shots of TP would come and the ppl would have performances of different races kinda thing.. I dowanna elaborate on what are the performance.. I just wanna highlight on one!!

OMG under the Japanese section some JPop dunno wat of TP (i cant rmb the name).. They're performing Jumon Mirotic.. Ok, u readers of my blog know how crazy i am over DBSK, especially Junsu.. So i'm like, I HAVE TO WATCH.. My fren was telling me, Fina, better dont.. It's very ugly i tell u.. Hmm i was like, how bad could it be?

Well actually i didnt hv tickets, i just met her to say hi and go home but since she mentioned Jumon i was like DAMN I HAVE TO BE IN THERE!! haha i was just loitering around then my fren asked me to help her around the registration area.. Then the person in charge made me run up to the office get her staple bullets blablabla it was hectic.. haha she felt bad for me she gave me the student official pass!! haha so i can go in!! (i'm just cutting the story short tho)

Throughout the starting of the whole thing, my heart is thumping so badly anticipating the Jumon performance.. It was the 3rd from last number.. woah!! when it's finally it.. i was like...... heart sink.. JUNSU!!! i wanna cry.. I find that they can dance, just that their movements were sort of lazy.. and no sleek enuff.. I find that some of them are ok, BUT!! woah the one that became Junsu!! WHY?!!??!!

Haiz, hmm i dunno lah.. I just got so emo after the performance.. haiz...... i dunno lah, u just see the video for urself, i dont wanna talk about it.. it's in my YouTube channel..

Ahhh!! u see i shdnt have talked about it 1st now my hyped up mood is gone.. I dunno why when it comes to DBSK issues i'm just so sensitive.. My fren called Junsu gay, i already feel like crying... Thn abt the DBSK problem, i cried.. Aiyo, usually it's not easy to see me affected over other ppl's issues bt when it's DBSK i just cant.. They really have a strong impact on my life.. ahh change topic!!

Kk, my plans for today.. Hmm Gonna go eat SUSHI!! yay!! haha so xcited!! i've been craving for sushi for like, forever!! ah and after sushi, i'mma go watch My gf is an agent with my Ah Mei.. Hmm now, i wanna go shower.. yay! haha SUSHI!!! here i come..

12:43 AM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Well, i just quite got home.. Hmm where'd hv i been? I did mention that i'd be attending a GE workshop which was aite.. I'm lazy to go into details cuz i'm super sleepy now.. so tired.. We're supposed to eat dinner at Popeye's after the workshop, then in the end all pangseh me..

So in the end, the plan became.. Watch movie with Ah Mei.. We watched "My Sister's Keeper". I actually almost read the book before i even knew that there was a movie version of it.. The actual plan was to watch Love Happens but we chose the other one instead..

Gosh, i'm just too tired i'll add on tmr with pictures as well, sorry........

10:27 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

This post will mark my 70th post. hehe!

Well, last nite or shall i say this morning.. I did another DBSK cover.. And i think among all the covers that i posted on youtube, this is the best one so far..

Actually i did a lot of cover other than these 3 just that i didnt hv the courage to post it up.. Now, i do.. Not cuz i think my voice is very nice already.. It's cuz i shdnt care.. People who'll appreciate, thank them and people who dont, just let them hate.. If you dont like it, dont listen to it..

However, i accept comments.. Good and bad.. Ooo, for this cover that i'm about to post.. I find that everything is all well untill i almost reach the last part, i gulped on the pitch, YAW! embarassing.. So here it is..

Once again, i repeat i accept comments.. good or bad..

Oo, i forgot! Happy Halloween people..Today is Halloween, who's going trick 'O' treating? Gosh i remember those days where we went trick 'O' treating back in IIS.. We went to the Vice principal's house and he gave us oranges.. haha Damn, i forgot his name.. The black skinny skinny one.. The vice principal, academics cuz i think Tr Bahar was the vice principal of student affairs.. Was it Tr Fatih? Sorry sir, i forgot ur name.. I shall try to recall.. Haha it was funny that he said he didnt hv sweets and he didnt know wat to give us so he gave us oranges..

