Nur Syarafina{♥}
Also known as Fina or Syara.
18
This is my current single status.
My declaration of independence.
Simply live in
MacPherson Singapore
First cry was on
November 26 `90
Once a
PRIMARY,
SECONDARY;
Officially in Temasek POLY(IIT):
Life Story
What do u want me to tell u abt me? Well, I'm a Singaporean..
Born in Singapore, stayed there for about umm the first 10 years of my life..
Went to Primary School at Madrasah Al-Irsyad.. The most sian sch i've ever
been to..
Then i was shipped to KL to go to some stupid school, International Islamic
School from smtime in the end Nov 2000 till July 2004(abt there)..
But it turned out to be the best school that i've ever been to.. Well, mostly
because of the ppl there.. haha with all the trouble we make.. getting grounded
in the hostel, being sent to discipline master like God knows how many times,
flooding the school, getting kicked out from class, cold wars, hot wars haha
sooo much fun
Then I was asked to come back to this tiny sunny zzzzz island, Singapore..
Start going to Secondary school called MacPherson Secondary School, supposed
to join the sec 3s but ended up in Sec 2.. zzz repeat another year of 8th grade..
Well, here.. Not much excitement, bz studying and changing boyfriends haha..
Did my 'O' levels and now here I am, in Temasek Polytechnic doing Diploma
in Information Technology.. Hmm, not much drama.. Just bz trying to keep up
among the smart ppl.. Joining watever fun activities the school offers.. Well,
currently in my 2nd year.. Yea, sophomore baybeh!! Since its current.. I
suppose this paragraph shall expand in time to come..
1:54 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Oh god, it's been quite some time since i've blogged.. Aww, i miss my blog.. Yes, i got my internet back.. Thanx daddy!! haha Wow, it's 2 am.. who gives a shit, i wanna blog. i've been blog deprived ever since my internet was shut off..
You see, i do kno that some people out there are reading my blog.. I can tell by the counters people.. Thank you so much for reading, but it wd be nicer if u actually tell me that u read and comment on some stuffs, so that it doesnt seem like i'm talking to myself.. haha I dont wanna seem insane.
Well, i think it's rather too late for that. I am sorta insane in some ways.. Gosh talking about insanity.. I think my obsession over Junsu is getting rather too much.. God, my heart skips a beat when i just think about him, i skip a breath everytime his voice reaches my sense of hearing. And when i'm just sitting down in the bus suddenly the thought of him runs through my mind and i just smiled or laughed to myself.. ahh, embarrassing if people noticed you know.. It may seem like i'm some glam insane person in the bus.. Haha, i just called myself glam.. wat?? i'm vain and i know that.. hahah
Ooo, today was a hectic depressing day.. I have briefing that starts at 2 and supposed to have a meeting right after it but God, the briefing plus planning took forever.. It ended at about 6.40pm++.. And i've already scheduled my P5 speech slot at Tampines West.. Which leads back to the issue of my obsession over Junsu for the past week the only thing tat has been in my mind is him.. I just couldnt find anything else to talk about but him.. God, i'm totally gg-fied..
just look at him!!
He even looks insanely hot when he's sweaty and all!!!
I managed to craft the speech halfway a few days ago.. Then i thought, hmm maybe this topic is not that suitable to the objective of P5.. Then i was like how? ah die!! die!!! how?? I stayed up quite late last night trying to figure out wat i should talk about and the only one that's on my mind is him.. Aiyo, i'll skip the boring part of my indecisiveness and just skip to the part where i almost had to start a whole topic from scratch where i ended up with only one sentence... Then getting back to Junsu.. Yup, so my speech at an external club where there are adults is about a teenage obsession of an idol!! zzzzzz
OMG, haha i was just flying over the top babbling away about how much i so adore him.. hahah But i'm glad my speech didnt turn out so bad after all, i had nice comments from my evaluator and the respond was positive.. Just that as usual, in my lack of preparation of speech, i'd miss out my important points.. Haha i gt distracted by the kid who entered the room when i was speaking and the lady infront of me, right under my nose was closing her eyes.. And as usual, u kno me, i'm so self conscious i thot i was boring her to death, so there was a lil distraction.. but wen i looked at other people, they were so attentive haha so i got back my spirit.. You guys were great audience, oo when you guys smiled haha it added to my comfort upfront..
I'm always asking myself why dont i ever get a chance to never do a last minute thing.. It's not that i want to do everything last minute, it is stressful!! I did try to start a job, work, duty earlier i'll end up staring at the blank piece of paper for some good hours.. It just doesnt wanna come out with smth productive when i start earlier.. But wen it's last minute, everything fall to places but not perfect there are some tat would fall out off the place.. I believed that my speech would have been soooo much better if my preparation was more thorough!!
Is it that difficult to start on smthing not in the last minute?? Please lah, i dont wanna give myself excuses... I myself wonder wat is up with the last minute thing?! ugh watever lah... it has to stop sooner or later.. But i just dunno how? advise needed people!! please??
6:54 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I know i just blogged a few minutes ago, but i just had the urge to blog again.. Well in my previous post, the one b4 i MIA-ed, i mentioned tat i'd be goin to JB the next day to get a full body massage... And the massage my grandma gives is like oooo damn painful i tell you.. It's just so painful that i'd usually ask her to stop every few min.. hahhaa
She was like, hw to heal liddaT?? haha So this time round, i wanna try a new experiment when she's giving me the full body massage.. Listen to DBSK songs while getting the massage.. And guess wat?! my grandma was like, this is the first time i managed to massage you properly..
