My Tears, My Laughs; My Fruitful Heart

[ATTENTION] Abandonment! and Migration!

2010-07-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

Are you still following my blog?
Well, i've abandoned this blog..

I've now moved to http://finalikenoother.livejournal.com
everything has been migrated over there and it is definitely more updated than here.

And i am more active in twitter, follow me at http://twitter.com/sweetyfina

2010-02-07T20:53:00.004+08:00

A little update.. Since OneTVXQ radio has had a makeover so there's a new way to tune in to O! radio.. Just click here according to the radio schedule which i mentioned on the radio post. Or you could follow me on twitter, sweetyfina.. Cuz i usually update my twitter when i'm going on air.. Or just follow onetvxqforums on twitter, they usually update when any DJ is going on air.. I'll just be re-tweeting heh~

Anywhoose that's about the update i wanna share for now.. I actually have a much ginormous news but i dont wanna talk abt it now.. Needa rush project.. shee ya

2010-02-04T22:10:00.004+08:00

Things has been sorta hectic lately.. Well i'm just here for a quick update..

As you all know SHINee came to Singapore and our "KPOP stalkers" group kinda sorta like activated.. I'm just gonna keep it short both our attempts of stalking SHINee was a succes. We managed to stalk them at their hotel back door and we also managed to spy on their manager and the security ppl plotting the SHINee entrance plan to the departure thinggy so we actually camped at the right place..

Just a head up of what i saw.. At the hotel back door i managed to see Onew's adorable smile and i also got to see Key's cute blush.. But since it was too fast not much was seen.. Cuz they were walking really fast to the door to get away from us.. hahah

In the airport, the highlight thn i wanna touch is KEY WAVED AT MEEH! and i friggin got it on camera.. but since the video was so shaky so it's blurry.. the crazy fangirls just wouldnt stop pushing me.. oooo another meltzy moment.. I saw Onew's smirk!! ahhh he was really cute.. heheh

Anywhoose.. That's it about SHINee encounter that i wanna touch on for now..

Ok next news..

I made it to becoming an official DJ at OneTVXQ.. My radio shows are as follows:
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Not in that timezone convert the time here..
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then type in http://87.117.196.97:15883
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Yes that's right people, i have a show in 10 hours time from now.. And it is my first official show.. be sure to tune in and gimme suggestions on wat you want me to discuss on in the random segment.. ;p

2010-01-20T20:30:00.003+08:00

Seems like i'm not the only one who's sick ne? hehe my sekushilove is sick too~~ -pouts-

And guess wat? we start to get sick at the same time.. hehe -winkwink- he started to get sick on the 18th and i started getting sick on the 18th too.. Well, he contracted some kinda virus thinggy they said it's accumulated from fatigue and from the sound of it, similarly for me..

Cuz i went to the doctors today and the doctor was like, drink lots of warm water and sleep early! it's important... hahah she seemed to know that i've been pulling all-nighters or smth.. See Junsu yah, we're both suffering from fatigue~~

Told you we hv a chemistry.. haha omo, this just went over the line.. ppl dont worry i'm still sane..

Aish so he received emergency treatment in the hospital but aish chagiyah~ so stubborn, he didnt stay in cuz it wd affect his Mozart rehearsals.. Aish~ so hardworking.. but u must rest, wat happens if you're sick during the actual musical..? it's more crucial.. hehe rest with me, i have 2 days MC.. we can take care of each other.. hehe -bricked-

Let's see wat he has to say, "This is my first try at acting. I heard that the fans have high expectations. Although my health is not at its best, I want to give them the best performance that I can."

Aww~~ Chagiyah, we love you nonetheless you know that right? You'll be awesome no matter wat, you're the XIAH JUNSU.. The awesomeness is with you all the time.. He must feel so pressured cuz of the many ppl dying to see him~~

i thnk i'mma stop now.. wanna spazz abt junsu somewhere else

2010-01-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

Aish~~ here i am.. -pretendsnottoseethepreviousagendalaidoutbelow- can i just start anew? hehe I really wanna elaborate on the agenda mentioned but they're too long, i'm just gonna make it brief here, okie ;p

Well, how am i? i'm sick i started to get sore throat yesterday, and haha i've always wanted to know how my fail singing sounds like when i hv a sore throat... and yes i've uploaded them..

-shamelesslypromotes- http://www.4shared.com/file/200326063/ec7f00b8/heart_mind_and_soul__sorethroa.html and http://www.4shared.com/file/200210768/d775391c/Forever_love__sorethroateditio.html

So as usual comments ppl.. oo u dont hv to dl the file, just wait for the player to pop up and click play..

As i was saying ystd i start to get sore throat, today it just got worse.. It's accompanied by more coughs and running nose.. aish, sorry to my classmate.. i finish 2 packs of his tissue.. This morning wen the tap was broken, i thought of doing my usual routine of buying those pull-outs tissues something like the box ones but this one is in packs.. But the store was closed this morning wen i was goin to sch.. so i didnt get that..

And my voice just got worse.. My eyes starts watering, and my head was ugh when i was gonna study for the quiz tmr.. So i'm like, ok fina.. To the doctor, tomorrow.. so dont study..
after happily not studying my nose just decided to get better.. and i'm no coughing as much.. you get it now why i dont like to go to the doctor? Just having the thought of going to the doctor i will get better so by the time i get there it'd be of no use.. waste money..

But when i go like, it's gonna be one of those cases again.. i'll continue to get sick like crajieee.. Aish~ watever it is.. i have to go see the doctor tomorrow.. need to get MC.. the virus is already spreading among my classmates.. don wanna get more ppl sick..

Aish~, i'm about to end my post but it just doesnt feel right for me to have a post without having my sexylove's name mentioned in it.. Junsu!!!

Omo which reminds me.. did i tell you i got a new fon? haha i guess not.. yep i got a new phone alright.. I would love to tell you the process of me getting it cuz it's hilarious but it'd be too long and ppl it's almost 1am i need my sleep.. Have been deprived of it..

oo speaking of which, these few days i've been pulling an all-nighter so i have been sleep deprived maybe that's why i'm prone to the virus that was going around in the class.. -idontgfallsickeasilybutwhenido,it'sugly- Speaking of which, did i mention the vomiting incident in class? One of the days, a week back or 2 weeks back... I pulled another all-nighter for the second consecutive time.. I came to school like a zombie and i had this really ugly headache and was feeling nauseous and all.. yea ran to the toilet a couple of times to vomit....

Which leads to the scandal tat's happening now in my class.. Fina is pregnant~~ zz watever ppl.. they even derived who the father is.. which i shall not mention.. it's enough already that the scandal is going around the class and among my lecturers.. for those tat's gonna take this seriously and start interviewing me or start hating or tell people who might overreact whoever it is about it.. please it's just a joke among kids, dont take them seriously...

Anywhoose back to as i was saying about my new phone.. yes, i got an Omnia Pro the B7320 one not the B7330 one.. And of course it's already filled up with Dong bang and xiahnism love before it even lived under my custody for 5 hours.. haha

Ok, back to Junsu spazz moments.. yush as u all know my life is full of junsu now, he's everywhere i look.. hahha which i shall elaborate more on other time.. it would be too long..

Yes, i spazzed about XiahZart Mozart musical tat'll be featuring the one and only Junsu-sama!! Omo even the staff who's writing an account on the rehearsal was fangirling on him hahah.. It was more like a junsu spazz moment than an account for the rehearsal.. she didnt know wat it felt like to be mesmerized by him until she saw him at the rehearsal..
Not forgetting to mention that he crashed ticket selling servers!! hahah he didnt crash it, his jjang-ness is.. People are like flooding the ticket selling site the minute they open up the ticket selling, and dude they had 5 rounds of ticket selling.. They even separated Junsu's performance from the other Mozart character's performance ticket yet still the server crashed.. hahah

See people, this is wat i mean by dont underestimate Junsu-sama.. I'm not being biased here, he is awesome.. You wouldn't know unless you really see his charm..

And for those who knows me before my Xiahnism era, i dont get obsessed i mean i dont really have this high level of liking or favorism or watever u wanna call it, on anyone.. And i mean anyone but myself.. hahha -shotfornarcissisticthere- He really is different.. and aish~~ my fangirling spazz moment on Junsu can take forever~~

For all you haters, i have this to say to you.. run along, i cant be bothered by your remarks of me being unnecessarily so into him.. he isnt like any other artiste tat you ppl see as overrated.. he is wayyyy up there because of his talent, hardwork, passion, charm-melts- and what not.. he earned it all.. and i dont fangirl on just any other artiste.. he's just special.. so ppl before u start your hating remarks, you should check on his charm before you judge and when you check on it, please hv the curious mentality instead of having the mentality of, ergh how good can he be.. well if he aint you cup of tea.. i respect that and i suggest u respect the fact that he's awesome to ALOT of ppl i wdnt say some cuz it's really alot! There are many reasons why i'm into him and not just the fact that he's hot, it's too shallow.. i'm into him as a whole person..

