Also known as Fina or Syara.
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This is my current single status.
My declaration of independence.
Simply live in MacPherson Singapore
First cry was on November 26 `90
Once a PRIMARY, SECONDARY;
Officially in Temasek POLY(IIT):
Life Story
What do u want me to tell u abt me? Well, I'm a Singaporean..
Born in Singapore, stayed there for about umm the first 10 years of my life..
Went to Primary School at Madrasah Al-Irsyad.. The most sian sch i've ever
been to..
Then i was shipped to KL to go to some stupid school, International Islamic
School from smtime in the end Nov 2000 till July 2004(abt there)..
But it turned out to be the best school that i've ever been to.. Well, mostly
because of the ppl there.. haha with all the trouble we make.. getting grounded
in the hostel, being sent to discipline master like God knows how many times,
flooding the school, getting kicked out from class, cold wars, hot wars haha
sooo much fun
Then I was asked to come back to this tiny sunny zzzzz island, Singapore..
Start going to Secondary school called MacPherson Secondary School, supposed
to join the sec 3s but ended up in Sec 2.. zzz repeat another year of 8th grade..
Well, here.. Not much excitement, bz studying and changing boyfriends haha..
Did my 'O' levels and now here I am, in Temasek Polytechnic doing Diploma
in Information Technology.. Hmm, not much drama.. Just bz trying to keep up
among the smart ppl.. Joining watever fun activities the school offers.. Well,
currently in my 2nd year.. Yea, sophomore baybeh!! Since its current.. I
suppose this paragraph shall expand in time to come..
I dont care wat time it is.. I have to blog about today.. It was a roller coaster ride today.. well a mini one, kinda like the roller coaster u see in the cheapo carnivals..
Well, the day started of fine was just hanging with the awesmic winifriers.. Then rushed to school so i wdn't miss Rizal's performance.. Stupid 8, took forever to come.. I didnt miss it but i didnt get to watch it from the beginning and i managed to watch him sing through the last part.. Rizal, u're awesmic.. gahh!! Voted for him and i had to leave.. Well lunch was ok.. Like i mentioned in the previous post, these few days my appetite has been sucky so i didnt really enjoyed the food.. It was like an average mood for me..
Class was as per normal just tat i wasnt as hyper as usual.. i dunno y, smth just didnt feel ryte.. I dunno if it's with the DBSK issue tat i'm down about but i just feel like i'm holding smth in.. I just felt like today is the day to xplode.. Was suddenly filled up with the emo-ness, i went to the toilet and sat there.. And cried, let the reasons be only known to me.. At least i managed to get it out.. Even though it wasnt most of it, but i managed to get the tears out cuz it seems tat i've been holding back the tears..
Got back to class and act like nthng happened.. Well the disadvantage of being loud is tat when it comes to the day where u just feel down ppl wd actually notice and ask u abt it.. Smtimes u're heard more when u dnt say much than ur normal loud routine..
Well guess wat? My mood turned 180 degrees when i met my Ah mei and the other 2 loveys of my sec sch classmates.. GAHH i so love them, they surprised me with a cake.. And there was a Junsu spazz attack!! GAHH!! I GOT A JUNSU 2010 CALENDAR!!
And we really had so much fun.. We ate at Popeyes!! the cake was awesmic!! haha i thnk it cd last me for a few days.. haha OMGSUN thnx u guys.. Viknes got me a Patrick star.. HE'S PINK!! and a pink "telephone wire scrunchie" haha tat's wat we call it.. Shekha got me a super awesmic brooch and an awesmic card GAHH thnx so muchie!! Ah mei ald got me an awesmic advanced which i love much and also the Junsu Calendar!! O.o abt the cake this is the 1st time in my entire life tat i actually blew out candles.. haha historical event.. Not tat my life is pathetic tat i nvr blew out candles, just tat i dnt really like it.. But they were the surprise from my Dongsaengs, hw can i resist!!
