3:39 PM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Phew, i'm just done getting a full body massage. Yep my grandma came from JB. YAY! My body feel a lil lighter, it's shiok but the process is painful. She said that my fever came from exhaustion as well as the nerves is like somehow haywire. She said, u keep going to the doctor and eat medicine, it wdnt be better. So she helped me to correct the nerves and this painful yet relieving full body massage.
In the morning i went to the polyclinic. The doctor i met in Sunday said that in 2 days if the fever is not gone i'm supposed to go see the doctor. So i went to the polyclinic. And people, i tell you if u wanna kno wat's wrng with you please dont go to polyclinic. U sit there the doctor ask u wat's wrng. And i bet if my mum hasnt walked in the room the doctor would just write, type, and nod. But my mum walked in, so he gae gae take torchlight ask me say ah then gae gae take the staethoscope(or hwever u spell it) i didnt evn get the chance to properly breathe he ok ok go to room 58 take med and pay. wth?
Like that only? waste of my time waiting. ugh. Hmm nw i wan go watch tv actually i wanna sleep but my grandma is massaging my mum at the place where i'm supposed to sleep. so chaul
2:03 PM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Remember how i said i sooo need a break in my previous post? Well, it seemed that nature is in my favor. Yup, i have a week break. Why? High fever.. How? Shower at 1am, hair wet, fan directly faces head. Tomorrow morning, sick like duck. Tadaaaaa. I didnt do it on purpose. I just suddenly fell sooo sick the next day, which was yesterday.
I went for the laughter and evaluation workshop yesterday. And my condition just got worse. So i plan to go to the clinic right after the workshop thang. I reached home, crashed immediately on my bro's mattress. My mum kept screaming from the room, ready or not. I was just hv to wait for her to get out of her room. Everytime after she asked ready or not, her fon rang. then she was on the fon. It happened like constantly.. Thn wen she got out of the room she asked whthr i wanna eat. So i said ok, then i was eating.
She's like screaming at me the whole time saying it's my fault we're late blablabla woah i damn pek chek i tell you. If my bro sick woah she talk to him so nice this lah thatlah. if i sick every time kena scold. This is nt the first time. always get screaming and scoldings.
Well, got to the clinic the person gave me a mask which is super uncomfortable. Dude, i'm having a fever and every time i breathe out its like hot air balloon letting out the air smacking at my face. Then she checked my temperature. 39.5!!! Then she's like could u sit at the corner there. zzz haha being isolated.. It was taking like forever for it to be my turn. i feel like dying there. Feel like my head was gonna burst and as if my blood is boiling or smth.
blablabla cut story short, doc gave me 7 days MC say that ppl at risk; pregnant, diabetic, asmathic, heart problematic people stay at least 2m away from me. He said that after 2 days, the fever hasn't gone down, supposed to go meet him again.
Well i was given like 4 types of drugs and all cause drowsiness. So after i took them, logically i wd go to sleep. but it took sometime for me to actually fall asleep. and when i manages to actually doze off one idiot sms me. woah!! i tell you i feel like slaughtering the person already i try so hard to doze off to ease off the headache tat's killing me. the vibration of my fon adds on to the headache. after awhile i dozed off again the same idiot sms me again woah then again another idiot sms me... ahhhhhh my head like want to burst i tell you..
One of the medicine that i'm suppose to take in like every 4-6 hours. woah the taste like ahhhhh disgusting. Everytime i wait for the taste to die off, i must take the medicine again. untill now the taste still lingers all over my mouth. Even after i ate, the medicine taste is still here. The food taste is gone but the medicine taste is there. wahhhh..
Despite vomit is at the tip of my throat, and the room spinning around i hv to prepare my own lunch cuz mummy is nt home. ughhh i think tat's all i'mma post now wd post more laters, not feeling too good right now.
11:49 PM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Super random, this post marks the 40th post in this blog. Another random thing that i'd like to share tonight is the condition of my hair. Why wd ppl wanna kno abt my hair. Oh wat the hell? It's my blog, isn't it? Now i have short hair, zzzz if u hadnt known. I dnt really favor short haircut but i did it cuz i wanna grow new hair, as in my hair was like dried and dead and rather spoilt due to constant trimming, and suffocating it with strong chemicals. Ooo, getting it cut short didnt help. I still am losing my hair and my hair is still rather dry..
Ooo, damn i miss my long hair. Talkin about my long hair, this pic is the last pic i hv of my long hair.
I did a sideway scorpion on it. hehe.. AWWWWW i soo miss my long hair. I think this pic is taken right before i cut it. Hmmm after i cut my hair i mean my masterpiece at 3 am in the morning in my bathroom. It looks like these..
After people keep telling me that i look chubbier with this hairstyle. And I just had to get my scissors and my itchy hands zzzz so i sorta kept cutting it and kept cutting it. Like u kno me i'm nvr satisfied at anything. SO my hair became like how i didnt want it to be. Ended up askin my mum to fix it. Then it looked like...
if i comb bangs
or
If combed sideways..
My mum actually helped me fix the back part of my hair. The front part is just my experiment. Hmm, i think i'm gonna get my haircut soon. This time round, it wnt be in my bathroom or my mummy's room. It's gonna be in a salon.. haha I might wanna get it rebonded. Oh wells, it wouldnt be such a deal. Cuz when i go out, all i need is..
No more bad hair day!
I'm glad, the wheels of my life is turning to a more straight path. Hope it remains this way. Lets talk abt my day today.. Umm, there's actually a day. Well, i woke up at 4pm haha 15 hours of sleep after weeks of deprived from it. Watch tv, ate and watch tv and just watch tv. haha. Was thinking of getting down to business tomorrow. And holy shmokes my fren just reminded me about tomorrow's workshop. Ooo sucks. So as usual, panic but nothing much i wd do abt it. zzzzzzz
Alright, i just checked on my pink scheduler. Hmm, recorded wat i'm supposed to be doin tmr. Which is OOAD, CMSK and umm CSAD, i'll see wat i can do about it. OMG it seemed as if it was only last week school just started but actually it's almost the end of the semester. Ahhhh time is running so fast. Hmm i wanna go shower now, then call it a night. Supposed to meet the rest at Serangoon MRT 1pm! C ya
10:09 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
I have a wonderful view from where i'm sitting right now. I'm now at the corridor that connects the plaza of TP to SDC where there is a whole stretch of noticeboards. Infront of me is the triangle garden thinggy and design school.. Why am i sitting here? I have no idea.
I was just done with the interview in SWCC for TP bursary. OMG!! I feel so emo-ed, my brains are as if they're gonna go POP!! I kno it's rather contradicting that my blog url is about my sweet life. But sorry life aint just so sweet when you see it from you rown point of view. Why is it in human nature that ppl wd see more of the bitter part of life than the sweet part of life. People are too busy looking at the bitter part that they dont notice the sweet part.
I'm finally done chionging for DBSY assignment yesterday. We all stayed in school until like about 8 to chiong for it. The data insertion of my tables, ooo i used Agus's but i change only a little bit. Which i feel rather bad. But i had things like Toastmasters sms send-out and i cnt do it too late.
OMG, why am i so emo-ed now? Oh well, i have a speech to make in about 9 hours time and i haven't figured out what to talk about. R u mad at me for preparing it last minute? I did it last week, and the week before..? Well i learnt that doing it last minute is so stressful and even the area governor told me that i'm a good speaker but if i we to draft out my speech right it'd be better. I did put in my pink scheduler to plan my speech on wednesday. Ooo, i did sit down and think wat to talk about. and guess wat i end up doing, sleep. I was freakin tired, tuesdays and wednesdays, i always reach home at about 11pm. and last nite i reached home at abt 11 plus as well. Apart from all those i have assignments to do. OMG i'm seriously spreading myself too thin. I wish i could just take a break.
Doing speech every week is like psychological and mental torture. But keph says it's for my own good and hmm i trust him. Every week speech is not the only thing that i have to do for toast. there are other things. other than all the things that i have to do. My procrastination is not helping me either. So many things to do, so little time. My proper sleep is long gone. How i wish i could take a break. ARGH!
I NEED INSPIRATION! what should i talk about. I've talked about myself, i've talked about inspiring people to change mindset. What the hell is next? I wanna vary my speeches. I dont wanna sound like "someone" her speech are all in the same page, even with different topics. If you're listening to her speech like 1st time, umm 2nd time, u'll be wow-ed.. but when u keep listening to her, it's getting rather boring cuz no difference. OMG, i may b emo-ed but i dnt hv the right to comment on ppl. Sorry.. oops.
