Nur Syarafina{♥}
Also known as Fina or Syara.
18
This is my current single status.
My declaration of independence.
Simply live in
MacPherson Singapore
First cry was on
November 26 `90
Once a
PRIMARY,
SECONDARY;
Officially in Temasek POLY(IIT):
Life Story
What do u want me to tell u abt me? Well, I'm a Singaporean..
Born in Singapore, stayed there for about umm the first 10 years of my life..
Went to Primary School at Madrasah Al-Irsyad.. The most sian sch i've ever
been to..
Then i was shipped to KL to go to some stupid school, International Islamic
School from smtime in the end Nov 2000 till July 2004(abt there)..
But it turned out to be the best school that i've ever been to.. Well, mostly
because of the ppl there.. haha with all the trouble we make.. getting grounded
in the hostel, being sent to discipline master like God knows how many times,
flooding the school, getting kicked out from class, cold wars, hot wars haha
sooo much fun
Then I was asked to come back to this tiny sunny zzzzz island, Singapore..
Start going to Secondary school called MacPherson Secondary School, supposed
to join the sec 3s but ended up in Sec 2.. zzz repeat another year of 8th grade..
Well, here.. Not much excitement, bz studying and changing boyfriends haha..
Did my 'O' levels and now here I am, in Temasek Polytechnic doing Diploma
in Information Technology.. Hmm, not much drama.. Just bz trying to keep up
among the smart ppl.. Joining watever fun activities the school offers.. Well,
currently in my 2nd year.. Yea, sophomore baybeh!! Since its current.. I
suppose this paragraph shall expand in time to come..
10:05 AM
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Haiz.. I just reached the office.. Hmm u may be wondering how come i'm already awake at this hour? Well, i only had 1 hour sleep since last nite and Gosh i may tell u.. I have this dark ring around my eyes and to top it off i have an eye bag on it.. Or shall i say eye luggage? cuz it's big!!
u wanna kno y? haha even if u dont, i'll still tell.. haha it's all thanx to my addiction to DBSK and this is my new way of expressing my obsession towards them. Well i did mention in my previous posts that i've been watching their videos like every night.
Well yesterday i almost missed sahur.. haha i couldnt wake up, well the night before it i told myself, no DBSK videos.. Dont evn touch youtube. So i didnt, i watched the tv instead and decide to go to bed i wdnt say early bt the timing quite ok.. But.. I end up listening and singing to DBSK songs till 4++am.. Oh god.. i do need help..
Well, i manage to learn more stuffs abt DBSK by watching those vids.. I do have some gags haha they're friggin hilarious and bunch of adorable dudes.. Ahhh, i adore them much more now..
I just got interrupted by my mom asking me to type some stuffs, so i sorta forgot wat i wanted to say.. But bottom line, my addiction to DBSK is getting more out of control.. And my love for Junsu is just getting ahhhh deeper..
Hmm, if u dunno.. Junsu is about 4 years older than me.. Haha and if u read one of my previous posts, i've ever mentioned that my ideal age of getting married is 23 and guess wat's junsu's ideal age of getting married?? haha I KNOW!! 27!!! haha coincidence much?? haha watever!! there's no harm in a girl tat dreams.. hmph, and i always love it if a guy sings for me{tat's if his voice is awesome} and guess how junsu said he want's to propose to a girl.. hahaha yah, I KNOW!!! sings with a piano in a cafe.. hahaha
I've always thought tat guys who plays the piano just super awesome.. Oh god, i think i seriously need help.. Ahhh i think the top of my wishlist is to at least have Junsu to know i exist and friggin so much in love with him.. Well, i will have to agree that i'm not their biggest fan cuz i thnk there are more ppl out there that would go to much extreme expressing their love for DBSK.. But i thnk frm my perspective, this is the furthest.. I dont usually think about some1 this much and this often..
I thnk abt Junsu b4 i sleep, when i'm on the bus.. Just everytime.... And sometimes i recall the funny things he does i just laughed to myself.. haha OMG i am really mad about him..