Junsu, Sarang hae, Gudae gyothe na yeongwonhi and this goes for the rest of the Dong Bang boys too.. We are now going through rough times aish~ ppl keeping the faith and just hope things go all well... Oh no, i shall not start on this topic or things will start to get emo.. happy thoughts.. oo Mozart!! OMGAH junsu!! hv u seen the rehearsal pics?! woaaaaaaa and omo kiss scene.. aish nooooooooooooooooooooooo -rememberswathesaidinjeolchinnote- Junsu yah, noooo haha overreaction fangirl alert haha

i can really ramble ne.. I'm now snuggling with my Junsu towel, drinking from Junsu tumbler and wd definitely wake up to him calling out "Chagiyah~" in the morning.. oo tat's something to look forward to.. So i'mma go for now.. ;p
p.s dont mind the typos it's 1.30am for goodness sake..

2010-01-09T01:52:00.003+08:00

OMGSUN!! I have been receiving complaints from these beautiful people that is so lovely for following my blog.. I havent been updating like about a month or should i say about 2 months.. It didnt seem long but the event occurrence would definitely feel like forever...

So many things to talk about:
# -points@previouspost'sagenda-
# How did i spend my break
# What is my current addiction
# the 2-day Dong Bang anniversary party-ing spazz moments
# what is the "interesting" thing that is going on with me
# schools stuffs
# my endless spazzing of dong bang moments
# how i spent new years countdown
# other stuffs

Oh gawd, looking at the list just made me go *.* I have to actually update my journal for BSIT, so for now.. I just introduced the stuffs that i'm supposed to talk about..

For those who have been following my blog i thank you very much and loving you.. please dont stop following, i'll get to updating in soon..

2009-12-13T10:25:00.003+08:00

woah!! the last i updated my blog was the nite before my birthday.. hahah so much has happened and i hvnt blogged about..

the day of my birthday, wat happened?
my meet with my long nvr seen sister..
projects
Friends' birthday celebration
weddings
err DBJR outing (fan outing full of Dong Bangism and Sujuism *coughsnotforgettingxiahnismcoughs*)
how was i spazzing and spreading the Dong Bang love *coughsespeciallyjunsucoughs* *hides*
as usual, i'm junsu biased but i love them boys anyways.. ;p

1 agenda from above itself would take me err haha i dunno.. but i dont wanna bore u to death.. i shall just post on wat has been going on recently.. by i mean recent really recent..

so.. as u all kno i am head over heels for Junsu.. I've been spamming junsu in my FB hahah u can actually check em out ;p All i want for christmas is ... SU!!

Lemme share a lil ok, get this clear.. Junsu, is my sexylove, Onew, is my baby, Lee Seung Gi, is my eyecandy.. Sunny said, i'm a dude.. He said only guys hv tat mentality.. heyyyyyyy, Junsu is still my 1 and only and he's my everything.. heh!

Hmmm, to let u all know.. My holiday has officially started.. I dont wanna call it holiday,i thnk it's better to call it a break.... cuz it's just a freaking pathetic 2 weeks.. gah!! i actually intend to go to KL like, tomorrow.. but....... due to me being a shopaholic and slippery finger-ed freak.. I spent my money.. plus i needa get a new phone nx month and err, i still hvnt got my sushi buffet tat i've been craving for like 4ever!!!which i will be getting err on wednesday(hopefully)..

going for unofficial Xiah-sshi meetup on tuesday (ikr *OMGSUN! it's Xiah-day*)..
there'll be IPA meeting sometime next week (official business) and whee i'm off for a 2-day dong bang 6th anni celebration partayyy.. it could be a 3-day celebration for me, well it depends on whthr sch is gonna start on the monday itself..

I've shared wat i've done and wat i'm gonna do.. wat did i miss? yes yes, i hv catching up to do.. movie marathon, DB vids marathon, sims3 ( i wonder wat's goin on in my generations of sims) Oh crap i hvnt submit my evaluation *runs to get it submitted*

*random mode* I just realized this is my 80th post ;p

2009-11-26T02:44:00.000+08:00

Pictures can be found here...

http://s775.photobucket.com/albums/yy39/nur_syara_fina/pre-bday%20surprise/

2009-11-26T00:36:00.002+08:00

I dont care wat time it is.. I have to blog about today.. It was a roller coaster ride today.. well a mini one, kinda like the roller coaster u see in the cheapo carnivals..

Well, the day started of fine was just hanging with the awesmic winifriers.. Then rushed to school so i wdn't miss Rizal's performance.. Stupid 8, took forever to come.. I didnt miss it but i didnt get to watch it from the beginning and i managed to watch him sing through the last part.. Rizal, u're awesmic.. gahh!! Voted for him and i had to leave.. Well lunch was ok.. Like i mentioned in the previous post, these few days my appetite has been sucky so i didnt really enjoyed the food.. It was like an average mood for me..

Class was as per normal just tat i wasnt as hyper as usual.. i dunno y, smth just didnt feel ryte.. I dunno if it's with the DBSK issue tat i'm down about but i just feel like i'm holding smth in.. I just felt like today is the day to xplode.. Was suddenly filled up with the emo-ness, i went to the toilet and sat there.. And cried, let the reasons be only known to me.. At least i managed to get it out.. Even though it wasnt most of it, but i managed to get the tears out cuz it seems tat i've been holding back the tears..

Got back to class and act like nthng happened.. Well the disadvantage of being loud is tat when it comes to the day where u just feel down ppl wd actually notice and ask u abt it.. Smtimes u're heard more when u dnt say much than ur normal loud routine..

Well guess wat? My mood turned 180 degrees when i met my Ah mei and the other 2 loveys of my sec sch classmates.. GAHH i so love them, they surprised me with a cake.. And there was a Junsu spazz attack!! GAHH!! I GOT A JUNSU 2010 CALENDAR!!

And we really had so much fun.. We ate at Popeyes!! the cake was awesmic!! haha i thnk it cd last me for a few days.. haha OMGSUN thnx u guys.. Viknes got me a Patrick star.. HE'S PINK!! and a pink "telephone wire scrunchie" haha tat's wat we call it.. Shekha got me a super awesmic brooch and an awesmic card GAHH thnx so muchie!! Ah mei ald got me an awesmic advanced which i love much and also the Junsu Calendar!! O.o abt the cake this is the 1st time in my entire life tat i actually blew out candles.. haha historical event.. Not tat my life is pathetic tat i nvr blew out candles, just tat i dnt really like it.. But they were the surprise from my Dongsaengs, hw can i resist!!

Ah mei was buying SIMS3 at comic connection and Viknes was browsing thru the calendars then ah mei was like help me find gt Junsu anot thn i was like ahhh i wanna search too.. Viknes was like pointing out to random Korean dudes and go like err, is this junsu thn i was like noo, so i was searching thru the calendar vigorously like a cannibal tryna eat a deer.. then i saw Junsu i immediately screamed.. gahh the dude at the counter just looked at me with the weird stare.. But i just cdnt stop screaming.. haha and Ah mei bought it for me!! GAHHH!!! i so love her for tat.. i actually wanted to kiss her bt she aint into the kissing thing haha I kinda like overreacted.. I was like having a spazz attack it was just so difficult to breathe.. Shekha was like fina, breathe.. OMGSUN, the dude at the counter keep laughing at my spazz attack evn tho i was embarassed bt i cdnt help it.. I just cant stop screaming..

The bus ride was another awesmic number!! haha we had so much fun.. No worries ppl pics, are being uploaded.. I think other than FB i shall upload it in Photobucket, no? hmm

Gahh it's 1 am must quickly type..

Alright another thing tat made my day.. Bibi!! gah she's in Singapore!! who is she? OMGSUN we go wayyy back.. She's like the sister tat i nvr had.. She's my 1st sister.. I was just a kid when i first came to the hostel.. She was the sister tat took care of me.. Nag at me wen i do smth wrong and she's a genius!! gahh I really love here and it has been forever since we got in touch.. She's happily married with a daughter and living in NZ and from wat i know she just graduated from UNI gosh i'm so proud of her.. gahh beautiful family she has there..

Yea, so i just couldn't stop screaming thru the phone her husband was laughing at the other end cuz he cd hear me scream hahha.. This is awesmic.. i actually get to see them!! It's been forever since i saw her.. I think the last time i saw her was when she was still newly wed.. and now her baby is huge already.. I still rmb when she just gave birth she sent me pictures online of her tiny baby and the baby is now huge!! gahhh

This year's birthday is the best i wd say.. well it has just been officially 1 hour and 16 min of Nov 26th.. still a long day to go but already an awesmic one..

My BFF tat's in Houston, the 1st person to wish me!! haha yea!! then comes Cindy, then Cheryl, then Debbie, then Kephren aww how sweet he actually called and sang me a bday song, then comes Wei Jun my Ah mei she sang me bday song in Korean and said Happy birthday Mrs Kim Junsu!! haha *blushes*, then Viknes, then Ruth thn sm unknown dude tat added me in Fb and another unknown dude in FB.. those are the 1st 10 ppl haha the rest either wished me in advanced or maybe later in the day.. Hope i didnt miss any1 out..

Well wat more can i ask for? everything is turning out awesmic so far.. we shall see wat the day brings in.. ;p

2009-11-23T01:47:00.002+08:00

Even though it's late, or early *depends on how u see it* i just feel like i need to blog.. Well, wat's up with me this weekend? Hmm, well today, not much i've just been with my lappy since noon so it's like about 13 hours of my bodning session with dear lappy.. well i wasnt fooling around fully or wat.. I was busy compiling the 60 paged report consisting of 8k++ words.. tryna keep it as consistent as possible but i guess my sight and focus level is not powerful enough..