I know i went with Amizo.. She used water color to paint her face haha she was like "AHHH MY FACE IS BURNING!!" Haha, tat's y there's a difference betwn paint and face paint.. haha Gosh, those were the days when we're young and stupid.. haha Gosh i miss the hostels.. The days where we used to play basketball after school almost everyday, play badminton almost every night haha and defintely climb hill every morning.. Gosh, i was fit.. wat happened to me? haha

Alright, plans for today.. Hmm, go for the General Evaluation Workshop then dinner!! And i've gotta complete my assignments.. I'mma do when i get back from dinner.. Haiz, wat a way to spend Halloween.

Hmm, talking about Halloween suddenly reminds me of my BFF.. I wonder how is she doing? It's been awhile since i talked to her.. Well i didnt see her online, i miss her..

Anywhoose.. I think that's about it for my 70th post.. TTYL

12:22 AM

Hi hi..

Phew i sorta just got back from toast.. woah, what a day.. I went to Funan today, Fujitsu Service Center to get my lappy checked up cuz the casing cracked.. Serious whoever tat's the one who cracked it... SCREW YOU, DAMN IT!! It wd cost me 200 bux to get the casing replaced.. The person is helping to check whther the Fujitsu ppl can get it claimed under warranty..

Anywhoose, Toast was aite.. We went for supper at KFC until we're like chased out by the people.. They switched off the lights as a way to chase us out.. zzzzz, I KNOW!! Then we proceeded to the MAMA shop for about half hour.. Chit and chat.. Then we're off I managed to catch the last bus.. Ooo, the bus took 20 min to reach my house.. hehe cool huh.. exactly 20 min.. The bus reached at 2320, and stopped at the my house bus stop at 2340.. cool yah!!

So wat was i doing last nite? Hmm, if u didnt see my FB status.. I actually forgot to eat dinner last nite and i didnt realise it untill this morning when my stomach was like BURNING i tell you.. Woah so hungry.. Well, this is wat i was doing..

Dont laugh, ok? Number 1, i dont speak Japanese so the lyrics were a little off.. Number 2, Someone kept texting me and i was distracted had to reply to the sms.. And i dunno why, if i'm not recording, i can sing properly but when i'm recording its like, i'm too self conscious that it sounds a bit off.. haha

I did another cover.. It's One of my favourite DBSK songs..

I recorded them with the in-built speakers in my lappy.. So the mic is rather farty-ish..

Creating the videos has made me missed dinner.. zzzzzz This morning, I was super hungry.. I told myself i'll grab smth to eat laterz but, i was listening to DBSK, the hunger sorta went off so i forgot to eat again..

On my way to school, my tummy is like performing an orchestra.. zzzzzzzzzz So during the CMSK break i manage to grab a bite..

Wow! i have some freedom up till Wednesday.. My mom has gone to Tanjung Pinang for dunno wat reason until Wednesday.. So up to then, MUMMY NOT HOME!!

Well, i think that's about wat my update shall be.. Would continue next time.. peace out!

11:22 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Haiz, Mothers.......

Just had another argument with my mom.. Over somth ridiculous..
Well, i wdnt deny that the tone i usually use on her is rather inappropriate for a daughter to use on her mom.. but It just comes out that way.. Even if i'm not scolding her, i would speak really loud.. It just comes out naturally..

Well, for me if u talk to me nicely ur tone is aite i wd feel weird to talk with a loud and not soft toned voice towards u.. Like for example Debbie, i would feel weird if i were to talk to her screamingly cuz she's so soft-spoken and she talked to me nicely.. But for the guys, aiyah we can argue and scream at each other like nobody's business even if we're not fighting my tone is rather harsh.. It just comes out naturally..

Like for my dad also since we barely talk, it is rather rare for him to talk to me in a not soft-spoken way.. So it is rather weird if i were talk to him in a harsh tone..

For my mom, woah i dunno hw to say it.. She keeps complaining that i everytime scold her shout at her.. Well, it comes out naturally.. So i gave her an example.. Her alibi is she has a loud voice when she screams like mad woman.. So i told her lah, in her case its like that.. same goes for me, i just speak loud..

Then she say i can do that cuz she's the mom... What kind of logic is that?! When she talks to me its like she's talking to a dog.. Just cuz she's my mom i hv to make her an xception?? I mean if i can help it, i think it is the right thing to do.. But for me it just comes out naturally.. When u talk to me like u talking to a d0g liddat its ok.. then me, if i unconsciously talk to u liddat even wen i dont mean to scold it is not okay..