Ah mei was buying SIMS3 at comic connection and Viknes was browsing thru the calendars then ah mei was like help me find gt Junsu anot thn i was like ahhh i wanna search too.. Viknes was like pointing out to random Korean dudes and go like err, is this junsu thn i was like noo, so i was searching thru the calendar vigorously like a cannibal tryna eat a deer.. then i saw Junsu i immediately screamed.. gahh the dude at the counter just looked at me with the weird stare.. But i just cdnt stop screaming.. haha and Ah mei bought it for me!! GAHHH!!! i so love her for tat.. i actually wanted to kiss her bt she aint into the kissing thing haha I kinda like overreacted.. I was like having a spazz attack it was just so difficult to breathe.. Shekha was like fina, breathe.. OMGSUN, the dude at the counter keep laughing at my spazz attack evn tho i was embarassed bt i cdnt help it.. I just cant stop screaming..
The bus ride was another awesmic number!! haha we had so much fun.. No worries ppl pics, are being uploaded.. I think other than FB i shall upload it in Photobucket, no? hmm
Gahh it's 1 am must quickly type..
Alright another thing tat made my day.. Bibi!! gah she's in Singapore!! who is she? OMGSUN we go wayyy back.. She's like the sister tat i nvr had.. She's my 1st sister.. I was just a kid when i first came to the hostel.. She was the sister tat took care of me.. Nag at me wen i do smth wrong and she's a genius!! gahh I really love here and it has been forever since we got in touch.. She's happily married with a daughter and living in NZ and from wat i know she just graduated from UNI gosh i'm so proud of her.. gahh beautiful family she has there..
Yea, so i just couldn't stop screaming thru the phone her husband was laughing at the other end cuz he cd hear me scream hahha.. This is awesmic.. i actually get to see them!! It's been forever since i saw her.. I think the last time i saw her was when she was still newly wed.. and now her baby is huge already.. I still rmb when she just gave birth she sent me pictures online of her tiny baby and the baby is now huge!! gahhh
This year's birthday is the best i wd say.. well it has just been officially 1 hour and 16 min of Nov 26th.. still a long day to go but already an awesmic one..
My BFF tat's in Houston, the 1st person to wish me!! haha yea!! then comes Cindy, then Cheryl, then Debbie, then Kephren aww how sweet he actually called and sang me a bday song, then comes Wei Jun my Ah mei she sang me bday song in Korean and said Happy birthday Mrs Kim Junsu!! haha *blushes*, then Viknes, then Ruth thn sm unknown dude tat added me in Fb and another unknown dude in FB.. those are the 1st 10 ppl haha the rest either wished me in advanced or maybe later in the day.. Hope i didnt miss any1 out..
Well wat more can i ask for? everything is turning out awesmic so far.. we shall see wat the day brings in.. ;p
1:47 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
Even though it's late, or early *depends on how u see it* i just feel like i need to blog.. Well, wat's up with me this weekend? Hmm, well today, not much i've just been with my lappy since noon so it's like about 13 hours of my bodning session with dear lappy.. well i wasnt fooling around fully or wat.. I was busy compiling the 60 paged report consisting of 8k++ words.. tryna keep it as consistent as possible but i guess my sight and focus level is not powerful enough..
I didnt wanna kill my braincells or squeeze my whole brain juice dry, while working i did a lil jumpin here and there at wini.. was at wini bt nt many ppl were around so it didnt really distract me that much.. Then there was radio, o.O DJ nani.. awesmic!! hehe you rock!!
Had lunch and ya basically i was jumpin from SRS, to catchin up on news, to catchin up at wini, back to SRS and basically wat i did the whole day.. minus a few min of toile, lunch and dinner break.. Today my appetite is nt good well actually since yesterday... My stomach growls like i havent eaten for a year bt wen i start eating, my appetite just went off..
So what did i do yesterday? I watched MAMA!!!! i know.. well if it weren't for the rumors that baby Jae, dorky Chun and sexylove Su were attending i wdnt be watching.. u know hw i get wen it comes to award shows.. i even cared to watch the red carpet.. *I KNOW!!!*
I was watching it livestream at solin at first then solin was rather.. erm, being solin.. so there were disappointments and rage going on.. since well, it's the first time i see wini so crowded, it felt like u're nt watching it alone u hv cassies all over the world watching it with you.. it's like a family tv time.. awww u winifriers are super awesmicly Jjang!!!