I didnt wanna kill my braincells or squeeze my whole brain juice dry, while working i did a lil jumpin here and there at wini.. was at wini bt nt many ppl were around so it didnt really distract me that much.. Then there was radio, o.O DJ nani.. awesmic!! hehe you rock!!

Had lunch and ya basically i was jumpin from SRS, to catchin up on news, to catchin up at wini, back to SRS and basically wat i did the whole day.. minus a few min of toile, lunch and dinner break.. Today my appetite is nt good well actually since yesterday... My stomach growls like i havent eaten for a year bt wen i start eating, my appetite just went off..

So what did i do yesterday? I watched MAMA!!!! i know.. well if it weren't for the rumors that baby Jae, dorky Chun and sexylove Su were attending i wdnt be watching.. u know hw i get wen it comes to award shows.. i even cared to watch the red carpet.. *I KNOW!!!*

I was watching it livestream at solin at first then solin was rather.. erm, being solin.. so there were disappointments and rage going on.. since well, it's the first time i see wini so crowded, it felt like u're nt watching it alone u hv cassies all over the world watching it with you.. it's like a family tv time.. awww u winifriers are super awesmicly Jjang!!!

It was sorta down moment when JaeChunSu didnt walk the red carpet.. and solin's channel had technical issues and thank God Cerenity, gahhh did i xpress hw much i'm lovin u for sharing with us the sina link.. it worked perfectly fine not lagging bt the quality wasnt good but oh wells, managed to watch it fine..

Gahh the minute i saw Junsu the minute i hear his voice there's this mixed feelings happy to finally see him, i miss him like hella and sad cuz of the issues goin on and i could see that the 3 of them were sorta heartbroken u cd really see it.. I'm so proud of the boys, really i dnt thnk any1 other than them deserved the award.. and i'm sure millions of people out there wd agree with me..

This is their speech, gahhh i cant stop watching it repeatedly and i cant stop myself from tearing when i look into jae's eyes and listen to wat he's saying..

Best Representative of Asia Best Asia Star!!

And like i mentioned no1 deserved it more than they do.. I feel so proud gahh mixed feelings, proud, sad, happy.. OMGSUN!!

Well, OMGSUN the boys really have impact in my life.. i mean people who knws me, i'm vain and self-centered but lately i've been putting Junsu first i mean haha my FB profile pic, it's no longer me!! haha gosh!! sm1 actually toned down my vanity wow!! amazing in a creepy way..

I can actually link the most unxpected little random detail to them. Well it's 2.30 am and i hvnt get to coding gahh wat am i supposed to show the teacher tmr.. atleast i managed to get the report done.. i think i better sleep

2009-11-19T19:12:00.004+08:00

How was my day? ZzZzZ haha tat xplains all, so my post ends here..

Haha jk, ;p Well i was dreading to pull myself off the bed, I managed to get out of bed at about 7.30++ took shower slowly.. I cant rmb wat time i gt off the shower.. All i know is i actually took 5 min for make up this morning.. the time was like 8 and my make up was done at 8.05.. haha amazing huh..

Well, when i was getting ready i was like panicking and evn had the thought of nt coming to school today cuz my FOUNDATION!! ahh i managed to put the foundation on half of my face and it ran out.. WTH?! i was like panicking how can i hv a half-faced foundationed and go to school liddat so i was like pressing and pressing lili squirts of the foundation was left.. Oh God! lucky it was sufficient to cover the other half of my face.. Hehe ;p

Well, when i reached sch haha wat to do? of course slack.. i was wini-ing then i managed to get to coding.. As i was stressing and killing my braincells trying to trace the code on where i should put the value of the aiyah i shdnt be describing it here.. I was like *pullshair!!* So i thot i needed a lil dose of DBSK-ism. haha So i watched the Mirotic special ver. OMGSUN!!!! there's 9 time pure hotness!! The screen has 9 different mirotic performance and OMGSUN!!! I was like aaghh!! Well i found myself overdosed without knowing my heart was in my throat and my stomach is churning.. OMGSUN, buay tahan.. too much

so not much was done in the lab.. Then i went home.. haha so what i did? i did more covers.. check em out..

I did forever love,

I also did My little princess but it's sorta retarded.. This was the first attempt

This is the second one

Then i decided to redo my Love In The Ice cuz the one i did last time, i was singing while lying down, it sounded a lil flat.. haha but i aint saying this is a better version, oh wells, i tried didnt i.. ;p

I tried to do another cover which is Wasurenaide.. This song is really nice but i dont really know the song that well as in i hvnt caught the melody and still sorta confused abt the lyrics.. I've heard this song a couple of times but the only tune i knew to it was the "wasurenaide~~" haha the rest i'm nt too sure.. SO i've decided to just try without knowing the tune tat well, it turned out like this..

Wasurenaide(learning ver.) -

I'm really sorry if the tune is wrong.. hehe i was tryna learn the song once i get to know the song properly, i'd do a better cover.. ;p So now, i shall snoop around the net and see wat i can do, after that i'll start touching on my assignments.. Peace out ;p

2009-11-18T22:36:00.002+08:00

Gosh, haha it has been like umm 9 days(i think) since i last blogged.. Well blame wini.. Hmph! haha wat's wini? i'll tell u more laterz..

Well wat am i doing now? wini-ing hahaha

Anywhoose..What has been going on with me recently.. Well, i'm too blanked out to even think of where to start..

Let's talk about today.. I had a 12-hour sleep.. which is so shiok!! I slept at about 12 plus when wini was dying.. And i woke up at about noon.. I slept by toho's song and woke up by my mom's "song".. zzzzzzzzz she really managed to spoil my morning until toho saved the day.. and i was so glad my mp3 still had battery and it was just beside me.. haha i dnt hv to tell u wat i did, u should know..

After she left for work, i continued sleeping.. Well i had no sch today.. Cuz of the TPRAWKS, they invaded our lab and we cant use it plus there were no other free labs so lesson, cancelled but of course there's a make up for it..

Well, i woke up at noon.. the first thing i did, get down from bed, turn on my lappy went to toilet and back to my lappy.. was at wini for about 2 or 3 hours then went to shower, grab some food and back to wini.. well actually i tried doing some covers but they were horrible so i've decided that i shdnt upload it.. So have u been visiting my YT channel? i did more covers..
I seeriously need feedback ppl..

Yea, so i've been staring at my lappy for 10 hours already.. and it really didnt seem like it has been 10 hours.. well almost 11 hours..

So wat have i been up to lately.. As usual, i have my updates of KPOP news in my google reader.. PPL, i aint KPOP fanatic, i'm just DBSK obsesses and i just wanna get myself updated with the KPOP thinggy cuz i wanna see if they'd post updates abt DBSK.. Which is very crucial nowadays cuz of the lawsuit issue so i really dont wanna be outdated.. which i usually was..

If u dunno me, i'm not a "Forum" kinda person.. but since i get updates from the google reader thang i've discovered a few forums..

So first i joined OneTVXQ a.k.a O! but at first i wasnt active there.. I signed up so that i can get updates.. o.O then i joined Xiah-sshi forum.. haha if my reason isnt obvious.. I'm obsessed with him..

When i get in Xiah-sshi i managed to be active.. yay! cuz i gt a headstart on the member intro subforum and the response was awesome!! so i got comfortable and start sharing updates that i get from my google reader with the fellow xiah-sshis and i also started a random spazzing thread.. OMG spazzing abt the boys cdnt be more addictive.. haha especially *Junsu spazz attack* well so far i have 44 posts in Xiah-sshi which i think would expand.. hehe..

After i get comfy at Xiah-sshi, i managed to get myself comfy at O! yea, i posted an intro thread there.. well not much thing i can share at O! it's a large group and they have people for the updates kinda thing and i hvnt gathered tat much courage yet to post random stuffs there.. However i discovered smth new in O! radio and WINI!! haha radio, they have radio shows on certain timings and i love the shows haha fun people!!

K, let's now talk abt wini.. wini is a shoutbox in O! and the people there are really fun and nice.. There're like ppl all over the world.. And we talk abt anything and everythng under the sun as long as it abides to the shoutbox rules.. And when i was new there one of the winifriers told me tat wini is addictive haha and now i know why.. i'm on wini like almost the whole time when i'm awake.. haha

Aite after i'm getting comfy with this 2 forums, i found a new discovery.. Singapore-TVXQ forum.. I only found them out after the ppl at O! advertised abt their upcoming event about celebrating DBSK's 6th anni.. yea so i hyperventilated and immediately checked out the forum and voila i signed up.. so i now belong to 3 forums.. haha and hoping i wd know more fellow cassies and we can spazz about them bois like there's no tomorrow.. YAY!

Maybe that's y i hvnt been tat involved in my blog, facebook and wat not.. haha

Well, i cant find anything else to update y'all.. so back posting later..

2009-11-09T20:34:00.002+08:00

Yahhh, today lesson ended at 6! I was so despo in getting myself a USB cable since one was lost somewhere in my living room (which i still cant find up to now), the other was left in Cambodia, and the Kube's USB cable only allows it to charge but wnt read my harddisk.. Hmmm, so I went to Sim Lim ryte after lecture just now..