Lemme now think wat to talk about while waiting for them bois to finish their lessons then can eat together.. Freak bag, my stomach is growling..!
12:15 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
Hey all. I would say today is a day well spent.i had so much fun and guess wat?! I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince! Ooo, before i start describing my day, i shall give you guys the link of some of the photos taken at Tampines @live launch! Here it is,
"http://www.flickr.com/photos/dcte/show/"We're supposed to meet at 12pm @Buugis but it turned out to be some confusions and desired changes Wei Jun and I reached Bugis at about 12++ almost 1. met Jing Roo slack at Mac for abit while waiting for the rest to come. Are you wondering wat is the rationale of the meet up for today? maybe not but i'll just tell anyways. An advane birthday gathering for Wei Jun. I hvnt bought her a gift yet. I wanna giv it to her on her birthday itself. heh! Hope i can spare the time and meet up with her.
Anywhoose then came Pravin Kumar. Haha so we're like hmm shd we buy the tix now?! cuz it's selling rather fast, but the queue is empty. ahhh, how nice to see ppl actually fully utilise the advancement of technology, umm smthng called ONLINE BOOKING!! haha The thing is we hvnt cnfrm who are the ones tat's gonna go for movie.So we actually bought 8 tix first. Then we went to help Jing Roo shop for her formal wear. In the midsts of it, Suria and Suriani confirmed they're watchin so WJ and PK ran to get the tix first. After few rounds around BHG for JR's formal wear, one by one the "EARLY BIRDS" start to come. Ooo Hafiza brought her awesome camera and Goooood Loooorrrrrd we camwhored like there's no tomorrow. OMG when i get the pics i'mma so gonna show u guys haha.
Then suddenly i went rather off the hook with my insanity that caused me to breathed laughing gas yea! I was like a lunatic bafoon i wd say. Ooo, it sometimes happens when i'm startin to digest myself. Hm and as usual i come off as this blurr idiot. Ooo, and i actually gt a new term. PK said "Are you eating up ur brains to keep urself full?" haha blablabla had pur lunch, went to the arcades, then went for the movies. Hmm, obviously the getting from one place to another is not a smooth sail when u hv an awesome camera around haha.
Hmm, u see.. I see other ppl's blog they post about their day is like freakin short. Haha, when i post about less thn 12 hours of my day, u can scroll until u peng i tell you. haha. So i thnk i wnt describe the rest of the stuffs that we did in details. Just wanna say tat more camwhorings after the movie and more fooling around while waiting for Hafiza's dad to fetch us.. Awww peeps i had an awesome day!
ooo i better get to studying, LAB TEST tomorrow!! c ya
10:10 PM
Saturday, July 18, 2009
I just reached home like about half an hour ago. Was watching the news abt the bombings and the awkward museum that showcases underwears of famous ppl and the donors must already wear em atleast once. Sick huh... then there was the canoes thang made by sheep poo..
Ooo, i actually encountered another sick disturbing thing. Just now when i was walking towards the void deck of my block, there's this old chinese man sitting on the bench. Then he tilted sideways and let out a FREAKIN BOMB wat the... It was freakin loud i tell you. haha i wanted to laugh but i didnt wanna make him paiseh so i walked pass and didnt even look at him as if i didnt hear it. but it was so freakin loud i thnk ppl 2 metre away from him can hear lah.
The launching for Tampines @live was aite i would say. Phew, no press so me not on TV yay!! I mentioned tat if it wasnt me, it'd be Sunny.. Well guess wat?! IT'S FREAKIN MEEH!! haha Anywhoose was supposed to meet the rest at 2 cuz i sms-ed them in the morning let's meet at 2 but i was caught up with fashion malfunctioned as well as entertain my mum with her stupidity of using the com.. I'm nt saying she's stupid but her umm hw do i say ppl who are not so smart in a particular field. In this case it's her using a computer.. Omg she rly hasnt got a clue. In the end i came like half an hour late.(activity check: watching Harry Potter)
I intended to eat BK but since the guys are gonna start first so they've decided to eat at LongJohn's so we ate at Long John's heh. It was delicious! I had shrimply wrap smth haha scrumptious i wd say.. THen proceed to the Open Plaza. Damn, the moment of truth I was really nervous.. Take a few moment to clm myself down.. But these ppl aint helping. Everytime i managed to calm myself down some1 wd pop up and say, how? prepared? haiz, thn back to square one a couple moments to calm myself down. then aftr a few minutes, how? nervous anot? wat the hell?! thn it goes on and on like that then when Mr Mah Bow Tan arrives, they kept pressurizing me again..
But it turned out great, he already knows the portal so he just tell me what he wants to see i just open it and explain to him. heh great but i thnk i did ok cuz he was interested in it and was givin positive comments on it. (OMG! i think i'm havin a DejaVu or smth, it's like i've typed this before) he was interested in the HDB flat prices part as well as the 3D models haha he was excited about it. It was cute haha
Well, the performances was entertaining it helped me calm myself down a bit. Hmm, i wd say it turned out well cuz i didnt screw up. Ooo, thank God! (activity check: watching Semi-pro) After the thang's all done, Mr Oh treated us BK cuz i told him i had coupons haha. Umm, wat else can i blog about. hmm i'm nt too sure i'm actually watching Semi-pro so i'mma lil distracted.. So i'll add on laterz.
12:37 AM
I didnt blog last night. Apparently, i was rather "busy" wat was i busy doing? Hmm submitting SEAL points and and ooo yah i did my APEL3 Values Reflection. Renga said it's actually due nx wk but some of the people said it was actually due on Thursday as in yesterday.. Hmm, and i submitted it after midnight so the date submitted indicated is actually today. oo watevvs.
Wat else did i do.. Oooo i came up with templates of how the EXCO photoshoot today is supposed to be. Which i shall talk more on later. Focus on last night. So i thought 1 after the other is done, i shall now draft out my speech doing my project 3 speech for toastmasters tonight. Which i shall also talk more on laterz. Well, i still hvnt got the ideas on wat to talk about. Then it was already 2 am in the morning.. Oooo, so i ended up falling asleep.. So i thought i shall find an inspiration tomorrow. which in now context i shall say today.
Well, i just quite got home. Hmm how shall i describe today as? Hmm lemme just start about what i'm doing now. I'm actually looking through the Tampines @live portal cuz i really need to know it inside out for tomorrows launching hmm in about 18 hours time.
Yup, i am supposed to do the demo for Mr Mah Bow Tan as well as the press if they shoved it all to me. But ofcourse if it aint me, its gotta be Sunny. Then i wd just do the normal demo for the public.
Other than going through the portal, i'm actually receiving some random sms from some random dude called Erik. Well i replied to it cuz i thot it's one of my juniors from toast. Cuz chapter meeting just ended and maybe they wanna ask smth and i dnt save their number cuz there are too many of them. So he was like hi and all and i was like hi wats up thn suddenly he asked cn i get to kno u.. i'm like, wuuut?? haha apparently, he got my number frm the contacts of a 2nd hand fon tat he bought. and so apparently that the dude that had the fon earlier, didnt clear out his fon b4 selling it. So i just said sorry i dnt rly talk to strangers.. Hmm, and it seems that he understands and apologized.. Oooo tat was rather disturbing.
This morning, i woke up at about 8 so i can actually take my time to get ready do my make up as well as clear my stuffs before i head to school to make sure i reach school before 11am. Cuz i hv a briefing with Mr Oh as well as Ms Serena to actually briefly run through abt the thing that we shd say during the demo of the Tampines @live thang at 12pm. Get there an hour earlier so tt i can actually eat with them bois first before the "meeting".
Well, on my way to school as i'm blasting off Hoobastank on my headphones the song "If I were you" played. Then BAM!! inspiration struck! I had an inspiration to talk abt are we thankful for what we have. Then ideas start coming in. Thnx to hoobastank and Rev Run, my speech was inspired. Well, there was nt much time to actually research on the topic cuz on the day itself i'm feeding infos which i'm definitely sure that i'll choke durin my speech when i cnt rmb the points. Which i did, in the end of my speech where i ended up quoting the wrong quote. I shall elaborate later.
I managed to reach school at about 11 well actually earlier thn 11.. Met them bois in the lab, picked out a few quotes of RevRunWisdom which i follow on twitter. Man, tat dude's just freakin awesome. He comes up with inspiring encouraging quotes everyday. Of course to utilise it for my speech.