It was sorta down moment when JaeChunSu didnt walk the red carpet.. and solin's channel had technical issues and thank God Cerenity, gahhh did i xpress hw much i'm lovin u for sharing with us the sina link.. it worked perfectly fine not lagging bt the quality wasnt good but oh wells, managed to watch it fine..
Gahh the minute i saw Junsu the minute i hear his voice there's this mixed feelings happy to finally see him, i miss him like hella and sad cuz of the issues goin on and i could see that the 3 of them were sorta heartbroken u cd really see it.. I'm so proud of the boys, really i dnt thnk any1 other than them deserved the award.. and i'm sure millions of people out there wd agree with me..
This is their speech, gahhh i cant stop watching it repeatedly and i cant stop myself from tearing when i look into jae's eyes and listen to wat he's saying..
Best Representative of Asia Best Asia Star!!
And like i mentioned no1 deserved it more than they do.. I feel so proud gahh mixed feelings, proud, sad, happy.. OMGSUN!!
Well, OMGSUN the boys really have impact in my life.. i mean people who knws me, i'm vain and self-centered but lately i've been putting Junsu first i mean haha my FB profile pic, it's no longer me!! haha gosh!! sm1 actually toned down my vanity wow!! amazing in a creepy way..
I can actually link the most unxpected little random detail to them. Well it's 2.30 am and i hvnt get to coding gahh wat am i supposed to show the teacher tmr.. atleast i managed to get the report done.. i think i better sleep
7:12 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
How was my day? ZzZzZ haha tat xplains all, so my post ends here..
Haha jk, ;p Well i was dreading to pull myself off the bed, I managed to get out of bed at about 7.30++ took shower slowly.. I cant rmb wat time i gt off the shower.. All i know is i actually took 5 min for make up this morning.. the time was like 8 and my make up was done at 8.05.. haha amazing huh..
Well, when i was getting ready i was like panicking and evn had the thought of nt coming to school today cuz my FOUNDATION!! ahh i managed to put the foundation on half of my face and it ran out.. WTH?! i was like panicking how can i hv a half-faced foundationed and go to school liddat so i was like pressing and pressing lili squirts of the foundation was left.. Oh God! lucky it was sufficient to cover the other half of my face.. Hehe ;p
Well, when i reached sch haha wat to do? of course slack.. i was wini-ing then i managed to get to coding.. As i was stressing and killing my braincells trying to trace the code on where i should put the value of the aiyah i shdnt be describing it here.. I was like *pullshair!!* So i thot i needed a lil dose of DBSK-ism. haha So i watched the Mirotic special ver. OMGSUN!!!! there's 9 time pure hotness!! The screen has 9 different mirotic performance and OMGSUN!!! I was like aaghh!! Well i found myself overdosed without knowing my heart was in my throat and my stomach is churning.. OMGSUN, buay tahan.. too much
so not much was done in the lab.. Then i went home.. haha so what i did? i did more covers.. check em out..
I did forever love,
I also did My little princess but it's sorta retarded.. This was the first attempt
This is the second one
Then i decided to redo my Love In The Ice cuz the one i did last time, i was singing while lying down, it sounded a lil flat.. haha but i aint saying this is a better version, oh wells, i tried didnt i.. ;p
I tried to do another cover which is Wasurenaide.. This song is really nice but i dont really know the song that well as in i hvnt caught the melody and still sorta confused abt the lyrics.. I've heard this song a couple of times but the only tune i knew to it was the "wasurenaide~~" haha the rest i'm nt too sure.. SO i've decided to just try without knowing the tune tat well, it turned out like this..
I'm really sorry if the tune is wrong.. hehe i was tryna learn the song once i get to know the song properly, i'd do a better cover.. ;p So now, i shall snoop around the net and see wat i can do, after that i'll start touching on my assignments.. Peace out ;p
10:36 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Gosh, haha it has been like umm 9 days(i think) since i last blogged.. Well blame wini.. Hmph! haha wat's wini? i'll tell u more laterz..