*Wait, wanna share smth random* The Last Samurai(i think it's wat the movie is called) is on TV now.. And Holy shmokes.. They speak Japanese damn funny!! Even my bois speak more fluent Japanese than them!! hahaha

As i was saying.. yah, i went to Sim Lim just now.. I spent 20bux!! but it didnt feel like i spent and i'm sorta like frustrated.. I spent 20 bux in a day but nothing i bought was pink!! UGH!!! Ahhh, watever..

I've got nothing much to add.. maybe laters bt nt now..

2009-11-08T16:59:00.004+08:00

I did mention that i was gonna go for sushi yesterday on my previous post.. Yay! i managed to get sushi just that the buffet is only for weekdays.. But oh wells i wanna eat sushi! Since we're there ald might as well just eat sushi!

This is where we went..

My treat (sushi deluxe set)

Both Keph and Sok Leng has budget limit and they're hungry.. If they were to just eat sushi it wouldn't be worth it.. So i decide to treat thm the sushi deluxe set and then we shall go to Korean BBQ chicken for the real meal.. haha

OMG!! in Hei Sushi, they played DBSK song SKY!!! haha i love that song!! yahhh i was so xcited!! ahaha hahha ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u shd've seen the xcitement on my face.. nyahaha!

Hmm, since the juniors didnt tag along, we end up talking about official business.. A mini xco meeting.. hehe

After sushi, we walk walk around downtown to let the sushi digest so that we can eat the real meal at BBQ chicken..

At the Korean BBQ chicken the waitress was like, Anyeonghaseyo then she showed us to our seat.. I said Kamsahamida, she stare at me hahaha.. Watever, they played korean songs.. there was T-Max, SNSD, Wondergirls, Lee Seung-Ki and blabla, but they nvr play DBSK song.. zzzzzz disappointment! hmph!

I ordered Jerk (Jamaican spice) Chicken BBQ, Sok Leng ordered Korean Charbroiled Chicken, and Keph ordered Hot Hot Drum which has 2 level of spiciness whereas mine was just 1.. U should've seen his xpression when he was eating..

his hot hot drum consists of 2 drum sticks while mine is a whole leg piece.. I ald ate the drumstick part just the thigh part i hvnt eat. Keph was in so much agony thn Sok Leng suggested that keph switch the hot hot drumstick with the jerk thigh.. Good idea cuz i love the spice of the hot hot drum.. so we switched..

So we just continued our chat.. Thn it's ald time for me to proceed to CS cuz i have to meet my Ah Mei at 7, the movie starts at 7.30.. Sok Leng went home, Keph and I met up with Ah Mei, then wen we're goin in for the movie, Keph proceeded to Bugis to watch some performance..

Yay! we watched My Girlfriend is an agent.. I tell u the movie was awesome!! Hilarious and woah just great!! very nice movie.. And not much happened after that... that's about wat i'mma post now.. Hmm pictures are already uploaded in Facebook, u can check em out..

2009-11-07T11:30:00.002+08:00

It's been days since i've blogged. The last i talked about was Halloween Nite.. The Halloween Nite that i didnt do anything but watch movie.. I watched My Sister's Keeper with my Ah mei.

Pictures are already uploaded in FB.. Hmmm, I did more covers u can check it out under misc where there's a link to my YouTube channel.. It'd be nice if u cd comment.. I mentioned i accept both, good or bad..

So moving on, the days have been exhausting for the past week.. Submissions and all.. Oh God!! I forgot wat i wanted to talk about.. hmm, let's just talk about wat i'mma do today.. NO WAIT!! i just remembered!!

On Tuesday, hmm TP has this Global Connect Week thing i thnk that's wat it's called.. And on one of the days there'll be the International Cultural Nite thing.. So it's held in the Auditorium where the big shots of TP would come and the ppl would have performances of different races kinda thing.. I dowanna elaborate on what are the performance.. I just wanna highlight on one!!

OMG under the Japanese section some JPop dunno wat of TP (i cant rmb the name).. They're performing Jumon Mirotic.. Ok, u readers of my blog know how crazy i am over DBSK, especially Junsu.. So i'm like, I HAVE TO WATCH.. My fren was telling me, Fina, better dont.. It's very ugly i tell u.. Hmm i was like, how bad could it be?

Well actually i didnt hv tickets, i just met her to say hi and go home but since she mentioned Jumon i was like DAMN I HAVE TO BE IN THERE!! haha i was just loitering around then my fren asked me to help her around the registration area.. Then the person in charge made me run up to the office get her staple bullets blablabla it was hectic.. haha she felt bad for me she gave me the student official pass!! haha so i can go in!! (i'm just cutting the story short tho)

Throughout the starting of the whole thing, my heart is thumping so badly anticipating the Jumon performance.. It was the 3rd from last number.. woah!! when it's finally it.. i was like...... heart sink.. JUNSU!!! i wanna cry.. I find that they can dance, just that their movements were sort of lazy.. and no sleek enuff.. I find that some of them are ok, BUT!! woah the one that became Junsu!! WHY?!!??!!

Haiz, hmm i dunno lah.. I just got so emo after the performance.. haiz...... i dunno lah, u just see the video for urself, i dont wanna talk about it.. it's in my YouTube channel..

Ahhh!! u see i shdnt have talked about it 1st now my hyped up mood is gone.. I dunno why when it comes to DBSK issues i'm just so sensitive.. My fren called Junsu gay, i already feel like crying... Thn abt the DBSK problem, i cried.. Aiyo, usually it's not easy to see me affected over other ppl's issues bt when it's DBSK i just cant.. They really have a strong impact on my life.. ahh change topic!!

Kk, my plans for today.. Hmm Gonna go eat SUSHI!! yay!! haha so xcited!! i've been craving for sushi for like, forever!! ah and after sushi, i'mma go watch My gf is an agent with my Ah Mei.. Hmm now, i wanna go shower.. yay! haha SUSHI!!! here i come..

2009-11-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

Well, i just quite got home.. Hmm where'd hv i been? I did mention that i'd be attending a GE workshop which was aite.. I'm lazy to go into details cuz i'm super sleepy now.. so tired.. We're supposed to eat dinner at Popeye's after the workshop, then in the end all pangseh me..

So in the end, the plan became.. Watch movie with Ah Mei.. We watched "My Sister's Keeper". I actually almost read the book before i even knew that there was a movie version of it.. The actual plan was to watch Love Happens but we chose the other one instead..

Gosh, i'm just too tired i'll add on tmr with pictures as well, sorry........

2009-10-31T10:27:00.007+08:00

This post will mark my 70th post. hehe!

Well, last nite or shall i say this morning.. I did another DBSK cover.. And i think among all the covers that i posted on youtube, this is the best one so far..

Actually i did a lot of cover other than these 3 just that i didnt hv the courage to post it up.. Now, i do.. Not cuz i think my voice is very nice already.. It's cuz i shdnt care.. People who'll appreciate, thank them and people who dont, just let them hate.. If you dont like it, dont listen to it..

However, i accept comments.. Good and bad.. Ooo, for this cover that i'm about to post.. I find that everything is all well untill i almost reach the last part, i gulped on the pitch, YAW! embarassing.. So here it is..

Once again, i repeat i accept comments.. good or bad..

Oo, i forgot! Happy Halloween people..Today is Halloween, who's going trick 'O' treating? Gosh i remember those days where we went trick 'O' treating back in IIS.. We went to the Vice principal's house and he gave us oranges.. haha Damn, i forgot his name.. The black skinny skinny one.. The vice principal, academics cuz i think Tr Bahar was the vice principal of student affairs.. Was it Tr Fatih? Sorry sir, i forgot ur name.. I shall try to recall.. Haha it was funny that he said he didnt hv sweets and he didnt know wat to give us so he gave us oranges..

I know i went with Amizo.. She used water color to paint her face haha she was like "AHHH MY FACE IS BURNING!!" Haha, tat's y there's a difference betwn paint and face paint.. haha Gosh, those were the days when we're young and stupid.. haha Gosh i miss the hostels.. The days where we used to play basketball after school almost everyday, play badminton almost every night haha and defintely climb hill every morning.. Gosh, i was fit.. wat happened to me? haha

Alright, plans for today.. Hmm, go for the General Evaluation Workshop then dinner!! And i've gotta complete my assignments.. I'mma do when i get back from dinner.. Haiz, wat a way to spend Halloween.

Hmm, talking about Halloween suddenly reminds me of my BFF.. I wonder how is she doing? It's been awhile since i talked to her.. Well i didnt see her online, i miss her..

Anywhoose.. I think that's about it for my 70th post.. TTYL

2009-10-31T00:22:00.002+08:00

Hi hi..

Phew i sorta just got back from toast.. woah, what a day.. I went to Funan today, Fujitsu Service Center to get my lappy checked up cuz the casing cracked.. Serious whoever tat's the one who cracked it... SCREW YOU, DAMN IT!! It wd cost me 200 bux to get the casing replaced.. The person is helping to check whther the Fujitsu ppl can get it claimed under warranty..

Anywhoose, Toast was aite.. We went for supper at KFC until we're like chased out by the people.. They switched off the lights as a way to chase us out.. zzzzz, I KNOW!! Then we proceeded to the MAMA shop for about half hour.. Chit and chat.. Then we're off I managed to catch the last bus.. Ooo, the bus took 20 min to reach my house.. hehe cool huh.. exactly 20 min.. The bus reached at 2320, and stopped at the my house bus stop at 2340.. cool yah!!