Hmm, then sunny, shuenn bin, kephren and i proceeded to mensa at like 1120+ to eat, duhh.. Hmm had lunch with them and straightaway proceed to the briefing. The briefing was ok, had the brief run through and hmm hoping that i manage to get to know the portal inside out.
Then Cheryl was gonna see Peck Lian to ask her a few stuffs. So a short meeting with her asking abt official things. Ooo, then proceeded to law tutorial. hah! Well as i mentioned in my previous post tat i actually ditched law tutorial last week for shopping.. Hmm, i went for it today. evn though i was there but my mind was elsewhere. Heyyy bz preparing speech lah.. hmm, since i thot tt it wd be too much of a rush to actually be xtracting information, statistics and blablabla research thang so i decided to tell about the video "Chicken a la Carte". Last minute prep hmm i'd say will always be stressful but i do it all the time.
After law tut, its supposed to be our EXCO photoshoot. Since i ended early, I accidentally met them bois at Business School concourse so hung out with thm for a bit.. Ooo, and kind Alex and Boon (if i'm nt mistaken) treated us ice cream.. hehe. And them bois planned to go kia kia at IKEA (oo tt rhymes..)
Then suddenly Edward texted me to collect water from sports complex before 4.30 and it was like abt 4.15 or so.. Ooo panicked, who can i call? Kephren and Shuenn bin are like smwhere in Novena on the way back to school. Then i called Renga he helped me carry the water to our room at SAR and that's when we started up our "activities".
We actually managed to break open the cupboard in our room in the SAR shhh... Cuz apparently, the seniors do not know who was holding on to the keys and we found "treasures" or shall i say discover. Well, it all thanks to the wonderful i shall now certify as burglars or robbers whichever sounds better, Renga, Cheryl and myself. Oooo they made a gap between the doors and me, the genius picked the lock.. WOOOOT~~~
Then we're like rushing for our EXCO photoshoot, but since we had a couple of missing members so the shoot didnt exactly go like hw i imagined it to be. But we managed to get a couple of good shots. or i shall say G"red" shots!! heh!
Ooo, then we rushed for our chapter meeting.. WOOT WOOT yup moment of truth! I wd say the meeting was awesome. The area governor was awesome! I managed to do my speech and as i've mentioned i choked at the end of my speech where i'm supposed to say "If you are not thankful for what you have now, most likely u wnt be thankful for wat u'll get." instead of "Count ur blessings constantly cuz if u truly count them it will show profit" hmm, so the area governor is my evaluator and she mentioned tat i hv mentioned a new idea at the last part. Hmm, and like i said i shd hv said the 1st sentence. it wd hv made a lot of difference to my speech. ugh anywhoose its over and Ms Seh Leng was actually very sweet and she was like praising me abt my speech and all she said tat if i craft my speech well i wd b able to b really good haha, normal human reaction (FLOWN BEYOND PARADISE ABOVE).. Hmm, yup i didnt mention to her tat i just drafted out my speech umm 5 hours before the chapter meeting. heh
We didnt hv our debrief cuz it was getting late and we've gt no cash to go cabbing. haha BTW!!! we took alot of pictures.. hehe~~
went home with Renga and had a lil chat. oo and i lectured him like almost throughout the journey. oo i nvr wd i see tt the day wd actually come where i wd actually talk to him abt it.. haha but oh wells i'm glad i did and i hope he is. I do this cuz i care abt u.. hope u kno, no hard feelings yah! u're still my close fren no matter wat. anywhoose, i dunno wat else to blog cuz my eyes are getting heavy and i hv to work on the portal. hmm or shall i do it tomorrow since i'mma meet them bois earlier. So i'll see wat i shall do now. if i feel like sleeping tat's just wat i'd do then.. so for now chaul!
11:20 PM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I just have to blog now. I kno i need sleep which i'm going to get as soon as i blog. Cuz i need to let off the steam. I dint blog for a few days. Hmm sorry abt tat. Just too caught up with so many things that i do not kno where to start.
Well, we had meeting regarding the Digital Community @ Tampine East which is now officially called Tampines @live. Yup and they chose me and sunny to be the one showing the thinggies to MP Mah Bow Tan. oooo and the press too if i'm nt mistaken.. So if u see me on TV dont jump its nt like i didnt tell you earlier.. So please support us
JULY 18TH 2009
TAMPINESS MALL OPEN PLAZA
4-6PM!!!!!!!!!!!
Hmm other than tat i think tat's abt wat i wanna talk abt the Tampines @live. Let's talk abt today. Wellm i'm my normal cheerful self but a lil bit mood out.. In the middle of the day my mood suddenly went tiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuu all the way down and i'm just so pissed suddenly and unexplainably pissed off at almost anything but hmm, it was cotrolled cuz i didnt flare up at any1.. I was rather confused and curious wat the hell was up..
I remained puzzled until... I went to the toilet.. then i was like oooooooooooooooohhhh no wonder.. Zzzzzzzzzzzz Dont ask, if u kno means u kno if u dont too bad!
CMSK was a total disaster. I screwed up my OP and wat the hell, i didnt kno wat i was thinking.. Hmmm, after CMSK we went to the lab and did some Database System assignment thang.. Then i walked with pong to actually take 27 at the bustop somewhere not around the school. But in the end i pang seh him and took 168 cuz it came 1st. Where was i going? Yup i went to Giant as in the TripleTrio.. Hmm tat's wat i call the location smwhere in Tampines Ave 10 where there's the Big IKEA, COURTS and GIANT is at.
I went to Giant to buy the bunch of pens and stack of paper for Toastmasters' Chapter Meeting. I had 25 bux(abt there) so i didnt think i cd buy anythng else cuz i was supposed to pass to Min Yi some money for my make up. Then i'm supposed to go to Courts to check out the price of lappy so tat the ppl can buy lappy for our company's advisor's bday. Went to the ATM and guess wat?!
DADDY TRANSFERED MONEY TO ME!!!
Nope i'm not loaded just enuf to get me some decent pants.. hehe Ofcourse daddy's lil princess wd wanna spend em cash! haha And i still have a few left to pay up bills.. zzzzzz responsibilities.. no matter how hard u wanna get rid of them, they'll still stick around like u want them..
Anywhoose, i seriously need sleep so tat i can actually wake up early and hv time to ge tmy make up done. Cuz my classmate said i look like a ghost without my make up. Which i didnt notice cuz some1 else told me "Fina, y do u put on make up? u look the same with or without it." wth? u blind?! I mean she's the only living person in the world tt told me tat.. hahah anywhoose love ya baby gurl.. maybe the make up u saw on me was an xpress not intended to be "make up" make up.. Damn i seriously need sleep now.. GTG, meet ya in my dreams
2:16 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
OOoooo, i didnt blog for like days.. I just quite reached home, well nt really. I arrived at about 1250+ almost 1 am.. Was just done settling with company admin stuffs and FACIAL!! haha yea, i washed my face, cleanse it, tone it, and masked it.. OOOO i feel so fresh mahn!
Okay, the agenda for tonight is or shall i say this morning's.. I'mma blog abt wat happened the night befor yesterday's night's night.. I think. Umm to not confuse you, i'm gonna blog abt wat happened tonight, today, last night, yesterday, the night before and the day of "the night before".. Clearer enuff? Oh wells, just read..
Tonight was AWESOME!! i would actually say GRAWESOME that's great + awesome.. Got it from Lily. Well i should start from the day. Woke up later than i was supposed to(as usual). Helped mummy on how to use my lappy, changed the pipehead(if tat's wat u call it). As i mentioned i do the man's job of the house. Put up a double deck bed(BY MYSELF, not exagerating really by myself as in 1 pair of hands) drill shelves to the walls and i'm sure there were other man job that i did, and now added a new 1 to the list. Change the pipe head, cus it broke.
Rushing to get ready and asked my mum to cook faster cuz i was running sorta late. I cdnt do express make up, i need an outing make up and i was rushing it like hella. Had a quick brunch and head out. I was really rushing. U see i have to meet the rest at Ang Mo Kio MRT at 1 and i left home at about 12.40+ the bus came like at abt 1250++ yup not possible to get there at 1pm sharp.