Well wat am i doing now? wini-ing hahaha
Anywhoose..What has been going on with me recently.. Well, i'm too blanked out to even think of where to start..
Let's talk about today.. I had a 12-hour sleep.. which is so shiok!! I slept at about 12 plus when wini was dying.. And i woke up at about noon.. I slept by toho's song and woke up by my mom's "song".. zzzzzzzzz she really managed to spoil my morning until toho saved the day.. and i was so glad my mp3 still had battery and it was just beside me.. haha i dnt hv to tell u wat i did, u should know..
After she left for work, i continued sleeping.. Well i had no sch today.. Cuz of the TPRAWKS, they invaded our lab and we cant use it plus there were no other free labs so lesson, cancelled but of course there's a make up for it..
Well, i woke up at noon.. the first thing i did, get down from bed, turn on my lappy went to toilet and back to my lappy.. was at wini for about 2 or 3 hours then went to shower, grab some food and back to wini.. well actually i tried doing some covers but they were horrible so i've decided that i shdnt upload it.. So have u been visiting my YT channel? i did more covers.. I seeriously need feedback ppl..
Yea, so i've been staring at my lappy for 10 hours already.. and it really didnt seem like it has been 10 hours.. well almost 11 hours..
So wat have i been up to lately.. As usual, i have my updates of KPOP news in my google reader.. PPL, i aint KPOP fanatic, i'm just DBSK obsesses and i just wanna get myself updated with the KPOP thinggy cuz i wanna see if they'd post updates abt DBSK.. Which is very crucial nowadays cuz of the lawsuit issue so i really dont wanna be outdated.. which i usually was..
If u dunno me, i'm not a "Forum" kinda person.. but since i get updates from the google reader thang i've discovered a few forums..
So first i joined OneTVXQ a.k.a O! but at first i wasnt active there.. I signed up so that i can get updates.. o.O then i joined Xiah-sshi forum.. haha if my reason isnt obvious.. I'm obsessed with him..
When i get in Xiah-sshi i managed to be active.. yay! cuz i gt a headstart on the member intro subforum and the response was awesome!! so i got comfortable and start sharing updates that i get from my google reader with the fellow xiah-sshis and i also started a random spazzing thread.. OMG spazzing abt the boys cdnt be more addictive.. haha especially *Junsu spazz attack* well so far i have 44 posts in Xiah-sshi which i think would expand.. hehe..
After i get comfy at Xiah-sshi, i managed to get myself comfy at O! yea, i posted an intro thread there.. well not much thing i can share at O! it's a large group and they have people for the updates kinda thing and i hvnt gathered tat much courage yet to post random stuffs there.. However i discovered smth new in O! radio and WINI!! haha radio, they have radio shows on certain timings and i love the shows haha fun people!!
K, let's now talk abt wini.. wini is a shoutbox in O! and the people there are really fun and nice.. There're like ppl all over the world.. And we talk abt anything and everythng under the sun as long as it abides to the shoutbox rules.. And when i was new there one of the winifriers told me tat wini is addictive haha and now i know why.. i'm on wini like almost the whole time when i'm awake.. haha
Aite after i'm getting comfy with this 2 forums, i found a new discovery.. Singapore-TVXQ forum.. I only found them out after the ppl at O! advertised abt their upcoming event about celebrating DBSK's 6th anni.. yea so i hyperventilated and immediately checked out the forum and voila i signed up.. so i now belong to 3 forums.. haha and hoping i wd know more fellow cassies and we can spazz about them bois like there's no tomorrow.. YAY!
Maybe that's y i hvnt been tat involved in my blog, facebook and wat not.. haha
Well, i cant find anything else to update y'all.. so back posting later..
8:34 PM
Monday, November 9, 2009
Yahhh, today lesson ended at 6! I was so despo in getting myself a USB cable since one was lost somewhere in my living room (which i still cant find up to now), the other was left in Cambodia, and the Kube's USB cable only allows it to charge but wnt read my harddisk.. Hmmm, so I went to Sim Lim ryte after lecture just now..