So wat was i doing last nite? Hmm, if u didnt see my FB status.. I actually forgot to eat dinner last nite and i didnt realise it untill this morning when my stomach was like BURNING i tell you.. Woah so hungry.. Well, this is wat i was doing..

Dont laugh, ok? Number 1, i dont speak Japanese so the lyrics were a little off.. Number 2, Someone kept texting me and i was distracted had to reply to the sms.. And i dunno why, if i'm not recording, i can sing properly but when i'm recording its like, i'm too self conscious that it sounds a bit off.. haha

I did another cover.. It's One of my favourite DBSK songs..

I recorded them with the in-built speakers in my lappy.. So the mic is rather farty-ish..

Creating the videos has made me missed dinner.. zzzzzz This morning, I was super hungry.. I told myself i'll grab smth to eat laterz but, i was listening to DBSK, the hunger sorta went off so i forgot to eat again..

On my way to school, my tummy is like performing an orchestra.. zzzzzzzzzz So during the CMSK break i manage to grab a bite..

Wow! i have some freedom up till Wednesday.. My mom has gone to Tanjung Pinang for dunno wat reason until Wednesday.. So up to then, MUMMY NOT HOME!!

Well, i think that's about wat my update shall be.. Would continue next time.. peace out!

2009-10-28T23:22:00.003+08:00

Haiz, Mothers.......

Just had another argument with my mom.. Over somth ridiculous..
Well, i wdnt deny that the tone i usually use on her is rather inappropriate for a daughter to use on her mom.. but It just comes out that way.. Even if i'm not scolding her, i would speak really loud.. It just comes out naturally..

Well, for me if u talk to me nicely ur tone is aite i wd feel weird to talk with a loud and not soft toned voice towards u.. Like for example Debbie, i would feel weird if i were to talk to her screamingly cuz she's so soft-spoken and she talked to me nicely.. But for the guys, aiyah we can argue and scream at each other like nobody's business even if we're not fighting my tone is rather harsh.. It just comes out naturally..

Like for my dad also since we barely talk, it is rather rare for him to talk to me in a not soft-spoken way.. So it is rather weird if i were talk to him in a harsh tone..

For my mom, woah i dunno hw to say it.. She keeps complaining that i everytime scold her shout at her.. Well, it comes out naturally.. So i gave her an example.. Her alibi is she has a loud voice when she screams like mad woman.. So i told her lah, in her case its like that.. same goes for me, i just speak loud..

Then she say i can do that cuz she's the mom... What kind of logic is that?! When she talks to me its like she's talking to a dog.. Just cuz she's my mom i hv to make her an xception?? I mean if i can help it, i think it is the right thing to do.. But for me it just comes out naturally.. When u talk to me like u talking to a d0g liddat its ok.. then me, if i unconsciously talk to u liddat even wen i dont mean to scold it is not okay..

Y not u start not talking to me like i'm a piece of shit then u see where it goes.. I wd naturally feel awkward to talk to u in my comfortable way of speaking.. I would definitely hold my tongue..

My explanation is rather complicated so i dnt blame u if u dnt get wat i mean.. I'm just so pissed!!

It doesnt mean that u're a mother, u get the right to treat people anyhow u wish.. And when u treat ppl in that way dont expect the opposite..

I just dont get it when ppl say, but she's the mother, u're the daughter.. Just because u're a mother the expected moral u shd have is stripped away from u..? To all the mothers out there, if u want to be respected, try to respect and understand ur child first before xpecting too much..

I'm not saying that u cant discipline them, u shd pamper them, let them do wat they want.. U can still carry on with ur job as a mom in disciplining ur child, just bear in mind that they're humans with feelings and they deserved to be treated like humans should be.. They may be created through you but they're not ur property..

You do have the right to show them wat's wrong and right, there's a way to it.. Just do it the right way, dont make ur children hate u for the wrong reasons.. Which is impossible, ur children will never hate u no matter how much u make their life suck to the core, behind the rebellious self and portraying their dislikes and hatred there's always that unconditional love they have towards u even if they never wanna show it or realize it.. trust me, it's there even when they "think" they dont feel it..

Well, i'm not here to give parenting lessons.. Just wanna share my thoughts as a daughter.. I also cant assure u i'm gonna be world #1 mom when i become one.. I just hope that i wont let my children feel the way that i feel.. I'm thankful i have to go through this, an experience to gain for me to be a better person in the future..

Ooo, i just thot of a random question.. How can u rate ur mom the #1 mom, i mean she's definitely ur ONLY mom.. So it is rather biased so i dont believe there's such thing called the best MOM award.. Even if ur mom is the worst mom ever she'd have to be the best cuz she's the only mom u can and will ever have..

Anywhoose, i just felt better after posting up this post.. ahhhhhhhhh peace out!

2009-10-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm i was actually inspired to blog about this last night but i was just to tired to do so.

Reasons why i think that my mom thinks my bro is more important than me

#1 Suddenly my mom called me, the way she talked was so urgent as if the house was on fire..

Mom: Are you home yet
Me: Err, ya.. i just reach home, why?
Mom: ur bro is already on the way home, turn on his fan to cool his mattress..
Me: huh? *wth?*

#2
Mom: I'm already on my way home, do the dishes i have to cook
Me: umm, the soto is heated, we have food what u wanna cook?
Mom: Ur bro is coming home, i have to cook it wdnt b an issue if he's not coming home..
Me: *puzzled*
Then she reached home, she went to her room.. She was quiet, *surprisingly* she wd usually scream scream.. Well, at that point of time i was bz doin smth.. Then suddenly i was hungry.. I went to the kitchen to see wat she cooked.. zzzzzzz *No food*
Me: I thought u said u wanted to cook?
Mom: Ooo, ur bro said he's not coming home so i'm not cooking..
Me: *puzzled*
Mom: u hungry u cook maggie, later gimme some
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

#3 I just got home from school, havent eaten the whole day.. Went to my mom's room..
Me: Mummy, hungry i havent eaten the whole day..
Mom: *starts nagging* I hvnt cooked yet blablabla
* i cdnt make out wat she was saying cuz my brain usually auto switch off when she starts talking like that*
So i just continued chatting with my aunt.. suddenly my bro just came to the door of the room rubbing his belly *indication he's hungry*
Woah, i tell you.. My mum quickly gets up and asks "what is it" she immediately starts cooking..

#4
For all the hardwork i've done since i was 8 yrs old till recently doing chores, when rare times of me not doing some she goes
Mom: woah, u NEVER help me.. *then she starts nagging my brain switches off*
and she complains like nobody's business
And when the rare times occurs where my bro did some of the chores..
Woah, he's like the KING!!
Mom: ur bro ald help me do this, that...
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I actually found more reasons yesterday but since my mood is sorta ok, i sorta forgot em.. Oh well, when i managed to gather more i shall update..

Wat did i do last nite? hmm i watched DBSK in Come to Play.. haha Cuz everytime i search for DBSK vids, all like i watched ald.. so difficult to find the one i hvnt watch... then ystd my fren recommended tat vid to me.. AHHH!! i went high ald.. Cuz i really nvr watch that vid before.. haha.. So i went to DBSK mode for the night.. Oooo, now i remember why i didnt blog last night

My Mozilla crashed and plus i was insatalling Visual Studio 08's update so i dunno wthr there'd be a difference when i install the thang i shd close my browser or it'd be ok if i just leave it on..

Anywhoose, not much event highlight.. Well, school days are gonna be like nothing interesting to blog about cuz it's just the usual the solid 4 hour lab! Oh God!! the misery never ends..

Btw, u know that i posted and edited Junsu and i pic on FB.. Zzzz and ppl are like commenting.. Hmph! watever ppl!! I dunno why, i dont usually mind if ppl make fun of me or just make me the joke of the century or watever.. But when it comes to things related to Junsu, i'm very sensitive..

The reasons why i made that pic.. Well firstly, at that point of time i just felt like i miss Junsu so much i dunno why, i was like really thinking abt him... And plus i was really bored... The other reason is.. umm, if u still hadnt known, i'm very vain! pictures of me just has to appear everywhere.. Vanity is my biggest sin apart from my vanity, my obsession towards Junsu is like the next biggest thing.. If u hadnt known my life is filled with Junsu.. His pic is like everywhere! So by having a Junsu and I pic, it's the only way i can satisfy both areas.. haha

Did i Justify myself enough?

I think tat's about it for now.. I sooo need a break

2009-10-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

Hmm, my other way of expressing my obsession towards Xiah Junsu!!

It's not that well done cuz i'm not spending much time on it.. Still have other stuffs to do..

2009-10-26T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hi all, hmm last night was really slacked.. I was too slacked that i totally spaced about the journal that i was supposed to hand in by midnight last night.. I only remembered about the journal when i was in the shower this morning.. I was soo panicky.. ahaha up till now i stll hvnt done it yet.. Anywhoose, i'm gonna go through the draft proposal for ECSD then i'mma email it to the teacher..

Well i was just slacking last night i did a Rainy Night Junsu cover. Haha it was sorta Jao sia after i record a better version, i shall upload and let y'all listen.. Nothing interesting happened today..