Junsu, Naega dwel shum sil su it da myeon!!! I dunno if i spelt it right.. but oh wells.. Hmm, now i have a choice to either sleep of continue my DBSK marathon.. haha u kno the answer ryte.. Evn tho i had only 1 hour of sleep, i'd still wanna watch them bois!! hahah when i dont watch them or at least hear their voice, i feel so restless and as if smthing is missing...
OMG, my body is all sore.. the muscles of my whole body are like aching.. And tmr, i'll b goin to JB and hopefully i can get a full body massage frm my grandma and get my body all relaxed thn i'll start getting proper rest, tat's if DBSK wd allow me to.. haha..
I think that's bout it for now wd post more laterz.. Love for Junsu and DBSK always..
10:45 PM
Thursday, August 27, 2009
U wdnt believe how i spent the night last nite.. haha But wait, i wanna say wat time i woke up at 6pm today!! haha i missed my zohr.. but i woke up like abt every hour and went back to sleep.
Haha i slept at about 7 am hahah i didnt sleep the whole night. guess wat i was doing? haha if u read my previous post i ald told u wat i was gonna b doin but i didnt say tat's wat i'll be doin it the whole nite.. and so i did.. haha i watched DBSK videos haha damn funny and ahhh so nice..
OOoo, btw, my mummy wanna use my com, so back postin laterz..
10:39 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Can u smell tat?? was tat u?! NOOOOO, it's the smell of FREEDOM!!!
Yup, i had my last paper today.. And hell yea ppl, holidays have officially begun!! I just got home from Tarawih.. Wanted to blog like immediately wen i reached home from the paper.. But the boys are so tempting.. Haha who else? Dong Bang Shin Ki!!
I wanted to watch their Five In The Black Tour and Mirotic Tour.. Yup so i watched both concerts.. AHHHH!!! they're super hot i tell you.. I melt sia..
Btw, last Sunday i had the best dream ever!! And i've been dying to blog about it, just didnt hv the time cuz of the exams.. haha damn, i wish it wasnt just a dream.. Well, after Fajr prayers, i didnt wanna go to bed i wanted to watch DBSK interviews and all.. So i was just watching for a few hours like, non-stop. Till my eyes were tired..
So i went to sleep.. OMG, i dreamt i had to do some stuffs i dunno wat.. My dreams are all usually vague and messy.. If i'm nt mistaken i had to travel to Thailand or smth.. OOOO and guess who's my roomie?? or shall i say who are my roomies??? hahah yup, u guessed it.. Dong Bang Shin Ki!! hahah OMG i had the time of my life, they were so much fun.. *something to spoil it all, it was just a dream* I thnk the moments were like the very best moments tat i can ever have in my whole entire lifetime.. and of course since it's my dream smth has to happen between Xiah and me!! haha, hey dont blame me.. it was the dream, me and Junsu had a "thing" ok..
Haha the dream was whack i tell you.. And its rather messy and vague so i cnt really describe how it was but it's just awesome.. wish i could just live in it..
Well, overjoyed much? haha lemme kill the mood and talk about my exams.. hmm all the papers weren't that bad atleast they're manageable and surprisingly OOAD is much more of a bomb to me than CSAD?! can u believe it.. OOAD is supposed to be some sissy subject but i was really overwhelmed by the paper.. OMG i dont wanna take supp!!! ahhhh watever, let's just pray for the best.. Anywhooose, i dunno wat else to blog about.. But at least i kno wat i wanna do now.. watch more DBSK stuff.. hahaha Aite, back posting laterz...
9:15 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Yay!! Today is the first day of the fasting month! To all the Muslims out there, Ramadhan Mubarak. Hmm, it's 9 am and are u wondering how come i'm awake so early.. Haha, hello i aint no cow. Well after sahur, i waited for Azan so tat i can do my Fajr prayers. Thn after my Fajr Prayers i thot it'd b great if i could study.. but thn to come to think of it, i've gt no mood to. So i'm just busting biatches asses in Fashion Wars and just chilling..