It's not like i didnt feel the pain, it's just tat i'm too engrossed in their singing and them ahhh i'm more focused on them than i am of the pain.. And i tell you it's really painful u kno the massage.. The body wd feel relaxed but the sore will last for days... U see wat DBSK can do to me?? I told my mom abt it.. She was like, they're like drugs to you.. Which i wnt disagree.. I'm just so addicted to them.. And mostly JUNSU!!! ahhh omg, i just typed his name and his part just came.. ~~sorega moshimo boku nara mouichido kimi no kokoro wo, towa no yasashisade, atatameruyo~~ perfect timing...
I just hope that the problem with SM and all wd resolve i mean wat wd happen to their 800,000 over fans if there'll be no more DBSK?? wat will happen to me?????? Already they're not doing the 09 Dream Concert and they hvnt been appearing in TV much.. ahhhhh!!! and my internet is down.. Can u imagine my agony of not having to watch them??!!!??!!??! ARGH! this i killing me!
I thnk tat's about it for now...
6:15 PM
It has been ages since i last blogged.. Gosh i miss blogging so much!! So much has been going on and the agony of not being able to blog about it just makes me very miserable!!!
If u hadn't known, my internet at home has been shut off.. Cuz haha bills.. They just never seem to stop coming and money, they just seem to never stop depleting(did i use the right word here?)
To the people who actually bother to read my blog and wonders how come my blog is super outdated, i'd like to thank you and apologize.. Seriously, thanx for caring.. IT means a whole lot to me.. Because this is the only place where i can actually vent everything out. For these past few days, i've been sorta stressed out.. Which kills me.. I wish i hv sm1 to talk to.. I'm not saying i have no1 to talk to.. But they're just the right people.. IT's either they wnt understand, or they'll end up comparing the things they hv to go thru with yours or u're just uncomfortable to talk abt it to them.
I have so many things to talk about, i just dont know where to start.. Or how to start.. it's just tooo many that i dont feel like starting..
Before you think that i got my internet back.. haha nope havent!! now i'm leaching the school's network.. Had a meeting earlier today and i was umm 1 hour late.. I'm always late but never this late... Usually late enough to be noticed but not late enough to be noted.. But this time round, 1 friggin hour!!! thanx to who? My mother lah who else.. Always have ways to make my life ald worse than it already is..
We had a big fight yesterday.. Which is like umm i wd say 80% my fault but as u kno my ego is higher than mount Everest, Eiffel Tower, Twin Tower watever mountain or towers u can find adds up altogether, I wd definitely not make it like it's mine.. Cuz it's just me!!
Ooo, i think i hvnt blog about the part where i actually notice that i have 2 Korean Channels on my cable haha.. So i hv been catching up on the korean entertainment industry for these past few days.. And no ppl i aint the same as those korean obsessed girls.. I actually like Korean thang but just the fact that alot of ppl are like crazed abt it makes me not want to like them tat much.. Cuz u kno me i like to do things different from other ppl.. But no matter how many or the whole world were to fall in love with Junsu, i'd still be madly all over him!! I can never get enough of him... And i'm not loving him just because other ppl are... It's mutually me!!
Cambodia is roaring haha i cant wait to go..
Ooo, did i mention that i met my dad.. umm like sometime last month.. He gave me only 200!!! Which is WTH?!!?!?! 200 for a month, give my mom then... Finish liao.. I actually wanna buy a camera at Comex, i did went for flyer hunting but cuz i dnt hv money i cnt buy it.. My target to atleast get it before i go to Cambodia or better yet b4 Hari Raya.. Cuz we're planning to go to Tanjung Pinang and if u dont kno me... Camera and i hahah paiseh la to say!! hahaha
I wish i could just sit here all day and blog about what has been goin on with my life for these past few days.. But i cant.. When the post gets too long, ur readers wnt read till the end.. So for now i shall say Chaul!!
Most probably i'd be crashing in the office and if i do, i'd be able to leach the net and blog but if i dont.. then too bad, i wnt be blogging again... SO SEE YA!!
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You have no excuse to not know what
to get me for my birthday!
Not Yet Fufilled!
{♥}Junsu to kno i exist & am madly in love wit him!
{♥}SHOPPING SPREE!!
{♥}Xiah Junsu's collectibles from comic connection
{♥}Chanel Mascara+eyeliner set
{♥}M.A.C concealer & lipgloss
{♥}Bobbi Brown Brush set
{♥}iPOD TOUCH!32GB preferred<33
{♥}Guinea pig(Peruvian/Abyssinian Breed) or Bunny No red eyes please!
{♥}Motorola Milestone!!
{♥}Skullcandy TI Pink Fur Headphones
{♥}Holiday in KL for more than a week
{♥}A new external HDD 1TB prefered
{♥}Nintendo Wii
{♥}The hot VAIO desktop!
{♥}Get a driver's license
{♥}Spend few days in The Royal Hawaiian Hotel (ahh PINK!!)
{♥}Get out of Singapore
{♥}Have my own room, better yet house
{♥}Have a freakin job that drowns me with money
{♥}Happily married with 2 kids
{♥}All the above coming true
Fufilled!
Some Junsu collectibles -icoulddoformore-
Have a pink Digital Camera
Pink MP3
New phone - OMNIA Pro
A cordless phone, like finally
Have a bad ass stereo system
Notebook cooler thinggy
Being single again
Holiday in KL 4 a week
My brother off to NS
This section shall expand once i'm more appreciative with my life!