Y not u start not talking to me like i'm a piece of shit then u see where it goes.. I wd naturally feel awkward to talk to u in my comfortable way of speaking.. I would definitely hold my tongue..

My explanation is rather complicated so i dnt blame u if u dnt get wat i mean.. I'm just so pissed!!

It doesnt mean that u're a mother, u get the right to treat people anyhow u wish.. And when u treat ppl in that way dont expect the opposite..

I just dont get it when ppl say, but she's the mother, u're the daughter.. Just because u're a mother the expected moral u shd have is stripped away from u..? To all the mothers out there, if u want to be respected, try to respect and understand ur child first before xpecting too much..

I'm not saying that u cant discipline them, u shd pamper them, let them do wat they want.. U can still carry on with ur job as a mom in disciplining ur child, just bear in mind that they're humans with feelings and they deserved to be treated like humans should be.. They may be created through you but they're not ur property..

You do have the right to show them wat's wrong and right, there's a way to it.. Just do it the right way, dont make ur children hate u for the wrong reasons.. Which is impossible, ur children will never hate u no matter how much u make their life suck to the core, behind the rebellious self and portraying their dislikes and hatred there's always that unconditional love they have towards u even if they never wanna show it or realize it.. trust me, it's there even when they "think" they dont feel it..

Well, i'm not here to give parenting lessons.. Just wanna share my thoughts as a daughter.. I also cant assure u i'm gonna be world #1 mom when i become one.. I just hope that i wont let my children feel the way that i feel.. I'm thankful i have to go through this, an experience to gain for me to be a better person in the future..

Ooo, i just thot of a random question.. How can u rate ur mom the #1 mom, i mean she's definitely ur ONLY mom.. So it is rather biased so i dont believe there's such thing called the best MOM award.. Even if ur mom is the worst mom ever she'd have to be the best cuz she's the only mom u can and will ever have..

Anywhoose, i just felt better after posting up this post.. ahhhhhhhhh peace out!

9:00 PM

Hmm i was actually inspired to blog about this last night but i was just to tired to do so.

Reasons why i think that my mom thinks my bro is more important than me

#1 Suddenly my mom called me, the way she talked was so urgent as if the house was on fire..

Mom: Are you home yet
Me: Err, ya.. i just reach home, why?
Mom: ur bro is already on the way home, turn on his fan to cool his mattress..
Me: huh? *wth?*

#2
Mom: I'm already on my way home, do the dishes i have to cook
Me: umm, the soto is heated, we have food what u wanna cook?
Mom: Ur bro is coming home, i have to cook it wdnt b an issue if he's not coming home..
Me: *puzzled*
Then she reached home, she went to her room.. She was quiet, *surprisingly* she wd usually scream scream.. Well, at that point of time i was bz doin smth.. Then suddenly i was hungry.. I went to the kitchen to see wat she cooked.. zzzzzzz *No food*
Me: I thought u said u wanted to cook?
Mom: Ooo, ur bro said he's not coming home so i'm not cooking..
Me: *puzzled*
Mom: u hungry u cook maggie, later gimme some
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

#3 I just got home from school, havent eaten the whole day.. Went to my mom's room..
Me: Mummy, hungry i havent eaten the whole day..
Mom: *starts nagging* I hvnt cooked yet blablabla
* i cdnt make out wat she was saying cuz my brain usually auto switch off when she starts talking like that*
So i just continued chatting with my aunt.. suddenly my bro just came to the door of the room rubbing his belly *indication he's hungry*
Woah, i tell you.. My mum quickly gets up and asks "what is it" she immediately starts cooking..

#4
For all the hardwork i've done since i was 8 yrs old till recently doing chores, when rare times of me not doing some she goes
Mom: woah, u NEVER help me.. *then she starts nagging my brain switches off*
and she complains like nobody's business
And when the rare times occurs where my bro did some of the chores..
Woah, he's like the KING!!
Mom: ur bro ald help me do this, that...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I actually found more reasons yesterday but since my mood is sorta ok, i sorta forgot em.. Oh well, when i managed to gather more i shall update..