*Wait, wanna share smth random* The Last Samurai(i think it's wat the movie is called) is on TV now.. And Holy shmokes.. They speak Japanese damn funny!! Even my bois speak more fluent Japanese than them!! hahaha
As i was saying.. yah, i went to Sim Lim just now.. I spent 20bux!! but it didnt feel like i spent and i'm sorta like frustrated.. I spent 20 bux in a day but nothing i bought was pink!! UGH!!! Ahhh, watever..
I've got nothing much to add.. maybe laters bt nt now..
4:59 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
I did mention that i was gonna go for sushi yesterday on my previous post.. Yay! i managed to get sushi just that the buffet is only for weekdays.. But oh wells i wanna eat sushi! Since we're there ald might as well just eat sushi!
This is where we went..
My treat (sushi deluxe set)
Both Keph and Sok Leng has budget limit and they're hungry.. If they were to just eat sushi it wouldn't be worth it.. So i decide to treat thm the sushi deluxe set and then we shall go to Korean BBQ chicken for the real meal.. haha
OMG!! in Hei Sushi, they played DBSK song SKY!!! haha i love that song!! yahhh i was so xcited!! ahaha hahha ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u shd've seen the xcitement on my face.. nyahaha!
Hmm, since the juniors didnt tag along, we end up talking about official business.. A mini xco meeting.. hehe
After sushi, we walk walk around downtown to let the sushi digest so that we can eat the real meal at BBQ chicken..
At the Korean BBQ chicken the waitress was like, Anyeonghaseyo then she showed us to our seat.. I said Kamsahamida, she stare at me hahaha.. Watever, they played korean songs.. there was T-Max, SNSD, Wondergirls, Lee Seung-Ki and blabla, but they nvr play DBSK song.. zzzzzz disappointment! hmph!
I ordered Jerk (Jamaican spice) Chicken BBQ, Sok Leng ordered Korean Charbroiled Chicken, and Keph ordered Hot Hot Drum which has 2 level of spiciness whereas mine was just 1.. U should've seen his xpression when he was eating..
his hot hot drum consists of 2 drum sticks while mine is a whole leg piece.. I ald ate the drumstick part just the thigh part i hvnt eat. Keph was in so much agony thn Sok Leng suggested that keph switch the hot hot drumstick with the jerk thigh.. Good idea cuz i love the spice of the hot hot drum.. so we switched..
So we just continued our chat.. Thn it's ald time for me to proceed to CS cuz i have to meet my Ah Mei at 7, the movie starts at 7.30.. Sok Leng went home, Keph and I met up with Ah Mei, then wen we're goin in for the movie, Keph proceeded to Bugis to watch some performance..
Yay! we watched My Girlfriend is an agent.. I tell u the movie was awesome!! Hilarious and woah just great!! very nice movie.. And not much happened after that... that's about wat i'mma post now.. Hmm pictures are already uploaded in Facebook, u can check em out..
11:30 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
It's been days since i've blogged. The last i talked about was Halloween Nite.. The Halloween Nite that i didnt do anything but watch movie.. I watched My Sister's Keeper with my Ah mei.
Pictures are already uploaded in FB.. Hmmm, I did more covers u can check it out under misc where there's a link to my YouTube channel.. It'd be nice if u cd comment.. I mentioned i accept both, good or bad..
So moving on, the days have been exhausting for the past week.. Submissions and all.. Oh God!! I forgot wat i wanted to talk about.. hmm, let's just talk about wat i'mma do today.. NO WAIT!! i just remembered!!
On Tuesday, hmm TP has this Global Connect Week thing i thnk that's wat it's called.. And on one of the days there'll be the International Cultural Nite thing.. So it's held in the Auditorium where the big shots of TP would come and the ppl would have performances of different races kinda thing.. I dowanna elaborate on what are the performance.. I just wanna highlight on one!!