And wow, my bff is online.. So we were just talking.. thn the topic abt my new baby 2nd cuzin was born.. Then she said, hey u shd get married to a white guy so i can play with cute babies.. umm, smth liddat.. Haha thn the marriage topic came up.. haha.. so we're like yappin abt it.. haha funny, we're just 19 and having marriage fantasies already.. Hello, a girl can always dream.. no harm to tat..
Haha we both hv the same thinggy as in she wanna be a doctor b4 she gets married and me i wanna get my own property b4 i get married.. Haha and we both agree that a perfect age to get married is 23!! haha tell again y she is my bff!! haha thn we came to a topic where we shd let each othr b the first to kno wen the guy proposes and we're suppose to tell each other everything abt the guy.. haha gosh i so miss her..
oo, thn i was like complaining y is she like gazilion miles away.. haha thn we're like we shd move to a europe or smth.. since it's like in between us.. haha suddenly the french, spanish and italian boys topic came up haha now we're just talkin about random things.. haha i thnk i gtg blog laterz..
6:55 PM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Tomorrow is the first paper.. PANIC!! haha, from the look of it nope i'm not panicking.. I'm just chilling on the floor thinking of random thoughts, with my DBSY notes on my hands and Westlife yapping in the background.. Wat?? I'm in the mood for some westlife and it's as if they're dead or smth.. So just livin them up..
I was in sorta study mode yesterday and evn some minutes of today. Well, yesterday i opened my notes and started studying abit.. Well, i practiced some of the tutorials on my bro's matt. then i was like, hmm i think i wanna clean up my space and study there, it's more comfortable and proper to study there.. So i got myself working.. Hmm at least i managed to get some stuff organized back there.. But i didnt manage to finish cleaning up everything. Then i thought, hmm i was just wasting my time so decided to get back to my bro's matt and reading up the lecture notes.
With music blasting off my ears i was just reading.. It was about 3++ Oh God, then i fell asleep after like about 2-3 pages of it. When i woke up, it was like 5++ hahaha.. I wonder why is it so difficult to study.. Haha then i switched on my TV and there goes my TV marathon all the way to 1am. Then today, hmmm well i wanna start off early but there was tv, there was fetchin mummy, then there was cookin up some food..
And now here i am, with my notes in hand, updating facebook and random thoughts goin in my head.. And GOD i suddenly thought of something super random.. Haha I cant wait to go to Cambodia, cuz in Siem Reap there's Swensens in one of the malls and God the ice cream was about 2bux i think but it was delicious.. Lemme show u the pic we took outside swensens in Siem Reap.
Haha, i was lookin at this pic tat's in facebook haha the comments frm the guys really gave me the gags.. Ladies and Gentlemen i give you the Swensens In one of the malls in Siem Reap! haha I still remember how to get there.. haha It's next to the New Market.. Cross ur roads safely even though it's a freakin zebra crossing.. haha
I think tat's about wat i wanna post. I wanna get back to study udy..
5:43 PM
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
I wanted to blog about this yesterday, but didnt have the time to. Well, yesterday i had the time of my life. Had a NORMEX day out!! yay! We went for karaoke at Bugis TopOne KTV. haha 7-hour straight of singing! tat's y i have banned myself from singing for 7 days. Damn my throat was busted!!
We arrived at Bugis at about 1040+am and we wanna buy KFC to sneak it in haha u crazy we wanna starve ourselves in there. haha 11am-6pm!! haha no breakfast no lunch? so we're gonna sneak in some KFC.. Yay! there was KFC breakfast, like duhh i got myself some waffles and eggs.. Well, Wj and Kumar got the buddy meal thang..
Watever it is. It was a freakin BLAST!!! we had the time of our life.. there were disco lights and all that so we had a dance off session, it was like clubbing haha cuz we're tired of singing.. I have man voice now haha.. It was damn awesome!!! So there were free flow drinks and the cup oh GOD freakin huge!! well, we went to the toilet like gazillion times.. haha countless.. There were fruit punch, ice lemon tea, grape juice, apple juice, mango, orange ah haha about there i thnk... It was just awesome and i kno i said the word awesome alot of times ah but it was awesome!