Wat did i do last nite? hmm i watched DBSK in Come to Play.. haha Cuz everytime i search for DBSK vids, all like i watched ald.. so difficult to find the one i hvnt watch... then ystd my fren recommended tat vid to me.. AHHH!! i went high ald.. Cuz i really nvr watch that vid before.. haha.. So i went to DBSK mode for the night.. Oooo, now i remember why i didnt blog last night

My Mozilla crashed and plus i was insatalling Visual Studio 08's update so i dunno wthr there'd be a difference when i install the thang i shd close my browser or it'd be ok if i just leave it on..

Anywhoose, not much event highlight.. Well, school days are gonna be like nothing interesting to blog about cuz it's just the usual the solid 4 hour lab! Oh God!! the misery never ends..

Btw, u know that i posted and edited Junsu and i pic on FB.. Zzzz and ppl are like commenting.. Hmph! watever ppl!! I dunno why, i dont usually mind if ppl make fun of me or just make me the joke of the century or watever.. But when it comes to things related to Junsu, i'm very sensitive..

The reasons why i made that pic.. Well firstly, at that point of time i just felt like i miss Junsu so much i dunno why, i was like really thinking abt him... And plus i was really bored... The other reason is.. umm, if u still hadnt known, i'm very vain! pictures of me just has to appear everywhere.. Vanity is my biggest sin apart from my vanity, my obsession towards Junsu is like the next biggest thing.. If u hadnt known my life is filled with Junsu.. His pic is like everywhere! So by having a Junsu and I pic, it's the only way i can satisfy both areas.. haha

Did i Justify myself enough?

I think tat's about it for now.. I sooo need a break

10:49 PM

Monday, October 26, 2009

Hmm, my other way of expressing my obsession towards Xiah Junsu!!

It's not that well done cuz i'm not spending much time on it.. Still have other stuffs to do..

8:00 PM

Hi all, hmm last night was really slacked.. I was too slacked that i totally spaced about the journal that i was supposed to hand in by midnight last night.. I only remembered about the journal when i was in the shower this morning.. I was soo panicky.. ahaha up till now i stll hvnt done it yet.. Anywhoose, i'm gonna go through the draft proposal for ECSD then i'mma email it to the teacher..

Well i was just slacking last night i did a Rainy Night Junsu cover. Haha it was sorta Jao sia after i record a better version, i shall upload and let y'all listen.. Nothing interesting happened today..

The usual Monday blues.. School 9am - 6pm with only an hour break.. total of 6 hours of lab and a 2-hour lecture.. Can u feel my misery? UGH!! Junsu.. I miss you.. Haha i saw DBSK on tv last nite!! OMG u cant imagine my joy!! haha screaming and jumping.. Even though they appeared like, about a minute.. They appeared as a song recommendation on LSK the game.. haha MIROTIC, JUMUN!!

Well, since there's nothing much to highlight, i shall end it off here..

6:57 PM

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Continued from the earlier post, i'm highlighting yesterday's event in this post. Alright wat was the event highlight for Saturday.. Hmm 1st things 1st, meeting up with my groupmates to discuss about ECSD and SWEN.. Which in the end we only managed a pathetic ECSD draft proposal.. Ugh! ECSD.. haiz.. no comments, anywhoose...

I was supposed to meet up with them at 11.. And i was already ready at about 10.30 and i would reach just in time when i leave my house.. But my mum had catering and she already cooked she asked me to eat.. So i sms Wee and told him i'll be late.. So i ate first.

I came like almost an hour late.. Wee was the only one there the other 2 went to eat and Hua Ge wasnt there yet, hmm he came in an hour after me.. haha poor wee how.. Came early hungry and all...

After the project discussion i'm supposed to go see Ah mei WJ so that i could go get my hot pink bag, kia kia around tamp then return library books then head to Viknes's house for Diwali gathering heh!

Hmm guess wat? Ah mei end up paying for the bag! OMG!! zzzz the whole point of me getting the bag is to spend my money and umm make me feel awesome cuz of the not so awesome stressful subjects that i'm taking.. Hmmm, it's her early birthday present for me.. Thanx Ah mei, but u shouldn't have... ;p..

We're like walking around looked at shoes, tried on shoes at Charles and Keith which last time i used to call the ciplak version of Calvin Klein.. zzzzzz haha there's this particular slip-on heels that is my size!! it was 50bux!! damn it!! ugh.. anywhoose, we proceeded to the TRL and on the way i saw this push cart selling shoes with XXXXXXXXXL sign.. haha i was like wow! they had sizes of 11 12 and all i was like ahh!!!! I wanted to buy this pair of sandals but it was 22+ zzzzzz so i was like, maybe next time..