OMG under the Japanese section some JPop dunno wat of TP (i cant rmb the name).. They're performing Jumon Mirotic.. Ok, u readers of my blog know how crazy i am over DBSK, especially Junsu.. So i'm like, I HAVE TO WATCH.. My fren was telling me, Fina, better dont.. It's very ugly i tell u.. Hmm i was like, how bad could it be?
Well actually i didnt hv tickets, i just met her to say hi and go home but since she mentioned Jumon i was like DAMN I HAVE TO BE IN THERE!! haha i was just loitering around then my fren asked me to help her around the registration area.. Then the person in charge made me run up to the office get her staple bullets blablabla it was hectic.. haha she felt bad for me she gave me the student official pass!! haha so i can go in!! (i'm just cutting the story short tho)
Throughout the starting of the whole thing, my heart is thumping so badly anticipating the Jumon performance.. It was the 3rd from last number.. woah!! when it's finally it.. i was like...... heart sink.. JUNSU!!! i wanna cry.. I find that they can dance, just that their movements were sort of lazy.. and no sleek enuff.. I find that some of them are ok, BUT!! woah the one that became Junsu!! WHY?!!??!!
Haiz, hmm i dunno lah.. I just got so emo after the performance.. haiz...... i dunno lah, u just see the video for urself, i dont wanna talk about it.. it's in my YouTube channel..
Ahhh!! u see i shdnt have talked about it 1st now my hyped up mood is gone.. I dunno why when it comes to DBSK issues i'm just so sensitive.. My fren called Junsu gay, i already feel like crying... Thn abt the DBSK problem, i cried.. Aiyo, usually it's not easy to see me affected over other ppl's issues bt when it's DBSK i just cant.. They really have a strong impact on my life.. ahh change topic!!
Kk, my plans for today.. Hmm Gonna go eat SUSHI!! yay!! haha so xcited!! i've been craving for sushi for like, forever!! ah and after sushi, i'mma go watch My gf is an agent with my Ah Mei.. Hmm now, i wanna go shower.. yay! haha SUSHI!!! here i come..
12:43 AM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Well, i just quite got home.. Hmm where'd hv i been? I did mention that i'd be attending a GE workshop which was aite.. I'm lazy to go into details cuz i'm super sleepy now.. so tired.. We're supposed to eat dinner at Popeye's after the workshop, then in the end all pangseh me..
So in the end, the plan became.. Watch movie with Ah Mei.. We watched "My Sister's Keeper". I actually almost read the book before i even knew that there was a movie version of it.. The actual plan was to watch Love Happens but we chose the other one instead..
Gosh, i'm just too tired i'll add on tmr with pictures as well, sorry........
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It's nice to kno sm1 actually reads your blog and bothers to say smth abt it.
GENIE,oh genie,come to me ! :D You have no excuse to not know what
to get me for my birthday! Not Yet Fufilled!
{♥}Junsu to kno i exist & am madly in love wit him!
{♥}SHOPPING SPREE!!
{♥}Xiah Junsu's collectibles from comic connection
{♥}Chanel Mascara+eyeliner set
{♥}M.A.C concealer & lipgloss
{♥}Bobbi Brown Brush set
{♥}iPOD TOUCH!32GB preferred<33
{♥}Guinea pig(Peruvian/Abyssinian Breed) or Bunny No red eyes please!
{♥}Motorola Milestone!!
{♥}Skullcandy TI Pink Fur Headphones
{♥}Holiday in KL for more than a week
{♥}A new external HDD 1TB prefered
{♥}Nintendo Wii
{♥}The hot VAIO desktop!
{♥}Get a driver's license
{♥}Spend few days in The Royal Hawaiian Hotel (ahh PINK!!)
{♥}Get out of Singapore
{♥}Have my own room, better yet house
{♥}Have a freakin job that drowns me with money
{♥}Happily married with 2 kids
{♥}All the above coming true
Fufilled!
Some Junsu collectibles -icoulddoformore-
Have a pink Digital Camera
Pink MP3
New phone - OMNIA Pro
A cordless phone, like finally
Have a bad ass stereo system
Notebook cooler thinggy
Being single again
Holiday in KL 4 a week
My brother off to NS
This section shall expand once i'm more appreciative with my life!