The usual Monday blues.. School 9am - 6pm with only an hour break.. total of 6 hours of lab and a 2-hour lecture.. Can u feel my misery? UGH!! Junsu.. I miss you.. Haha i saw DBSK on tv last nite!! OMG u cant imagine my joy!! haha screaming and jumping.. Even though they appeared like, about a minute.. They appeared as a song recommendation on LSK the game.. haha MIROTIC, JUMUN!!

Well, since there's nothing much to highlight, i shall end it off here..

2009-10-25T18:57:00.004+08:00

Continued from the earlier post, i'm highlighting yesterday's event in this post. Alright wat was the event highlight for Saturday.. Hmm 1st things 1st, meeting up with my groupmates to discuss about ECSD and SWEN.. Which in the end we only managed a pathetic ECSD draft proposal.. Ugh! ECSD.. haiz.. no comments, anywhoose...

I was supposed to meet up with them at 11.. And i was already ready at about 10.30 and i would reach just in time when i leave my house.. But my mum had catering and she already cooked she asked me to eat.. So i sms Wee and told him i'll be late.. So i ate first.

I came like almost an hour late.. Wee was the only one there the other 2 went to eat and Hua Ge wasnt there yet, hmm he came in an hour after me.. haha poor wee how.. Came early hungry and all...

After the project discussion i'm supposed to go see Ah mei WJ so that i could go get my hot pink bag, kia kia around tamp then return library books then head to Viknes's house for Diwali gathering heh!

Hmm guess wat? Ah mei end up paying for the bag! OMG!! zzzz the whole point of me getting the bag is to spend my money and umm make me feel awesome cuz of the not so awesome stressful subjects that i'm taking.. Hmmm, it's her early birthday present for me.. Thanx Ah mei, but u shouldn't have... ;p..

We're like walking around looked at shoes, tried on shoes at Charles and Keith which last time i used to call the ciplak version of Calvin Klein.. zzzzzz haha there's this particular slip-on heels that is my size!! it was 50bux!! damn it!! ugh.. anywhoose, we proceeded to the TRL and on the way i saw this push cart selling shoes with XXXXXXXXXL sign.. haha i was like wow! they had sizes of 11 12 and all i was like ahh!!!! I wanted to buy this pair of sandals but it was 22+ zzzzzz so i was like, maybe next time..

Hmm, so we proceeded to Viknes's house for the Diwali gathering.. Ate like hell!! fooled around, fireworks, candle obsession, dance around take pictures like there's no tomorrow.. nyahaha! it was fun, the food was good too!

Just dance!

Group photo with his mom

Group photo with his sis

That was the event highlight for yesterday, Saturday.. Hmm how about the event highlight for today.. Haha nothing much, i woke up at 1++ Watch tv and just did nothing.. Ate Brunch hmm mom asked to do dishes... and blablabla nothing new or special.. Now, i'm just blogging and listening to DBSK songs, the ones that i've put as playlist in my blog.. Ugh watevers... Hmm, now my Ah mei wants me to help her DL some songs.. so back posting other time.. chaul!!

2009-10-25T18:30:00.004+08:00

What have i been up to for these pass few days since i last posted? Hmm, let's start with Friday. The first lesson start at 1pm but i had to go to school earlier up about 10.30am have a lil xco gathering before having the meeting with the SAA staff..

Haha and the awesome thing is, i was early! yea, surprising huh ;p They didnt come on time.. So didnt the SAA staff.. The Meeting was supposed to start at 11 but it started later cuz she had meeting earlier.. It's ok, just that i missed my lunch date with Cindy, Debbie, Kang Long and Chun Kai.. Sobs... I really wanted to go for lunch together but since the meeting started late, it ended late..

In the end, i told Kang Long to order KFC take out for me ;p thnx KL! ate Cheese fries at the plaza haha then rushed to class. So i still had my Zinger in the bag, and damn it's tempting me.. Then i had a great idea! Since the teacher is scribbling on the board and hasnt even address us yet, i might as well stand outside and gobble up my Zinger.. And that's wat i exactly did =p!!

CMSK was a killer! God, tat subject is gonna be one of the reasons of my shopping craze, i shant elaborate on what that subject is all about.. heh! I spent alot already, i shall cut down on the shopping part.. Anywhoose I chose the wrong day to play dress up if u hadnt known.. I wore my new pink shirt, and new heels! And i totally spaced about the BBQ that we have to celebrate Jesal's birthday.. I only realized tat the BBQ was on that day after i asked WH how come he's driving today.. Oh GOD, with heels!! Go bbq.. Lucky it was at Chalet instead of the beach.. heh!

I challenged GH to wear my heels.. haha he looked so cute.. "Challenged" my ass, my feet was hurting i just needed a savior.. *Sorry GH* While they were preparing the BBQ stuffs, GH, Debbie and I went KIA KIA at E!hub played arcade and all.. Hmm i borrowed Wee's slippers i felt so bad for going off for so long.. While i was at E! hub i kept wondering on how is he doing without his slippers.. Ooo, another highlight of the BBQ, Jesal's baby cuzzie is super CUTE!

She was shy and didnt wanna look at the camera.. but she's adorable..

Hmm, u must be wondering how come Debbie agreed to grace us with her honorable presence.. Heh! I begged her! Hmm, well i made a deal with her to stay till 8pm and go home together.. I had to go home early too, so tired and still have lots of things to do..

Happy Birthday Jesal!

And when it's time to go, WH drove us home.. Ooo, this event highlight is super hilarious.. Jesal and Agus tagged along to send us home.. Jesal the one supposed to be directing the ways.. Hmm, how shall i comment it? He directed WH to the highway that goes to Changi Airport.. I dunno wat they were talkin in chinese but i assumed that WH said if he sees Terminal 1 entrance, he'll beat him or smth.. i dunno bt that's how it sounded like.. And i butted in, look no further just turn to ur left and u see the runway! zzzzzzzz JESAL!! haha hilarious!

So we took a tour around Changi Airport, went by Terminal 3 Arrival haha and turned one big round.. Then onwards i already recognize the bus route that goes to Singapore xpo from changi airtport.. Cuz we're going to Simei to drop Debbie off.. Yah, then proceed to send me home..

And ofcourse, when we get to the highway both WH and I would kno the way and Jesal was like oo, this part turn left.. haha WH and I "We know.." haha so funny.. Hmm and i just slacked the whole night at home, so tired..

That was the highlight of Friday.. Hmm this pic was taken right after my make up is done..

I shall continue the event highlight of the next day in my next post..

2009-10-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

Hi all! I managed to arrange a few stuffs in this new layout of mine.. haha, u noticed something? Yup, my pictures that slides around is not there.. Haha surprising ryte? Well of course for those who know me haha u know i'm a REAL narcissist hehe.. Anywhoose i wanna put it but i kinda think that it's gonna make the layout look weird somehow..

Haha and surprising enough i'm dealing with it.. haha usually watever the excuse is i'll make do with it.. but.. i dunno? maybe cuz DBSK is up? haha hmm i think's i'm gonna put it under my profile.. Usually i would die die force ppl to look at my face haha now they hv the option to click on the profile tab to see..

Nyahaha, there are still a few stuffs i wanna change.. I actually found a Junsu layout.. But i kinda put some effort in this layout i'm kinda lazy to change.. Hmm, maybe next time..

OMG, i typed about a paragraph ald and my com suddenly went off and blogger didnt manage to save it.. zzzzzzz now i hv to retype but the prob is, i cant remember wat i was typing..

Alright, event highlight for today.. Well nothing interesting.. The usuals, my classmates having fun making fun of me.. haha it wasnt nice but watevers.. That's how i usually live.. haha having laughs from other ppl's laughter.. haha i dunno y i just love to see ppl laughing.. Even if i was the laughing material.. Dont u find it nice? I also sometimes like to see ppl sad..

Dont get me wrong, i'm not sadistic.. It's one of the times when the person is really sincere.. Just look at the eyes when they talk to u about their sadness.. Well, the times when i can confirm some1 is humane is when he/she shows his/her sadness.. It just really proves that they're human. I thnk my favourite interaction with another human being is when i hold them and console them during the times they're down..

Well, how about me? who do i run to when i'm down? Well the first, only ONE.. He knows and i know can ald.. Hmm, then comes Junsu.. Woah listen to his voice and stare at his pic and just let the tears run.. Or sometimes i just tell it to any random person that actually cares.. If u dont care, i dont really mind not telling.. Last resort, vent it out here! haha

Haha how come we steered of till here? haha y suddenly so emo sia? haha

Xiah Junsu Saranghae..

Let's talk about Junsu.. Hmm, wat to talk about him? I just cant get enough of him.. Yahhhh algo chijjah!! So difficult to live like this.. Why does he hv to b so irresistibly flaming hawt!!

Hmm if u hvnt noticed my MSN nick is "I like many things, but only one is special" u know why and how i thought of it? haha well i was with my Ah Mei in the MRT and we're just talking and she's commenting about me getting pink stuffs and all.. Well, i said my favourite color is pink.. So it's sorta like, generic.. Wat color? "PINK!" Then she said Well for me difficult sia if wan buy things my favourite color.. Thn she starts listing the colors she likes.. So difficult later dunno which one to choose..

Then randomly i just said.. Well for me too.. I love many colors but pink is special.. I love blue, purple, black, red.. But pink is special.. Just like, i can go crazy over many bands but only DBSK is special.. Like how i love JaeJoong, Micky, Changmin, Yunho but Junsu is special. Then i went on and on listing a few other examples. Then she was like ok ok i get it.. enough zzz maybe u shd put it as ur msn nick... haha so i changed it..