Hmm, so we proceeded to Viknes's house for the Diwali gathering.. Ate like hell!! fooled around, fireworks, candle obsession, dance around take pictures like there's no tomorrow.. nyahaha! it was fun, the food was good too!

Just dance!

Group photo with his mom

Group photo with his sis

That was the event highlight for yesterday, Saturday.. Hmm how about the event highlight for today.. Haha nothing much, i woke up at 1++ Watch tv and just did nothing.. Ate Brunch hmm mom asked to do dishes... and blablabla nothing new or special.. Now, i'm just blogging and listening to DBSK songs, the ones that i've put as playlist in my blog.. Ugh watevers... Hmm, now my Ah mei wants me to help her DL some songs.. so back posting other time.. chaul!!

6:30 PM

What have i been up to for these pass few days since i last posted? Hmm, let's start with Friday. The first lesson start at 1pm but i had to go to school earlier up about 10.30am have a lil xco gathering before having the meeting with the SAA staff..

Haha and the awesome thing is, i was early! yea, surprising huh ;p They didnt come on time.. So didnt the SAA staff.. The Meeting was supposed to start at 11 but it started later cuz she had meeting earlier.. It's ok, just that i missed my lunch date with Cindy, Debbie, Kang Long and Chun Kai.. Sobs... I really wanted to go for lunch together but since the meeting started late, it ended late..

In the end, i told Kang Long to order KFC take out for me ;p thnx KL! ate Cheese fries at the plaza haha then rushed to class. So i still had my Zinger in the bag, and damn it's tempting me.. Then i had a great idea! Since the teacher is scribbling on the board and hasnt even address us yet, i might as well stand outside and gobble up my Zinger.. And that's wat i exactly did =p!!

CMSK was a killer! God, tat subject is gonna be one of the reasons of my shopping craze, i shant elaborate on what that subject is all about.. heh! I spent alot already, i shall cut down on the shopping part.. Anywhoose I chose the wrong day to play dress up if u hadnt known.. I wore my new pink shirt, and new heels! And i totally spaced about the BBQ that we have to celebrate Jesal's birthday.. I only realized tat the BBQ was on that day after i asked WH how come he's driving today.. Oh GOD, with heels!! Go bbq.. Lucky it was at Chalet instead of the beach.. heh!

I challenged GH to wear my heels.. haha he looked so cute.. "Challenged" my ass, my feet was hurting i just needed a savior.. *Sorry GH* While they were preparing the BBQ stuffs, GH, Debbie and I went KIA KIA at E!hub played arcade and all.. Hmm i borrowed Wee's slippers i felt so bad for going off for so long.. While i was at E! hub i kept wondering on how is he doing without his slippers.. Ooo, another highlight of the BBQ, Jesal's baby cuzzie is super CUTE!

She was shy and didnt wanna look at the camera.. but she's adorable..

Hmm, u must be wondering how come Debbie agreed to grace us with her honorable presence.. Heh! I begged her! Hmm, well i made a deal with her to stay till 8pm and go home together.. I had to go home early too, so tired and still have lots of things to do..

Happy Birthday Jesal!

And when it's time to go, WH drove us home.. Ooo, this event highlight is super hilarious.. Jesal and Agus tagged along to send us home.. Jesal the one supposed to be directing the ways.. Hmm, how shall i comment it? He directed WH to the highway that goes to Changi Airport.. I dunno wat they were talkin in chinese but i assumed that WH said if he sees Terminal 1 entrance, he'll beat him or smth.. i dunno bt that's how it sounded like.. And i butted in, look no further just turn to ur left and u see the runway! zzzzzzzz JESAL!! haha hilarious!

So we took a tour around Changi Airport, went by Terminal 3 Arrival haha and turned one big round.. Then onwards i already recognize the bus route that goes to Singapore xpo from changi airtport.. Cuz we're going to Simei to drop Debbie off.. Yah, then proceed to send me home..

And ofcourse, when we get to the highway both WH and I would kno the way and Jesal was like oo, this part turn left.. haha WH and I "We know.." haha so funny.. Hmm and i just slacked the whole night at home, so tired..

That was the highlight of Friday.. Hmm this pic was taken right after my make up is done..