U may ask wat was i rushing for. Ouh, there's the Toastmasters District 80 Division S Club Officers training. Phew, that's a mouthful!(if tat's wat its called) haha it was so informational, useful i wd say! but like any other thinggy that's related to tat kinda thing, ofcourse it was making me restless and sorta boooooooooored... Oo, and the Toastmasters of the Day!!! woah, i dunno why bt i seem to hv a problem with him.. haha Dude, sorry.. it might fade but for the timebeing, i dunno why, i just sorta dont like you (sorta my ass!) soooooorrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!
Anywhoose, the networking part was umm "interesting" i didnt manage to network much with ppl. ooooo watevvs.. Yea, so after the briefing thinggy we had a debrief by out dear president Mr Ayanari. It was at AMK Hub, some Japanese Cafe.. Ooooo i tell you, the oreo cookies shake gives u orgasms man!! ahhhhhhh it was GRAWESOME i tell you!
Then we were supposed to watch the "Sumpah Orang Minyak" at the Singapore
something museum. then would go for the Arts festival that starts at 1030.
BUT!!! A BIG FAT BUT!! It was raining like crazy and we were stuck at Dhoby Ghaut and cdnt go to the museum so we decided to kia kia at Plaza Singapura. Apparently the first shop that i saw when we went up the escalator and freak hell it was like damn freakin ryte infrnt of the escalator was this
BRIGHT and PINK shop!! I just had to go inside! haha and guess wat, it's FULL OF MAKE UP STUFFS!!!! ahhh i felt like i've stepped in a heaven on earth. there's like everything there. Hmm, it's korean brand so they actually have ppl standing at the entrance saying
ANAHASEYO(if tat's how u spell it) evrytime sm1 walks in!! I tried on like, lip gloss, a lil of eyeshadow. Yea and as i was trying on the eyeshadow, suddenly keph said tt his mom said tt he needs to get a toner. And right behind me was whew i wd say the toner thinggymejikuhmeblobber. Yea, so i told him come lemme tone yo face haha. and kephren (who doesnt trust me with his face in a "place" full of make up) was shall i say RELUCTANT. And me as usual, wnt take no for an answer. ORDERED him to get some cotton.. haha so i toned the left side of his face with the (some toner that exfolliates dead skin) and toned the right side of his face with (some calming yadayada toner). Heyy, its called TESTING?!!
OO, i also brushed some foundation on his hands.. OOOO the funny part is, Cheryl was sooo cute. She actually told him tat its permanent, it'll permanently be there and it slowly absorbs in and lets nature takes its course and guess wat?!
HE FREAKIN FELL FOR IT! it was super funny u shd see the freaked out reaction of his face.. haha so adorable. OOOOOO and i also put some lip gloss on his lips!! haha. So cute. He was like no fina no.. haha and you kno me. wnt take no for an answer. hahah super hilarious i tell you. eventually he was like ughhh fine!! hahahah he managed to get it off tho. the only thing that i cnt cnvince him to do and i wasnt serious in wanting him to do was put on some eyeshadow and nailpolish hahah.
Cute lah he. HAHA Hmm then we went to cotton on, Cheryl bought sunnies and a flowery skirt which i think is totally cute but something i'll nvr wear cuz i dun like to wear flowery stuffs. i like to look at thm on ppl!! then we went KFC for our dinner.
So it's time to head off!! Cheryl's gonna take a bus at PS and Kephren and i were to pass by Haji Lane and get our bus at the Madrasah Aljunied's cemetry thinggy to get our bus home. Cuz he wanna say hi to his dudes at Haji lane.. So as we were walkin then we saw that the art festival thinggy was still on. So we walked there and saw ppl
FLOATING IN CIRCLES AND A LIL FIREWORKS! haha it was sooo cool. It was a bummer cuz Cheryl didnt get to see the last part of the festival. ooo, so we continued walking blablabla, keph managed to say hi to his dudes and yea, we took the bus.. And shared a lil some some i wd say.. ooooooooooo
Yea, i alight first and u kno if i alight at behind MPSS bustop i'd have to walk through this freakin alley and it just rained
OMG FROGS INVASION was goin on.. eeeeeerrrrrrrr freakin creepy i tell you. It's like i keep seeing one after the other. and i was texting kephren in order to distract me or i might have fainted there. (exageration i suppose) that summed up my day today!
NOW LETS TALK ABOUT YESTERDAY! (timecheck: 3 am)
TGIF!!! yea, superb. the night before, i didnt sleep the whole night. Chiong CSAD report. Ugh, dnt feel like talking abt it. Cuz i didnt do much durin tat sleepless hours. Hmm, and as i mentioned b4.. my make up supply is drained. So i seriously need to do some make up shopping. So decided to do it on tt day. And really wanna ditch Law tutorial. So i left house at like about 12++ i thot after i shop for make up and if i wd reach sch on time, i'd go for the tutorial.
Since i really had the freakin ass-ed urge to skip it i actually let the promoter show me stuffs and lemme try em. usually i really like to shove thm away cuz i dn feel comfortable standing nx to me, staring at me while i try on make up. So i was takin my own sweet time and hope tt i wnt make it in time for tutorial.I bought the L'Oreal true match foundation kit. It's the liquid foundation plus the pressed powder at freakin $39.90 ONLY!! ooo, i just had to get it.. Hmm thn the lady was sayin smth abt some membership thinggy and since i was actually listening to DBSK singin thru my headphones so i was like yea yea and i actually get a free gift from purchasing that thinggy.. Then i looked at the time.. AWW MAN! i still hv time to be just in time for Law..ugh so i slowly walked to the interchange..
Oo, and i decided to stop by at Ta Zhiang to see if they have any good cheap eyeliners. and apparently i'd rather by a freakin 20 bucks eyeliner than the ones there.. so i wasted a good 5 min or so of my time.. Then i walked to the bustop after the interchange cuz apparently 23 is about to leave the berth when i was walkin towards it.
And the freaking GOOD NEWS IS
when i alighted at school bustop, it was exactly 2.15pm.. Ooo i'll be marked late a.k.a absent cuz it starts at 2pm might as well as be really absent for it. haha. So i headed to the toilet and did my make up. Cuz i left my house without make up today.. haha i met debbie in the toilet tho i took half an hour to get my make up done.. oo, i tell you.. spending about 40 bucks of foundation is so worth it. ahhh, the feeling so shuang i tell you!!
So was just slackin in the lab.. did some last minute preparation for my speech later in the night cuz there's Toastmasters chapter meeting and i'm doing my project 2 speech. It was sorta last minute cuz i was informed to do my speech like on wednesday and i was chionging for my assignments. The submission was this day so the only time i was actually free to draft out the speech.
Ooo, then Celebrate our dear Guo Hong's birthday.. Had cake and all.. For more detailed blog post on it.. Read it from my class blog you can find the link in my Link list... oooo Linked list, DSAG!! haha But ofcourse not now though, cuz i need to finish this freakin long post first. and i have to download all the 128 pics taken frm Hairiandy's camera as well as wait for the videos and other pics from Kang Long's phone and whoever's camera or phone took pics when they were having his bday dinner. Cuz i wasnt there.
Ooo, it was time for Toast!! We actually had to take our temperature before the meeting. So Edward and i walked to the Library to get it and the journey to and from the library, all along, he was edward-ing.. Kephren knows the term. my first temp check was 37.7 ooo trigerring temp. She asked to wait awhile. Then took again it was 37.8 thn it became 37.0 thn finally 36.5.. WAT THE?? i knowwwwwwwwwwwww
Oh wells.. Toast was awesome, well i did my speech and i thnk it was terrible. I somehow choked in the middle.. And ppl cd tell tt i was actually not so prepared. hehe oh wells, everything was great.. The audience was awesome and ugh everything is great evn tho getting evaluators was rather screwed up ish.. But it turned out that Cheryl, Edward and Sok Leng can evaluate!! U guys were great.. Umm, and usual Neranja gave a super great speech. And she just scares me somehow as in her speech is rather scary.. like there's this scary element to it. expecially when she's stressing her point. She can make a good discipline mistress or shall i say Principal? hmm, u may nvr know....
Then we had a debrief which ended like at about 2315 or so and my last bus leaves at abt 2317.. And all along when we were having the freakin loooooong meeting, Renga and Ruth were waiting for us. And he said he's gonna spon cab.. WOOT~~~ so we can actually go for dinner or shall i say supper hehe OMG,
THAT NIGHT WAS SUPER HILARIOUS i tell you. I've never seen that side of Cheryl before, and it was sorta not soo day-to-day kinda thing to see that side of Sok Leng hmm, all of us were sleepless just the night before and u can roughly guess wat these bunch of sleepless ppl can do at about close to midnight until abt 1++am.?!