So now u know there are so many things i can go crazy over but only one is definitely special..

Junsu is my special one.. Yeonwonhi, to nah ji ah neul goya, nugu bo dah duh saranghan gudae.. I hope i gt it right this time.. hehe

I think tat's abt it for today, i find myself rambling aimlessly haha catch up wit ya laters..

2009-10-22T00:20:00.003+08:00

Oooo i forgot to add.. I saw someone i think i know on the bus today, on my way home.. After WJ alighted, he boarded the bus.. He looked so familiar, then i was thinking was he my ex or almost to be my boyfriend. All i could remember is that we were quite close.. But i just cant remember his name..

I'm sure it's him.. Ooooo i can still remember his msn DP.. ahhh yah, it should be him.. I'm now looking at my msn contacts.. woah i have like about 700+++ contacts, i shifted his contact to the group that has about 500++ hmmm, lemme check again..

Ooo, i looked through.. Yes i remember his msn name and his email too.. but i cant remember his name!! shacks, lets do some stalking search

OOOOO!!! i remember!! Dayah!! yah his name is hidayah.. Ok, he's definitely not my ex but i know we were quite close for awhile.. haha now i remember his name!!

Ok, let's now tell you what happened.. The minute i saw him pop up *well cuz i was sitting on the upper deck so he popped up..* i was like, "EH?! i know him.. aiyo.. wat's his name ah.. How i know him? how was our relationship like?" Then i was just sitting down and thinking then ofcourse Junsu embraced me with his voice and i was distracted by it.. haha he sat a seat behind mine on the other side.. so if i faced to the left i can see him, he can see me..

So i was just staring out the window of the seat infront of his seat.. I wanna see if he recognizes me or not but i dont wanna seem like i was looking at him.. By looking out the window, i can actually see if he moves, and i saw him looking towards my direction but i dunno whthr he was looking at me.. Oh wells.. i dunno wthr he recognizes me or not.. But i noticed that he looked at my direction a few times.. I think he was also tryna figure out who i was..

Yah, oh wells.. so after i got down, i just walked and when the bus passed i looked with the corner of my eye whthr was he looking.. HE LOOKED!! well, i think i'm sure it was him.. haha anywhoose.. it's been ages since we talked... i thnk the last conversation we had was i thnk he was angry whn i told him i got attached... no wait, was it him or was it issac? ahh, i'm confused.. All i can assure now is that its Dayah and we were close once when i was in Sec sch.. If i recalled correctly, he was from bendemeer sec i thnk.. oh wells i thnk i shd try to talk to him when he comes online..

2009-10-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

OMG!! i did it again!! zzzzzzzzz i'm serious taking this subject called E-Commerce Solution Development in short ECSD can make me broke by the end of the term..

The first day school starts woah, already had to camp in the lab for friggin 4 HOURS!! zzzzz so 4 days a week we have to camp in the lab for 4 SOLID HOURS! Monday, i buay tahan i tell you.. After school i went to SHOP! haha i spent about 30 bux! to de-stress..

And today!! i did it again! i spent about 30 bux!! On Monday, i bought clothes and facial wash oo and K bar.. Which in total costed about 30 bux.. And today!! i shopped again!! I bought shoes and make up!! haha so it was about 30 bux! haha Atleast my make up shopping wasnt bad..I would usually spend about 100+ on make up.. But since i hv my foundation and shades supply, i'm good..

ECSD, please lah.. Dont make me a shopaholic please.. I'm telling myself to either go home straight from school or if i dont want to, stay in school!! I'm telling myself not to go somewhere where the tendency to buy something exists..

Today, can be called a sorta good day! haha Today was my pink day! haha pink cardigan, pink shirt, pink underwear, pink bra the inner part of my bag was pink, my pink earpiece, and ofcourse my darling pink MP3 haha.. went shopping (i actually got shoes!! ah my size!!!), then when i reach home, guess wat was for dinner?? AHHHHH SALMON SOUP!!! my favourite!!! yay!

I wanted to go to East Point since my aunt said that they hv a Pedal Works branch there and they sell big sized shoes.. so i wanted to check it out.. I planned to slowly walk to SAFRA since WJ hvnt leave house yet.. So i wdnt get sianned out by reaching waay much earlier than she does... So after i walked all the way to mushroom, i turned around and went to AS toilet haha (forgot to pee).. The toilet i tell u, i think if put plant it will die instantly.. Freakin smelly i tell u!

On my way there i bumped into my oct intake freshie.. haha they say they didnt recognize me haha After i did my biz i crossed over the bridge and wanna walk to SAFRA, then i saw my freshies again haha.. so i said ok lah.. Go there talk to them and take bus with them..

In the end, i managed to talk them out to walk to SAFRA with me.. haha There were Boyong, Atiqah and Radiyah.. i hope i spelt them right.. So we're just chatting and walking.. Anywhoose it was fun..

When i reached Pedal Works, woah i tell u the shoes al 40+++ woah, so EX!! Then i decide to just walk walk around.. Saw cute bags on sale blablabla.. Went to challenger then met WJ that's when i bought shoes haha she's like my lucky charm.. this is the second time i went shoe hunting with her and manage to get hot shoes for my size!! haha and cheap!! it was on sale!! 15 bux oni!! haha

OOO, i think i shd go off now.. Wanna do research for the stoops ECSD thang.. c ya

2009-10-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Phew.. i finally managed to upload all 1000++ pics taken in Cambodia to FB

I haven't tell you about Cambodia yet, but more things happened. OMG, i just accumulated the stories to tell. Btw, the day after i come back from Cambodia is already booked by the moron bitches to fly in the Singapore Flyer.. Yup, my first time there.. Now i'm uploading the pics in FB..

It was ok2 not so awesome, just that the view was suuuuwwwwit! hehe the time just flew by.. It didnt feel like a half an hour flight.. Before we knew it, we were at the peak and before we knew it, we were already reaching the bottom.. awww bummer..

We took pics up there and danced hot issue.. haha there's a video of me doing my hot issue in FB uploaded by WJ... haha Then there was catching.. Zzzzz girls playing catching up in the sky.. awesome huh..

Alright that was the flyer moment part..

Next event highlight was umm, slacking at home and as usual, getting smacked in the face by my mom's screamings and cats and dogs argument... The usuals

I shall move on to the part where.... OCT intake ORIENTATION!!! that is really an event highlight.. the orientation was great..

Well at first when the freshies came in i felt a lil intimidated.. They seemed like the type where they draw the boundary around them and make sure u stay out of it.. All came in with the sian look "waddya want from me" kinda look...

Oh God, u do not know how much i felt like not trying to turn on the orientation mode! Well i managed to crack a smile from them.. hehe i managed to switch on the orientation mode and they were on!! haha especially for the wet games.. haha my frens were like.. "How fina? they all seemed like u cant throw water on them sia.."

I was worried too but i managed to break the ice and get everyone to do the cheer, and they seemed ok wen i cracked the news that there'll be wet games.. and they were on!! SO ON!! haha loved them, even tho second day they were abit zzzzzzzzzzzz-ing hmm maybe i didnt do a warm up in the morning and it was followed by a half an hour YC talk.. i wdnt blame them.. haha..

Pictures will be uploaded soon however i didnt take much cuz was too bz wit the freshies..

Next event highlight.. Went to JB for IPA meeting with the Professor from UITM. To discuss about our programme for the teens.. haha, as a Malay saying "sambil menyelam minum air" as for english umm "kill 2 birds with one stone" ahaha as we went for the meeting, we also went SHOPPING!! haha, i managed to get a shirt, a cardigan, hand sox and umm, a plastic scrunchie...

The meeting was after lunch... And Oh God, talking about lunch.. Woah it was more to a feast than a lunch, just talking about it makes me feel bloated.. It was a buffet lunch and U dunt wanna know how much i ate.. haha woah!! i ate like umm, i started with salad, then the main course (rice meat prawn and all), then sandwiches followed by a few types of dessert haha..

We proceeded with the meeting then after the meeting we went up to pray then get back down, i had ice cream.. haaha God how much pounds was added on me??? haha
The meeting went ok, we managed to decide on the theme and all the program flow would be done on their side.. for the time being, our job is to find people and that can only be done after we get the confirmation of cost, date and program flow from them..

Next event highlight, i went to my mum's dad's brother's wife's daughter's wedding.. let's just say my mum's cousin.. Took pictures and so far this wedding has the best program out of all the weddings i've been to you can see for urself after i' ve uploaded the videos in Facebook.. There were like trophies up for grabs, the food was good and the DJ's all aite..

For all the events mentioned, photos are being uploaded to FB.. For now, i'm just sooo exhausted hvnt even wear off the tiredness of the cambodia trip, this week added in to the tiredness and tomorrow, gosh school starts.. Did i mention how sucky the timetable is?? woah it totally sucks to the core!!! Oh wells, i'm tired

2009-10-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Soosedai!! Missed me? haha i just came back from cambodia.. haha I landed at about noon today..

Cambodia was fun!! Haiz, i could start blabbering away about wat happened but... haha where do i start? So many things to talk about, but i'm too tired to blabber away..

However there is something i'd like to highlight tho.. haha the tour guide is cute hahah i managed to get some pics with him hehe..

enjoy..