After K, we went to get dinner at BK.. OMG the burger was GOD.. the worse burger i've eaten. PPL, i announce to u that Bugis BK sux!! The freakin patty was dry, the amount of the sauce was pathetic, u cant even freakin taste the sauce.. Aiyah, i dowanna describe the burger it's just plain awful!
Yup so then, i had to meet my mum at PKMS.. She just got back from Tanjung Pinang and she asked me to accompany her for the class as well as helo her carry the thangs.. So i got home like at about close to midnight and just crashed on the bed.. ugh, was dead tired..
So anywhoose, here's the pics for em..
11:04 PM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Alright, it is sunday.. wat have i been doing the whole day? umm i wd say my ass was glued to the bed the whole day. So it was mostly tv watching, mesmerizing on beutiful voices of 5 hot guys, and watching Princess Protection Program.
Yea, the disney channel original movie. It's premiering on September 6th. And u kno me.. The word wait and i, dont get along quite well. So i had to search for it, and watch it.. Managed to, haha now i'm satisfied... Now the comercials of the movie wdnt bother me anymore. It used to kill me everytime it's on.
Anywhoose, when i was doing my law report, there were distractions and so i've decided to share it. Well, if u dunno me well enuff lemme just giv u a lil heads up. Every assignment or any school related work i do there's definitely some distractions well mostly is my vanity. Either i'll end up looking in the mirror checkin myself out, combing my hair, try on different hairstyles, take pics of myself, or end up planning how my make up shd be for tmr..
4:09 PM
Friday, August 14, 2009
Finally.. I can smell the freedom break air.. Wait, the break is for me to study not to really "break" But atleast me to enjoy sometime.. after all the project rush!! Yup, i managed to submit my Law portfolio evn tho i was late.. Ahh watever atleast i submitted it. Last night i kept falling asleep while doing it.. that's y it was not done in time..
I typed a few words and BAM!!! dozzed off for an hour.. and the cycle continues all the to 8am in the morning.. ugh!!! damn suck.. Then just nw, the printing shop was freakin crowded i assure u.. super crowded!!! Everyone is like binding their notes to study for the upcoming exam. haiz.. and me?? wat am i still doing? I dunno wthr i still deserve to be in school. I dunno y i'm nt taking school seriously anymore.. I do my sch work just for the sake of getting it done.. I kno hw to do it there and then when u ask me to do again, it'll be like, huh? OMG, i'm supposed to doing the diploma so that i can actually use wat i learn for my work life.. but?? before i even move on to the next sem, i ald forgt wat i studied..
i just got of f the fon with my mom.. Gosh, i purposely stay in sch like an idiot to avoid her.. I just need to clear my head from all the school shit tat has been going on.. Project submissions, exams coming and constant bitching from my mom.. I wanna get away clear my head from school stuff, home is supposed to be a place where i cd just chill and relax and care abt nothng else.. But my mum is eating up my head!! so now i'm slacking in school killing time avoidin her but it seemed like a fail attempt.. there's such thing called a phone, yah!! she wnt fail to piss me off thru it!!
Ugh watever lah.. i just want some peace and serenity.. UGH!!! dont wanna talk abt the stressful stuffs cuz i dnt hv much time to enjoy it b4 the exams come along..
Anywhoose just now, there was this so-called make-up lab lesson, which last for like only 15 min or so... Then in the lab, there's some people who put TVXQ wallpaper on the desktop.. haha and i thot the pic was pretty hot.. so i ripped it off.. check it out...
Hot ryte? haha
They never fail to put a smile on my face and yah i am listening to their song.. haha haiz..
Yay! my ah mei said i can crash at her place for abit.. woot~~~ so i can just chill, clear my head for abit.. And we can definitely express our craze on the hottest dude alive!! and for awhile forgt that i actually have a constant screaming and yelling mom at home as well as freakin 4 papers to go to.. watever, peace..
9:54 PM
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
One down, one more to go.
My last minute brochure work is like due today. So yup, it is submitted. I just have my law portfolio left. I got home quite early today. (hold up, need toilet break) alright, back. As i was saying yah. Nowadays, ever since i got sick for the whole week 2 weeks ago, I dont mind goin home early.