I shall continue the event highlight of the next day in my next post..

9:23 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Hi all! I managed to arrange a few stuffs in this new layout of mine.. haha, u noticed something? Yup, my pictures that slides around is not there.. Haha surprising ryte? Well of course for those who know me haha u know i'm a REAL narcissist hehe.. Anywhoose i wanna put it but i kinda think that it's gonna make the layout look weird somehow..

Haha and surprising enough i'm dealing with it.. haha usually watever the excuse is i'll make do with it.. but.. i dunno? maybe cuz DBSK is up? haha hmm i think's i'm gonna put it under my profile.. Usually i would die die force ppl to look at my face haha now they hv the option to click on the profile tab to see..

Nyahaha, there are still a few stuffs i wanna change.. I actually found a Junsu layout.. But i kinda put some effort in this layout i'm kinda lazy to change.. Hmm, maybe next time..

OMG, i typed about a paragraph ald and my com suddenly went off and blogger didnt manage to save it.. zzzzzzz now i hv to retype but the prob is, i cant remember wat i was typing..

Alright, event highlight for today.. Well nothing interesting.. The usuals, my classmates having fun making fun of me.. haha it wasnt nice but watevers.. That's how i usually live.. haha having laughs from other ppl's laughter.. haha i dunno y i just love to see ppl laughing.. Even if i was the laughing material.. Dont u find it nice? I also sometimes like to see ppl sad..

Dont get me wrong, i'm not sadistic.. It's one of the times when the person is really sincere.. Just look at the eyes when they talk to u about their sadness.. Well, the times when i can confirm some1 is humane is when he/she shows his/her sadness.. It just really proves that they're human. I thnk my favourite interaction with another human being is when i hold them and console them during the times they're down..

Well, how about me? who do i run to when i'm down? Well the first, only ONE.. He knows and i know can ald.. Hmm, then comes Junsu.. Woah listen to his voice and stare at his pic and just let the tears run.. Or sometimes i just tell it to any random person that actually cares.. If u dont care, i dont really mind not telling.. Last resort, vent it out here! haha

Haha how come we steered of till here? haha y suddenly so emo sia? haha

Xiah Junsu Saranghae..

Let's talk about Junsu.. Hmm, wat to talk about him? I just cant get enough of him.. Yahhhh algo chijjah!! So difficult to live like this.. Why does he hv to b so irresistibly flaming hawt!!

Hmm if u hvnt noticed my MSN nick is "I like many things, but only one is special" u know why and how i thought of it? haha well i was with my Ah Mei in the MRT and we're just talking and she's commenting about me getting pink stuffs and all.. Well, i said my favourite color is pink.. So it's sorta like, generic.. Wat color? "PINK!" Then she said Well for me difficult sia if wan buy things my favourite color.. Thn she starts listing the colors she likes.. So difficult later dunno which one to choose..

Then randomly i just said.. Well for me too.. I love many colors but pink is special.. I love blue, purple, black, red.. But pink is special.. Just like, i can go crazy over many bands but only DBSK is special.. Like how i love JaeJoong, Micky, Changmin, Yunho but Junsu is special. Then i went on and on listing a few other examples. Then she was like ok ok i get it.. enough zzz maybe u shd put it as ur msn nick... haha so i changed it..

So now u know there are so many things i can go crazy over but only one is definitely special..

Junsu is my special one.. Yeonwonhi, to nah ji ah neul goya, nugu bo dah duh saranghan gudae.. I hope i gt it right this time.. hehe

I think tat's abt it for today, i find myself rambling aimlessly haha catch up wit ya laters..

12:20 AM

Oooo i forgot to add.. I saw someone i think i know on the bus today, on my way home.. After WJ alighted, he boarded the bus.. He looked so familiar, then i was thinking was he my ex or almost to be my boyfriend. All i could remember is that we were quite close.. But i just cant remember his name..

I'm sure it's him.. Ooooo i can still remember his msn DP.. ahhh yah, it should be him.. I'm now looking at my msn contacts.. woah i have like about 700+++ contacts, i shifted his contact to the group that has about 500++ hmmm, lemme check again..

Ooo, i looked through.. Yes i remember his msn name and his email too.. but i cant remember his name!! shacks, lets do some stalking search

OOOOO!!! i remember!! Dayah!! yah his name is hidayah.. Ok, he's definitely not my ex but i know we were quite close for awhile.. haha now i remember his name!!