It was super whacked out i tell you. I shall blog in details.. (Timecheck:4.09 am)
it all starts after the meeting ended.. Ok, we got out of the LT and saw Renga and Ruth. We were like discussing abt "some1" who has a very strong indian accent.. OMG and all the way frm TP to Mac at Tampines West, every1 was imitating indian accents OMG super hilarious. tt includes Cheryl and Sok Leng.. It was just plain awesome.. haha fooling around.. Umm, we chose to jay walk, instead of climbing up the freakin bridge.. And we're all in the crazy mode..
Then Cheryl was talking on the phone and we're walking like aimless ppl.. Made a pit stop right after we crossed over, some wd say free parking.. Then suddenly Cheril wandered off to the other direction we've decided to take.. And we're like where are you going?? While on the phone she was giving us this cute blurr face we goin prata ryte? haha then we told her we've decided to take this route so she was like oh ok.. and on our way there a few hilarious moments popped up. We were like discussing Kephren's hierarchy of "relationship" wise.
Sok Leng, is his wife and I'm his girlfriend and Cheryl is his mistress. Then Cheryl said " U'RE SUCH A BITCH!" Kephren was paranoid (in a kephren way, u shd kno how) "ooooo she called me a bitch" he just keeps goin on and on at her callin him a bitch.. Well, apparently she was talkin on the fon and it was nt meant for him but he still went on with the "but she called me a bitch" *with the kephren face*. And we continued our journey to the Prata house. And Cheryl mentioned smthing abt black mafia well cuz majority of us were wearing black. Then kephren started with his "kephren-ing" again "she called me black mafia thnx ah" Hmm, when u read it here its really nt tt funny u shd really have been there the xpressions were priceless.. But if u kno kephren long enuff just imagine it, real hard. U'd know its super hilarious.
Then we reached the prata house but it was crowded, no space for us. Then we're like hmm maybe we shd go to mac. Oooo and Cheryl gve this cute adorable expression "hmmm, no prata?" Then suddenly we're jst standing there like a bunch of hobos discussing abt the authencity of prata. hahaha then we finally decide to go to mac.. Bought food and continued our screwed up hilarious shit.
We continued talking abt kephren's "relationship" hierarchy thing you cant say its love triangle cuz its definitely a polygon and we're too lazy to actually count the thinggies.. So apparently Sok Long is his wife, they have 16 children in Africa together and they dont see them, the just pay sm money for donation to feed them. Cheryl, his mistress. Apparently he treats her like a queen but they have no children together and he said that she cd have all his money. And me, Kephren's girlfriend. Apparently we have a child together, named Jhin Chee and his parents i shall name Shuenn Bin and Shalinee knows about us they dont know abt his wife and mistress yet. And the custody of our child is under me.
It doesnt end there. There's more. Just wait for it!! Apparently me, kephren's girlfriend, is BI so guess who's her lesbian partner?? Sok Leng, kephren's wife! OO, and apparently Kephren has a gay partner, whom apparently has an affair... Guess with who? with me! kephren's girlfriend.. Cheryl was like.. wow ppl leave me outta this. haha then we were just talking some random shits and Cheryl, haha so cute... She was too engrossed in her fillet o fish tt she dsnt really get wat's goin on in the conversation.. Her blurr expression was priceless.. We talked abt other hilarious things, but i cnt really rmb wat they were.. watchu xpect? we're like a bunch of drunk hobos haha
It was about 1 am and we thot tat it's time to head home.. Renga is scared tat he might nt hv enuff cash for cab so we went to the atm and on the way to the atm, was a hilarious journey as well.. Renga, being his normal self.. he wd sniff things.. Yea, he sniffed bananas, crabs, turnips omg.. it was hilarious.. and Cheryl, she's just plain cute.. She was carrying her bag and walking zombie-ishly and she looked like a lil girl dragging her teddy and blankie who just woke up early in the morning and walked to the kitchen and asked "mommy, wat's for breakfast"
Hmm apparently, Renga is rather short of cash and Cheryl lent some to him. Anywhoose, yea we had serious bad ass fun and hope to do it again. I thnk i shall stop now, i'm getting sleepy.. time check 4.51 WOW!!
10:43 PM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Time check, 10.43. Hmm, i've been infront of my com for literally 3 hours. Supposed to be doing my work but something is preventing me. 7+ i wanted to start reading my groupmates' parts and gonna compile them, ended up dozing off right infront of my lappy, my hands were still on it. Woo then my mom's fone rang. Ok, i woke up but still have the sleepy sensation(is there such term)? Did a few changes to my blog. i wd say minor changes.
Omg, suddenly i lost the feel to blog. Be back laterz
11:10 PM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Damn, i just reached home. I know i've been blogging a lil too much today. But i just wanna set out my to-do list for tonight as in before the sun rises.
1) watch tv
2) do laudry (mummy's coming home tmr)
3) prepare my project 2 speech
4) do my part of the CSAD report
5) i thnk there's smthng else to do i jz cnt remember.
Hmm i think i better get going, c ya.
6:29 PM
Law lecture.. Ugh, it's another sleeping pill other than OOAD.
It's interesting but the dude lecturing, woah the way he talk. God bless me, i buay tahan i tell you.
No, the law lecture wasnt just now. It's now. Yes, i am in the freakin lecture theatre blogging while he's giving lecture. And i accidentally dozed off for a bit. My head was nodding rawkin the house down. Hmm, rather embarassing cuz i know no1 here. So i'd rather blog than sleep away.
Hmm, wat are we learning today? LAW OF CONTRACT. Hmm, it's really interesting but as i mentioned u kno wat. And wat other things can i do while in the lecture. Here's wat i can do..
CAMWHORE!
Hey, i'm bored ok. Hmm, laterz i gotta head to the office. As usual, no1 for my free dinner number 2 hopefully they wnt hv a meeting hehe
Hmm, should i chill with them boys in the lab and go in late to the office or call cik mahani and ask if she cd pick me up frm school? haha too late, i sms-ed her ald.
Ofcourse no, i didnt ask whthr she cd pick me up. I asked wat time wd she be leavin home and i finish lessons at 7. hoho.. is it the same as askin whthr she cd pick me up? umm, i thnk so. Aiyo, so shameless lah fina!
Hmm, i dont really see the point of attending law lectures. There's no exam and the tutorial damn slack. I thnk i can just download the lecture materials for reference to do the project. I think he's about to end the lecture. cuz he covered 2 elements to form a Contract. and there's 2 more left..
AWW FALSE ALARM! he's gonna cover 1 more element.
Time check: 6.44 he's still not done. he usually ends like 6.30+ ugh.. agony. I think tat's about wat i'll blog. If i were to wait for the whole thing to be over this post is gonna be super long, so chaul
11:17 AM
Back posting, was supposed to post last nite after i got back from the office but was too engrossed in the tv. Or should i say to? Watever it is. Yea, when i was posting my previous post i was watching bordertown ryte? Yea the movie was awesome. Should i tell u wat it's about? Or should i just skip it. Hmm, i thnk i shall skip it but all i'll tell you is that the movie was awesome or should i say is?
Oh wells, i was supposed to reach the office at 8 cuz the class starts at 8. But i decided that i was gonna head out from home at about 8pm but the movie ended like at about 7+ so i was lookin for wat to do. OOOO!! FRIENDS WAS ON! so i watched it till 8. come in a lil late hehe. Hmm, cik mas called. Askin wat time i was coming and whether to save some food for me. Ya ofcourse i need food! I'm like trying not to eat outside as far as possible to save money.
I've got my priorities right. Make up or food? Of course make up!! DUH! cuz my foundation is like *umm, i'm literally wiping off foundation off the base of the container*. Yup, that bad. When u get ur priorities right, u can choose. Hmm, how do u thnk i can survive without ciggarettes even tho at times the agony is like all over. But i have to choose, smoke or make up?! haha of course make up!!
Anywhoose, i managed to settle the admin stuffs. I'm done informing the members about the upcoming chapter meeting, sumbitted seal points thinggy for the previous chapter meeting. Done email-ing Singapore Press Holding to publish the company's upcoming seminar. Hmm, wat else am i done with? Oo, done some parts of the report. Just a lil more work to it and it should be done. Hmm, OOAD? Nahhh not yet, nt even close.