Well, when i was sick, i was rather hesitant to switch on the tv when i was bedridden. But i did.. And as usual, TVs.. They hv this evil thing against me. If i start watching it, it doesnt wanna let me go. Everyday, i have tv shows set out at the same timings for me to catch.. Horrible huh.. And the marathon continues..
Anywhoose, while my TV is blessing me with its presence, i was again busy expressing my obsession on the hottest/cutest dude alive!! hehe
He is just super mesmerizing!! OMG he takes my breath away. So i was just drawing away..
His eye area is a lil dark, cuz i was soooooo in love with him and i did kinda like my drawing.. i was staring at it for awhile then i was just so mesmerized by him. Haha i kinda kissed it, then my make up got on it.. wasted huh.. hehe anywhoose.. right now i'm watchin CSI miami.
Well, u may have noticed that i'm more expressive on my obsession with xiah nowadays.. haha I find that it is more worthy to be fantacizing and obsessing on him than waiting for uncertainty. Atleast i know me and Xiah will nvr wrk, not much hope is put in but for me and tat dude, smthing to happen is possible. Evn tho i doubt so but it is realistic and possible. My frens are telling me not to giv up maybe he lost his phone or wat.. He didnt sms me last mnth and wen i sms him there was no reply. U see other than i giv him xcuses might as well i just forget abt it, if it happens, it just happens. If it doesnt atleast i didnt lie to myself sayin tat oh, maybe he lost his phone blablabla wat if he's really lost interest or was nvr evn interested. Maybe the sms he sent sayin he'll miss me was supposed to be meant to sm1 else or smth..
Atleast now i wnt be some miserable desperado waiting for sm sms frm sm dude. i can continue my life without always anticipating for uncertainty. ugh watevers, peace out
3:31 PM
Monday, August 10, 2009
I'm supposed to be working on my brochure.. but as usual, distraction break time..
Last night when i was tossing and turning on my bed b4 i fell asleep.. Suddenly smthng crossed my mind. On Friday, we had a national day themed Toastmasters chapter meeting the question tat was asked during intro was wat do u like abt Singapore/wat are u most proud abt Singapore. My answer was, the fact that i can get out of it and get back in.
It sounds as if i hate this country.. I dont i dnt have anythng against Singapore. I love this country i do. There's so much great things abt Singapore tat i cd think of during tat point of time. But i didnt. So, on my bed just tossing and turning wondering why is it that i dont fancy staying here. Then i managed to get an answer. My heart, mind and soul is not here. Well ever since the beginning of this sem, i've lost my focus. I'm here, but i'm not really here. well, just before this sem, i went to KL during the sem break. Maybe kephren is right, i need my break as in a real break. The only way is to go to KL and just chill there let the steam off and when i found that serenity tat i found there. I might be able to get back on track.
As i mention my heart, mind and soul is not here. My heart, mind and soul is everywhere but here. Picture this, my bestest best friend is all the way in Houston. My massive celeb obsession is all the way is S.Korea. The dude i'm crunching on, is in KL. My baby gurl, is in KL. My sistah, is in Canada. My other sistah from another motha is in Paris. My brotha frm anotha motha is in Africa. Wat do i hv here to live for? my family, yea yea... watever.
My dream living condition, is no where close here. U see why i really wanna get out of here? Singapore is not tat i dont love you, i do. Just that bring all the ppl i mentioned here and my family move them elsewhere. hah, then i'd wanna stay here. Heyy dont get me wrong, it's nt that i dont love my family just that i need some space. I need a break from them. it's just wat i need.
Haiz, oh wells.. Let's talk abt smthng else. When i woke up this morning, i decide to sms him. Well, he didnt sms me last month, maybe i shd sms him first. Not wanting to sound desperate. Just tat he shd kno tat i do think abt him. oh watever, it's just a kind gesture, ok.. Yah, i managed to gather all the courage i need and get rid of all the ego that i hv. so i sms him. But till now, no replies.. haha oh well, i tried.