Ok, let's now tell you what happened.. The minute i saw him pop up *well cuz i was sitting on the upper deck so he popped up..* i was like, "EH?! i know him.. aiyo.. wat's his name ah.. How i know him? how was our relationship like?" Then i was just sitting down and thinking then ofcourse Junsu embraced me with his voice and i was distracted by it.. haha he sat a seat behind mine on the other side.. so if i faced to the left i can see him, he can see me..

So i was just staring out the window of the seat infront of his seat.. I wanna see if he recognizes me or not but i dont wanna seem like i was looking at him.. By looking out the window, i can actually see if he moves, and i saw him looking towards my direction but i dunno whthr he was looking at me.. Oh wells.. i dunno wthr he recognizes me or not.. But i noticed that he looked at my direction a few times.. I think he was also tryna figure out who i was..

Yah, oh wells.. so after i got down, i just walked and when the bus passed i looked with the corner of my eye whthr was he looking.. HE LOOKED!! well, i think i'm sure it was him.. haha anywhoose.. it's been ages since we talked... i thnk the last conversation we had was i thnk he was angry whn i told him i got attached... no wait, was it him or was it issac? ahh, i'm confused.. All i can assure now is that its Dayah and we were close once when i was in Sec sch.. If i recalled correctly, he was from bendemeer sec i thnk.. oh wells i thnk i shd try to talk to him when he comes online..

11:54 PM

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

OMG!! i did it again!! zzzzzzzzz i'm serious taking this subject called E-Commerce Solution Development in short ECSD can make me broke by the end of the term..

The first day school starts woah, already had to camp in the lab for friggin 4 HOURS!! zzzzz so 4 days a week we have to camp in the lab for 4 SOLID HOURS! Monday, i buay tahan i tell you.. After school i went to SHOP! haha i spent about 30 bux! to de-stress..

And today!! i did it again! i spent about 30 bux!! On Monday, i bought clothes and facial wash oo and K bar.. Which in total costed about 30 bux.. And today!! i shopped again!! I bought shoes and make up!! haha so it was about 30 bux! haha Atleast my make up shopping wasnt bad..I would usually spend about 100+ on make up.. But since i hv my foundation and shades supply, i'm good..

ECSD, please lah.. Dont make me a shopaholic please.. I'm telling myself to either go home straight from school or if i dont want to, stay in school!! I'm telling myself not to go somewhere where the tendency to buy something exists..

Today, can be called a sorta good day! haha Today was my pink day! haha pink cardigan, pink shirt, pink underwear, pink bra the inner part of my bag was pink, my pink earpiece, and ofcourse my darling pink MP3 haha.. went shopping (i actually got shoes!! ah my size!!!), then when i reach home, guess wat was for dinner?? AHHHHH SALMON SOUP!!! my favourite!!! yay!

I wanted to go to East Point since my aunt said that they hv a Pedal Works branch there and they sell big sized shoes.. so i wanted to check it out.. I planned to slowly walk to SAFRA since WJ hvnt leave house yet.. So i wdnt get sianned out by reaching waay much earlier than she does... So after i walked all the way to mushroom, i turned around and went to AS toilet haha (forgot to pee).. The toilet i tell u, i think if put plant it will die instantly.. Freakin smelly i tell u!

On my way there i bumped into my oct intake freshie.. haha they say they didnt recognize me haha After i did my biz i crossed over the bridge and wanna walk to SAFRA, then i saw my freshies again haha.. so i said ok lah.. Go there talk to them and take bus with them..

In the end, i managed to talk them out to walk to SAFRA with me.. haha There were Boyong, Atiqah and Radiyah.. i hope i spelt them right.. So we're just chatting and walking.. Anywhoose it was fun..

When i reached Pedal Works, woah i tell u the shoes al 40+++ woah, so EX!! Then i decide to just walk walk around.. Saw cute bags on sale blablabla.. Went to challenger then met WJ that's when i bought shoes haha she's like my lucky charm.. this is the second time i went shoe hunting with her and manage to get hot shoes for my size!! haha and cheap!! it was on sale!! 15 bux oni!! haha

OOO, i think i shd go off now.. Wanna do research for the stoops ECSD thang.. c ya