Ooo, i have something just recently added to my plate. I need to prepare my project 2 speech for this Friday's chapter meeting. Ooo, today is gonna be a long day. I'll get home at about 11pm again tat's if the IPA duaiz do not call up for meeting. Hmm, if they dont hv the meeting tonight then when are they gonna start discussing about the upcoming Official Opening Ceremony of the company?
And yes, i've been put to charge on admin issues. I'm done with designing the invitation card, just waiting for approval and their decision on to how its gonna be printed. Hmm...
What am i doing now? Well, the teacher's not here and i'm so proud of my class cuz we're so guai kia and the teacher definitely didnt make a mistake in trusting us. She didnt come to class and asked me to email her the attendance and we're the guai kia students doing our work in the lab. If it were some other class, i thnk u'd see the lab empty. hahaz
yah, i was just done with some parts of the report as i mentioned earlier. So now since i've got nothng to do, i'm just blogging.
Btw, did i mention wat i did ryte after i got back from the office? I thnk i didnt.. Hmm, well i reached home at about 11++ yah and two and a half men was on. So i watched that. followed by Over her dead body, followed by Dreamgirls(beyonce's in it) lastly followed by Hannah Montana and a lil but of kim possible but i decided to sleep. So Kim possible is outta the list. And wat time did i sleep? 3 am! I actually turned on the tv to keep me awake so tat i can get the report done. But instead, the tv became the reason tat i wasnt doing the report last nite. But i managed to do it today so... watevers.. The tiny movie marathon i had was great. the movies were great.
Hmm wat else am i supposed blog about but i missed out. Hmm, i thnk that's about it for now. Be back blogging laterz.. chaul
5:43 PM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
I just quite reach home, was watching Michael Jackson Official All Time Top 40. Donr ask why there was nothing good on tv well, till now. Bordertown is playing in star moview, it seems like a good show J.Lo is in it. I love her accent, the way she talks is just so cute. haha
*winks2 ANTONIO BANDERAS is in it too*
Anywhoose, school was aite. I came in a lil not so late. Had apple juice instead of my usual oat milk cuz i had cheesecake in the morning.
OMG, for the love of God I survived 3 hours straight of OOAD. For lab, my companion was the freakin sequence diagram. was too into doing the sequence diagram and had lil short break with FMLs in between. And as for the lecture, my lappy was my companion. I was just lookin on wat's hot on twitter. Seems tat Rev Run was one of the hot topics.
Haha, so tat i was wat i was doing during OOAD lecture. Researching on Rev Run and bz reading his inspirational quotes. Then, i've decided to give the DSAG lecturer a chance. So i switched off my lappy and decided to listen. Well, apparently my attention span is very short. Yea, i fell asleep halfway.
Hmm, i do wish to blog more but as i mentioned. My attention span is short, i wanna concentrate on the movie. bloggin laterz..
9:27 PM
Monday, July 6, 2009
Yaw! back from the run. Phew sweat it off like i took a shower, heyyy watchu expect?! Circuit Rd is not small eh. So was just done with dinner and settling some toast stuffs and still waiting for Pong's email. Hmm, no where in sight.
Wat am i supposed to do now? I'm supposed to be doing OOAD, but just the thought of OOAD makes me wanna doze off. And we're supposed to show Mr Bong the sequence diagram tmr, not too sure if we were to show the database design as well. hmm? smthng is definitely not right, cuz i feel so free now.
BTW, i just knew that the subject selection results are out already. Selfish people, never share. Woot, i got E-Commerce Tech a.k.a ECT. haha hmm, the first time i'm excited over an IT-related stuff. Cant wait to grab the diploma and get the hell outta here.
I was just looking at my friends picture. I see her, like so lucky.. I mean, she's happily married, blessed with a beautiful daughter, and just recently graduated and freakin living in NEW ZEALAND!! I so envy her, serious! That's how i see my life as. anywhoose, stop dreaming, back to reality. In order to get there i need to bust my ass off and work freakin damn hard for it. Wat do u think? should i straight away get out of singapore and find a uni preferably NZ or Aussie or get a job and work for a bit? watcha thnk? cuz i just cant wait to get out of here.
Ok, i'm just rambling about cuz i dunno wat to blog about. So i shall stop now.
7:53 PM
For a few seconds, blogger.com was bitchin at me. Hpmh! It already knows that i'm in a rush and just wanna do a quick post. Well, last nite is the first time i'm sleeping on my OWN bed ever since i've brought in the not-so-comfy couch under my bed. The sleep was full of suang-ness i would say. I was then wondering y is it that i dont really like sleeping up there.
1. I'd have to climb up the ladder to get to my bed
2. If the weather is hot, it's like a freakin oven up there.
3. I'd have to carry my tiny lil "aircon" up
4. If i happen to hv the sudden awakening realising i'm late for sch, I'll bump my head to the ceiling, sad huh.
But since it rained last nite. Woah, i cuddled up to my blankie and soft pillow and just dont wanna wake up this morning.
My mom is off to INDO today, yea she left already. I have the house to myself for the next 4 days. After school, i had lunch and head straight. Something i'll barely do. But since no1's at home. I thnk tat shall be my routine. The power to blast music on ur bad ass sound system is so SUANG i tell you. Ever since i step in the house, i was blasting off music @shuffle mode. All the random songs were playing haha COOL, AWESOME!
I was actually waiting for Pong to email me the things tat i'm supposed to do for CSAD. but till now, nada..
Ooo, its 8 ald. Yea, as i mentioned earlier. I'm rushing. I need to go for a run. So i shall be back and add on a few stuffs. for now, chaul..
10:00 PM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Hmm lookin at the last part of my previous post. I'm inspired to talk about my past. As in my childhood moments. The moments of my life that i dreaded most was when i was 8-10. These moments are like hell!! and i am not exagerating.
When i was 8, that was when my parents got divorced. If u didnt kno, me and my dad are like tight. I wnt say i dnt love my mom or bro, i'm just closer to my dad and even tho he's not always around, i still prefer him to my mom, tat was then, i dont hv much of a choice now, do i?
So the divorce really hit me, HARD! I was really affected from it.Maybe i wasnt the only one. My mom was scary. Especially when she's pissed off, she beats like i mean hella. Anything in her reach, glass, mugs, anything she'll just throw it at u. She even put my room on fire once, it was small but still i was just a kid i was freakin out. We had "disturbance" and the house suddenly became "unclean" after the divorce.
Apart from the emotional shits that i had to deal with, i still have school. We're nt too comfortable with ppl knowing our parents are divorced, and we're tryna keep it on the DL. I just like told a few of the friends that i sorta trust. So any one asked we just go like O, he's dead. Then when they found out they were like oo, u guys lied. Ur dad's still alive.
Thnx to my psychotic step mum callin up the school, coming to school and the friggin big-assed mouth teacher i was talking about earlier. So everyone now knows. SHITHEADS!! And i aint a fan of the school either. Woah the ppl, damn stuck up! I do hv frens but not much and they just seem to hv a prob with me.
Well, school usuallly ends at about 6. Apart from school, i have like 2 tuitions and music lessons on the weekends. Tuitions are like usually after school, so after sch the busdriver wd drop me off at my tuition center and my bro wd bring my clothes and dinner there. I'd change in the toilet in the tuition centre and eat under the void deck. So it was rather hectic.
Get home, back to the all crazy shit things. There was also a time where my mum ran away frm the house for a day. Cuz she cdnt stand my bro and i or smth. We did fine when she ran, cuz i kno how to cook. It didnt really bother us tat she left.
Then there was this era where my dad decides to fight for the house that we're livin in. So we're like homeless people lookin for people who's actually take us in. I mean my mom isnt working that moment was really difficult for us. I seriously miss that house. There was space, can actually move about in the house.
I can honestly say that, when i was livin in tat house. Not even a day passed without me crying. If it isnt my mom who made me cry, or my bro dissing me till i cry or i'll just sit and cry. I almost went crazy, i talk to my dolls i play with my dolls. This may sound bad but i aint too fancy abt my mom during tat timing. It's just too difficult. Couldnt just wait to leave the house.