So wat m i doin now? partially doin up the brochure. the other thing is, do some drawing for Wei Jun. check it out..
That's JaeJoong, Wei Jun and Yunho. Unlike me, she's into Jae and Yunho. I'm into Junsu and Yunho, just that Junsu is my one and only, Yunho comes in second. Oh God, just thnking bout him my heart is beating faster. Damn! I'm so in love with him.
사랑합니다 시아준수
I hope i got it right this time.. Even tho i'm majorly massively obsessed abt xiah, i aint no obsessed abt korean language like some people.. I just love him ahhh
2:18 PM
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I just woke up, seriously... I havnt bathe, brushed or watsoever.. I just went to the toilet to ..... Dowan tell u wat i did but yah. The first thing tat went in my head was, I WANNA BLOG the first thing i wanna do is blog. I hvnt blog for like a couple of weeks.. No reason, i wdnt say i was too busy or wat. I just didnt blog.
Timecheck: 2.20pm.. Well, i was on bed tryna wake up.. Just lay there, slacking then i was just goin thru the contacts on my fon. And i stopped at his name. awww, it's like a tiny misery that suddenly rise up in me. It's already the month of august and he didnt text me. If u read my posts, the earlier ones.. i told u the pattern of his sms. Hmmm, no sms in july.. Haiz, i wish i didnt figure out the pattern. The minute i found the pattern, that's when i'll start anticipating and that's usually things dont happen when i start anticipating for it..
So i was just lying down on my bed, thinking if i were to go to KL thn was imagining wat it'd be like if he asked me out.. So i was just picturing how our date shd be.. haha it was really sweet.. ofcourse it's just my imagination.. haiz but he was sweet when we went out when i was there. He was a nice person. thn haha my negativity came up, nahhh cant be i dont thnk he'll be interested in me. Maybe he's interested in sm1 else that's y he didnt sms me.
oh, watevers.. let's talk about smthing else. timecheck: 2.49pm.. Hmm are u wondering how cm i woke up so late? Well i slept at 3 am++ last nite. wat was i doin? haha my obsession for Xiah.. haha i was actually falling asleep while playing fashion wars at abt 11++ then i thot i'd just go to sleep then. But suddenly i had this sudden urge that i wanna draw xiah's face. Actually i wanted to draw his face a long time ago but last nite the urge was desperate. so i took paper, and pencil and started sketching his face,there are some that doesnt look like and some looks sooo like him haha. I traced some, hellloooo i aint no pro artist to draw him ok.. haha just check it out..
Just when i thought my obsession could not get any worse
It kinda suck because of my stupid scanner.. haiz.. anywhoose..
I LOVE XIAH JUNSU!!!
I think that's about wat i'mma post now.. chaul
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{♥}Junsu to kno i exist & am madly in love wit him!
{♥}SHOPPING SPREE!!
{♥}Xiah Junsu's collectibles from comic connection
{♥}Chanel Mascara+eyeliner set
{♥}M.A.C concealer & lipgloss
{♥}Bobbi Brown Brush set
{♥}iPOD TOUCH!32GB preferred<33
{♥}Guinea pig(Peruvian/Abyssinian Breed) or Bunny No red eyes please!
{♥}Motorola Milestone!!
{♥}Skullcandy TI Pink Fur Headphones
{♥}Holiday in KL for more than a week
{♥}A new external HDD 1TB prefered
{♥}Nintendo Wii
{♥}The hot VAIO desktop!
{♥}Get a driver's license
{♥}Spend few days in The Royal Hawaiian Hotel (ahh PINK!!)
{♥}Get out of Singapore
{♥}Have my own room, better yet house
{♥}Have a freakin job that drowns me with money
{♥}Happily married with 2 kids
{♥}All the above coming true
Fufilled!
Some Junsu collectibles -icoulddoformore-
Have a pink Digital Camera
Pink MP3
New phone - OMNIA Pro
A cordless phone, like finally
Have a bad ass stereo system
Notebook cooler thinggy
Being single again
Holiday in KL 4 a week
My brother off to NS
This section shall expand once i'm more appreciative with my life!