During tat period we have also isolated ourselves from our family members.For a few yeard we didnt see or meet our relatives. During that age, i was rather traumatized (due to personal issues that i wish to not mention)
Till finally, my mom attended some talk or smth. The dude who gv the talk had a school in KL and my mom was like it was good blablabla. I immediately said yes, without consideration. So get packing, ready to head off. Finally outta the house. When we got to KL, the school tat the dude was talkin abt doesnt provide student pass for international student. Then the immigration recommended the school tt i attended in KL. International Islamic School.
So that's where the history begins. I shall skip wat happens there. All u need to kno is tat when i was there, i can honestly say that i dont miss home at all. People there get home sick syndrome, but i usually get the sick of home sydrome. I dread holidays cuz tat wd mean i wnt see my frens and definitely wd have to go home.
My misery slowly starts dying off after i went to KL. I'm no longer the miserable kid dreading life, leading a lonely life. I learnt to live, be happy and the meaning of friendship, affection and everythng i can learn. i learnt frm there.
Well, while i was there. The govt was kind to let us rent a house and my mum managed to sell the house. Imagine downgrading from a 4A apartment to a 2-room apartment. It's like friggin cramped. Damn i cnt breathe in this house. It's been 6 years we're living here and up till now i still hv a doubt tat we ald sold the house. I accept the fact tat i'm now living in the cramped house, i jz cant believe it.
Well there are things that i missed out in talking abt how shit my chilhood was like. But i'm too tired to post them. I'll just add them sm other time.
9:27 PM
Ever since i did one of the notes tagging shit in facebook, i've been inspired to listen to my songs in shuffle mode. Cuz i have like thousand over songs, and there are songs that i've nvr heard of and when i listen to songs, i listen to the ones that i hv listened before. So i'm like being biased to my songs hmm, tat sounds awkward. Anywhoose, about the facebook note tagging thing. The details are as follows..
RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!
IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Kasih.. (Rio Febrian)
Hmm? y wd i say that?
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
It's you (by westlife.)
Nvr actually heard this song but from listening to some parts of it it's sorta linked
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Dik.. ------ (Wali)
Hmm, its a rather lovely song but. the link of how i feel today?
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I Love LA ------ Young Dre The Truth
WTH? are u serious?
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love is never gone ------ TVXQ
Yea, sorta true!!
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hot Stuff ------ PCD
U'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING MEEH?! haha conincedential
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
She will beloved ------ Maroon 5
Yea, she will. The song sorta suits her
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I have a dream ------ Westlife
Sure thing, i do usually think about my dreams..
WHAT IS 2+2?
Shoot out ------ Souljah Boi
Hmm, interesting
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lagu cinta (love song) ------ Ungu
Yea, i love my best friends especially the bestest one.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mainan cinta(love game) ------ Achik and Nana
Wow, its written up there like. So i dont really love the person, it cd be just a game? hmm, make sense to me
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Surah Luqman (a recitation piece of the Quran, a story about a man who gives advices to his child. This piece is known for "Character")
Wow! interesting. Did u kno that it is advised that a pregnant mother should recite this piece on the second stage of pregnancy so that the baby inshaallah would be instilled with good character?
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Cant wait till later ------ Bobby Valentino
Yea, the only thing i dread the most doing.. WAITING!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ladies night ------ Atomic Kitten
Ooo.. haha nope u're not thinking wat i'm thinking..
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Still loving you ------ Scorpions
Awww.. that's just so sweet
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dont tell me ------ Hoobastank
Haha really? cool the meaning of the song sorta match the wedding theme but, the music?? How are we supposed to dance to the rock head banging part?
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sekali dan terakir (once and the last) ------ Elkasih
OMG, that's so sweet.. haha serious, i feel like crying now.
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Running away ------ Hoobastank
Yea!! i just love to run away. DENIALS, RUNAWAY frm anything and everything that i can run away from
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Candyman ------ Christina Aguilera
Err, ok that's rather disturbing
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Menanti sebuah jawapan (Waiting for an answer) ------ Padi
Yahh!!! Once again, the word wait!
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
One man show ------ Jonas Brothers
Haha duhh, do u xpect me to drag sm1 wit me wen i'm dying?
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Surah Nahl (another piece frm the koran. Hmm, i shall research on wat this piece is about.)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Berhenti berharap (stop hoping) ------ Sheila on 7
Hmm, i thnk i'll be able to get the link wen i'm a lil older.
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Back to your heart. ------ Backstreet Boys
Hmm, i am a lil clingy at times. Sometimes my ego is too high to show it or i'm nt tat too clingy on u that i show it all the time.
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Langit tak mendengar (the sky doesnt/cant listen) ------ Peterpan
From the title, its a lil vague but wen u get to the meaning of the song, it is sorta true. U try asking humans, they cnt giv u the answer, u ask the sky, it'd ignore u.
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Pintaku yang terakhir (my last hope) ------ Dayang Nurfaizah
Wow! i wonder how
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
My everything ------ 98 degrees
Wow! the person tat likes me, please tell me cuz u're my everything. (i thnk)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Who's gonna love you ------ PCD
Yea, i think if i could i would. (wow, i sound so ungrateful for the love given)
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Us against the world ------ Westlife
really? wow!!
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
May the horse be with you... ------Relient K
Interesting.. haha
Awkward, creepy but oh wells.. I was just done blogging about out class BBQ tat took place during the term break at our class blog. You can check it out by clicking on my class blog link located at Links. I've posted pictures as well. There's one thing tat happened during the BBQ tat i didnt post there.
Well i was just standing there doing smth, cant rmb wat. And some of the guys were playing soccer. And they accidentally kicked the ball at me guess where it hit??
MY CHEST!!
WTS?! it was damn painful, i thot i cd just faint there. But it was rather embarassing, holding on to ur freakin sore chest infront of a bunch of dudes lookin at u askin whthr u're ok. OMG, it took me like a few min lag to be able to ans them to say i'm ok, just go. Serious it was freakin painful. The sore lasted for more than a week. i was scared that there might be some dunno wat effects.
Anywhoose, yea.. I woke up like abt 11 am this morning. Dilly dallying taking my own sweet time till my mum called asking me to get my ass to the office like ASAP cuz they have a job for me to do. Well, so headed there and as usual the dudes at the restaurant there would disturb me everytime i walk-by. After the seminar, we headed down and had dinner there. And we reached home at 7++. It was raining friggin heavily. So now i'm just blogging and gonna do my work laters.
BTW, my dad just called. So talked to him and all. He was like showing interest in my studies. Haha he was like can i go to your school and look around and see watchu up to and all. Since you were a kid i've nvr been to ur sch to see kno more abt wat u're studying. Except last time when i came to school u ran away, tat was rude.
Hey, c'mon wat do u xpect?! U were 8 and ur freakin big-assed-mouth teacher talks abt ur parents divorce infrnt of the whole class, sayin serve u right ur dad go find another wife in Indonesia. She's got a mouth like a freakin TEMPAYAN. Having ur friggin step mom calling the school. And ppl saying tat u're most likely gonna b kidnapped by ur dad cuz u're like his favourite, daddy's lil princess. With a psychotic **^&#(*&@$! step mom. Wont u be traumatized??
1:33 AM
My arms are all sore mostly because of yesterday's so-called "weightlifting". How can a pathetic 2 KG dumbbell cause such pain in my arms. I'm such a girl. Wait, i am a girl. Ugh i have weak arms and hands. Furthermore i was sending out mass emails to the newbies of TPTM. It was over 100 email adds to copy paste.
My eyes are strained. Its just 1:36 and i'm already tired and sleepy. Thank GOD!! If not i'll still be snooping around the net looking for things to do just cuz its not past 3 am yet. bad sleeping disorders. Anywhoose, ryte after this post. I'mma wash my face and straightaway doze off. (That's if, i could)
Did i mention that i didnt go for the morning invitation that i was supposed to go to b4 the movies. Turns out tat my mom decided to go at noon. So nope, i bailed on her. hehe
I shall go now, my head is givin my the signs and my lappy is getting hot on me. so i shall make my move now. Chaul!
8:43 PM
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Just sorta got home. Yea, i mentioned i was goin out wit them bois today. Hmm, or should i say tag along. Cuz i really dont know wat will be happening today. All i know, we'll be watching movie. And yes, i watched Transformers2 u may say FINALLY but hey, it was worth it.. Haha free tix babe! haha
It was actually the 10th BGM for the Punggol CC YC. The GOH was Mr George Yeo. The movie will be screened right after the BGM at four. The BGM ended like about 330 or 320 so there was time for quick lunchbite. So Renga and i went to BK to grab a bite. We managed to came in just in time for the movie.
Transformers 2 was aite.. Haha it was awesome. Luckily i didnt go with my classmates the other time. Hmm i actually have to settle a few stuff right now. so i shall get blogging laterz.
11:46 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
If u followed my post yesterday, I mentioned that i was in my grandma's house.
Well i wanna Thank God that
IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY!!
As usual i had a pathetic 2 hour-lesson which would usually end in less than 2 hours. Since i've spent the night at my grandma's house, wd hv to head to school from my grandma's house. However, my mum wants me to follow her home first. So i got ready earlier, my mum sounded as if we're getting out as soon as i finished shower.
Well, it didnt turn out that way. She hasnt showered yet, she was still cooking and dilly daliying. I'll just cut the story short, we were still shopping at sheng siong when it was already 1230. My lessons starts at 2 and i have to get out of my house at about 1 in order to get to school on time. Well we got in the cab and stuck in the jam for a few min cuz the ah pek took the dunno wat route. And i was arguing wit my mum saying it was her fault, then she was like no, it's ur fault blablabla.
I was rushing to school and oh well, i reached the tutorial room at about 1410 +-.. So i wasnt considered late. Well we learnt about criminal procedures code, interesting. As usual, tutorial ended early. Then i was sleeping like a pig in the bus didnt quite notice wat was happening in the bus. Then as usual, i'll get a sudden awakening when i'm close to my destination. I looked at the time immediately when i alighted from the bus. It was 1610. wow the lesson was supposed to end at 1600. haha cool huh.
Actually, i'm supposed to have a photoshoot and meeting this evening. it got canceled, had to accompany my mum to parents' seminar instead. well, i'm typing rather slow now cuz only typing with one hand. the other hand is bz weightlifting haha, not so fancy, its just a 2kg dumbbell(if tats hw u spell it).
Tomorrow wd b an interesting day. Goin out for movies with the 2 indian bois of my life. i have an invitation to attend in the morning tho. So looking forward for tomorrow.
BTW!! i'm more thrilled about nx week. I'll be having the house to myself for the whole 4 days. My mum wd be off to BANDUNG and my bro duhh TEKONG so freedom, here i come. Well actually not really cuz i hv assignments to take it away frm me.
oh wells, i think that's about it for now. need to continue my workout.
10:49 PM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Hmm, the briefing at Tampines East CC was ok. We have an idea of wat we're supposed to do. so the launchin of
DIGITAL COMMUNITY @ TAMPINES EAST
wd be at
July 18th 2009
2-7pm
Tampines Mall Open Plaza
The GOH is MP Mah.... I dont really know how to spell his name.
Now i'm in my grandma's house all the way in Commonwealth. Can you imagine, all the way from Tampines East CC to Commonwealth. Haha, i was havin sorta jetlag(haha) yarryte. 1 hour plus of bus and mrt ride. OMG it was tiring. I was actually gonna blog abt smthng but i rather forgot wat i was gonna blog about. so i shall just stop now, would continue next time.
3:11 PM
Finally, i managed to finish the changing of my blogskin. Well, it may seem easy u just copy and paste the codes. However there are somethings that needs to be imported which weren't included in the original design. There would definitely also be some arrangements that i'm not really a fan of.
I was supposed to be done with it like about 3 am last nite. But my internet suddenly died off on me. I think it was like sending off a warning that i need to sleep. I was just inspired to change my layout out of the blues. And u know me if i want something i'll have to have it. Haha and yah i just have to go and change the skin last nite.
I continued changing the thinggies of my blog in DBSY tutorial. And i was listening at the same time. Multi-tasking shall i say..
Btw, i skipped OOAD lecture and i wasnt the only one.. There were only a handful of ppl frm my class attended the lecture..
What do u expect?? I HAD A GREAT DREAM THIS MORNING!! Y wd i wanna miss tat just to rush to sch and sleep in OOAD lecture. Might as well i continue the dream on the not so comfy couch.
Well, i dreamt that i was helping out at some event. And guess who the guests were?!
TVXQ!!!!!
OMG! Xiah was just infront of my eyes. I was about to faint, about to cry and ahhhh mixed feelings. I opened my eyes, looked at the time and see that it was like 1015 or so. Ahhh, i forced myself to wake up and not continue the dream cuz if i dont, i'll definitely be late. Before the TVXQ DREAM i dreaemt abt smthng else. It was a nice dream and as usual i cant really remember my dream i can just remember that it was either a good one or a bad one. Maybe that's y i usually feel as if i'm getting Deja'vu.
Oh wells, btw.. I'm in DBSY lecture now. haha blogging during lecture and yes i am listening, my next window is the lecture slides. I wanna blog as well as listen to the lecture. In this way, i can kill 2 birds wit one stone. I can blog as well as stay awake in the lecture. But i think that shall be it for now. I'll add on more nx time, unless i'm like falling asleep so i'll blog just to keep myself awake.
12:53 AM
Ooo Announcement..
I think i'm gonna change my blog skin.. haha umm, like now.. I kno wat's the time now
11:27 PM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Alright, I didnt post last night so i shall not spare the agony of not blogging tonight. But i dunno wat to blog about.
Let's talk about Digital Community @ Tampines East
If I'm not mistaken, that's wat it's called. Yup i am volunteering for some sorta launching thinggy. I'll find out more about wat i'll have to do in tomorrow's briefing @ Tampines East CC. The event is on
18th July 2009
Tampines Mall somewhere
I think i should post the detail tomorrow when I'm really sure about it.. hehe anywhoose, wat has been happening in my life for the past 2 days? Not much that i wanna talk about.
Oh wells, today my best fren just reminded me abt tat dude. She was like, did u receive a text frm him? and i was like, no.. I told u i'm supposed to be expecting it smtime in July. And she was like oh ya, it's just the 1st. Then i was wondering to myself wat first? I looked at the date i was like ohya!! it's already July, the 1st day!! If she didnt remind me, i wd've forgotten abt it. Now i'm counting down the days.
I feel so pathetic, I think i should post some of my life bits on fmylife.com i mean seriously.. We're talking abt a dude that's dunno where contacting me like once a month. It's thrilling.. Haha imagine if i were still not single.. I wdnt be able to experience such thrill in my life! Woot~~ can u smell it? It's wat i call the freedom smell, freedom from being tied down to something, freedom from committing to smthng. Inhaling the air i've nvr breathed for a
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
time. The air of no boifey, no commitment.
Well, i made it sound so bad. I mean he's the second boi that i actually placed a commitment on. I mean for the past 10 relationships i had before him, i did not place a commitment on. but there were still boy drama. Oh wells, i'm a total different person now. In order to say yes, i'd have to want to say yes, not just cuz i feel like it. I dont need all those kind of dramas anymore.
Apart of my enjoyment on freedom, i have like assignments to do. Well its a group assignment, Pong and Agus just seem to be doing alot of stuffs i feel rather bad but they're really a productive bunch of people.
Other than my studies, I have Toastmasters to worry about. But i need to get my things done one by one before i can get to my toastmasters stuffs and i have to get to it like ASAP cuz i'm sorta running out of time.
Other than all school related stuffs to be taken care of, I have a company to serve my duties to. Even though i'm not getting paid yet, its the sacrifices that we have to put in before the company can productive and we can continue to serve the people spreading the knowledge as well as give away incentives(is that wat u call it?) to the shareholders. Our shares are in terms of sacrifices, energy, hardwork. Since i'm in the Program Team, i'd have to help arranging, organizing, coming up with ideas for the activities to promote. And I have volunteerd to be in charge of our online publicities. The Advisor has advised that we do not need our own domain yet, so i just set up a blog for the company for the timebeing. And i'm cracking my brain to search for a suitable skin for the blog.
Other than all those, i have my pwn personal life to run. Problems with people, mother, friends, DAD! I've decided not to post them up yet. Well, other than serving all of the above I have to serve myself as well. I need to pamper myself, cater to my needs.
I think i shall stop whining about how pathetic my life is and start seeing the brighter side of life. Cuz the grass would always be greener on the other side of the field(i think that's the quote, not too sure) And i have learnt a new term today, thanks to PUTRA.
"Penilaian orang itu relatif"
Which means umm, i'm not too sure how u translate it?? A person's perception is relative.(i think) Well, it is true. It is relative, what i see horrible might not be seen as aweful by some1 else. So I shall be more appreciative of what i have.
This post is getting too long, i shall stop now.
11:29 AM
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