But, dont get me wrong ok.. I'm nt head over heels for him.. I just thinks he's cute that's all haha it just sorta proves that i'm still normal.. haha besides, there's only 1 person who can make me fall heads over heels for him.. and u all know who he is.. ;p

Well i thnk tat's it for now, i'm rather tired and facebook is bitchin on me cuz i cant seem to be able to upload the 3rd album of the pics.. anywhoose, chaul for now

ps. the tour guide is cute ;p

2009-10-01T19:58:00.003+08:00

Supposed to blog about this immediately yesterday but i was too tired.. Anywhoose, I shall just blog about it now.. Haha, finally what i've been hoping for for God knows how long I've got it!!! YAY!!!

Yup i went camera shopping yesterday with my Ah Mei! haha i was hunting around for a camera with the features reasonable to its price.. And after TAWAF-ing the whole Funan I finally decide on my baby.. Check her out!!

I got her for $239 and Harvey Norman charges a dollar for a 2-year extended warranty. So i paid $240. Well, this baby is a 10MP hot stuff and do i have to blab to u about her features here? I shall just tell u the model and u go look it up urself! She's a Casio Exlim EX-Z33. And hallo, i'm a budget person so this is considered good enough..

Since i got her at a reasonable price, i managed to get myself an MP3!! haha it costs 35 bux minus 10 cents.. haha I've been music deprived ever since my bro took back his PSP.. So i need to get myself an MP3 player.. So if i shd count how many MP3 players i've ever had in my life, it would be 3. So this baby is my 3rd MP3!! She's hawt yaw!!

Phew.. Now i can cross out some stuffs off my wishlist.. Some ppl say y pay so much for a shuffle MP3? Well, this baby here is the smallest MP3 Player Yaw! Plus she expandable of up to 32GB. Anywhoose she's just something to fill in before i get myself an iPod Touch yaw! haha But she's still my baby, i aint using her like i'd throw her away someday..

So in a day, i managed to get myself a digital camera and an MP3.. So yesterday was an exciting day..

Hmm, today we had another meeting about the 10th anni thing.. So went to school in the morning, and i was late so i had to cab there... Which is so UGH!! i hate to take cabs.. The uncle was nice though but still i drained 6.40!!! Kia kia at T1 for a bit and now i'm home not much interesting stuff happened today even if it did it's nt interesting enough since i cant remember it happening.. So for now i shall stop here.. we'll see what i'll hv to say later..

2009-09-29T01:54:00.005+08:00

Oh god, it's been quite some time since i've blogged.. Aww, i miss my blog.. Yes, i got my internet back.. Thanx daddy!! haha Wow, it's 2 am.. who gives a shit, i wanna blog. i've been blog deprived ever since my internet was shut off..

You see, i do kno that some people out there are reading my blog.. I can tell by the counters people.. Thank you so much for reading, but it wd be nicer if u actually tell me that u read and comment on some stuffs, so that it doesnt seem like i'm talking to myself.. haha I dont wanna seem insane.

Well, i think it's rather too late for that. I am sorta insane in some ways.. Gosh talking about insanity.. I think my obsession over Junsu is getting rather too much.. God, my heart skips a beat when i just think about him, i skip a breath everytime his voice reaches my sense of hearing. And when i'm just sitting down in the bus suddenly the thought of him runs through my mind and i just smiled or laughed to myself.. ahh, embarrassing if people noticed you know.. It may seem like i'm some glam insane person in the bus.. Haha, i just called myself glam.. wat?? i'm vain and i know that.. hahah

Ooo, today was a hectic depressing day.. I have briefing that starts at 2 and supposed to have a meeting right after it but God, the briefing plus planning took forever.. It ended at about 6.40pm++.. And i've already scheduled my P5 speech slot at Tampines West.. Which leads back to the issue of my obsession over Junsu for the past week the only thing tat has been in my mind is him.. I just couldnt find anything else to talk about but him.. God, i'm totally gg-fied..

just look at him!!

He even looks insanely hot when he's sweaty and all!!!

I managed to craft the speech halfway a few days ago.. Then i thought, hmm maybe this topic is not that suitable to the objective of P5.. Then i was like how? ah die!! die!!! how?? I stayed up quite late last night trying to figure out wat i should talk about and the only one that's on my mind is him.. Aiyo, i'll skip the boring part of my indecisiveness and just skip to the part where i almost had to start a whole topic from scratch where i ended up with only one sentence... Then getting back to Junsu.. Yup, so my speech at an external club where there are adults is about a teenage obsession of an idol!! zzzzzz

OMG, haha i was just flying over the top babbling away about how much i so adore him.. hahah But i'm glad my speech didnt turn out so bad after all, i had nice comments from my evaluator and the respond was positive.. Just that as usual, in my lack of preparation of speech, i'd miss out my important points.. Haha i gt distracted by the kid who entered the room when i was speaking and the lady infront of me, right under my nose was closing her eyes.. And as usual, u kno me, i'm so self conscious i thot i was boring her to death, so there was a lil distraction.. but wen i looked at other people, they were so attentive haha so i got back my spirit.. You guys were great audience, oo when you guys smiled haha it added to my comfort upfront..

I'm always asking myself why dont i ever get a chance to never do a last minute thing.. It's not that i want to do everything last minute, it is stressful!! I did try to start a job, work, duty earlier i'll end up staring at the blank piece of paper for some good hours.. It just doesnt wanna come out with smth productive when i start earlier.. But wen it's last minute, everything fall to places but not perfect there are some tat would fall out off the place.. I believed that my speech would have been soooo much better if my preparation was more thorough!!

Is it that difficult to start on smthing not in the last minute?? Please lah, i dont wanna give myself excuses... I myself wonder wat is up with the last minute thing?! ugh watever lah... it has to stop sooner or later.. But i just dunno how? advise needed people!! please??

2009-09-17T18:54:00.002+08:00

I know i just blogged a few minutes ago, but i just had the urge to blog again.. Well in my previous post, the one b4 i MIA-ed, i mentioned tat i'd be goin to JB the next day to get a full body massage... And the massage my grandma gives is like oooo damn painful i tell you.. It's just so painful that i'd usually ask her to stop every few min.. hahhaa

She was like, hw to heal liddaT?? haha So this time round, i wanna try a new experiment when she's giving me the full body massage.. Listen to DBSK songs while getting the massage.. And guess wat?! my grandma was like, this is the first time i managed to massage you properly..

It's not like i didnt feel the pain, it's just tat i'm too engrossed in their singing and them ahhh i'm more focused on them than i am of the pain.. And i tell you it's really painful u kno the massage.. The body wd feel relaxed but the sore will last for days... U see wat DBSK can do to me?? I told my mom abt it.. She was like, they're like drugs to you.. Which i wnt disagree.. I'm just so addicted to them.. And mostly JUNSU!!! ahhh omg, i just typed his name and his part just came.. ~~sorega moshimo boku nara mouichido kimi no kokoro wo, towa no yasashisade, atatameruyo~~ perfect timing...

I just hope that the problem with SM and all wd resolve i mean wat wd happen to their 800,000 over fans if there'll be no more DBSK?? wat will happen to me?????? Already they're not doing the 09 Dream Concert and they hvnt been appearing in TV much.. ahhhhh!!! and my internet is down.. Can u imagine my agony of not having to watch them??!!!??!!??! ARGH! this i killing me!

I thnk tat's about it for now...

2009-09-17T18:15:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since i last blogged.. Gosh i miss blogging so much!! So much has been going on and the agony of not being able to blog about it just makes me very miserable!!!

If u hadn't known, my internet at home has been shut off.. Cuz haha bills.. They just never seem to stop coming and money, they just seem to never stop depleting(did i use the right word here?)

To the people who actually bother to read my blog and wonders how come my blog is super outdated, i'd like to thank you and apologize.. Seriously, thanx for caring.. IT means a whole lot to me.. Because this is the only place where i can actually vent everything out. For these past few days, i've been sorta stressed out.. Which kills me.. I wish i hv sm1 to talk to.. I'm not saying i have no1 to talk to.. But they're just the right people.. IT's either they wnt understand, or they'll end up comparing the things they hv to go thru with yours or u're just uncomfortable to talk abt it to them.

I have so many things to talk about, i just dont know where to start.. Or how to start.. it's just tooo many that i dont feel like starting..

Before you think that i got my internet back.. haha nope havent!! now i'm leaching the school's network.. Had a meeting earlier today and i was umm 1 hour late.. I'm always late but never this late... Usually late enough to be noticed but not late enough to be noted.. But this time round, 1 friggin hour!!! thanx to who? My mother lah who else.. Always have ways to make my life ald worse than it already is..

We had a big fight yesterday.. Which is like umm i wd say 80% my fault but as u kno my ego is higher than mount Everest, Eiffel Tower, Twin Tower watever mountain or towers u can find adds up altogether, I wd definitely not make it like it's mine.. Cuz it's just me!!

Ooo, i think i hvnt blog about the part where i actually notice that i have 2 Korean Channels on my cable haha.. So i hv been catching up on the korean entertainment industry for these past few days.. And no ppl i aint the same as those korean obsessed girls.. I actually like Korean thang but just the fact that alot of ppl are like crazed abt it makes me not want to like them tat much.. Cuz u kno me i like to do things different from other ppl.. But no matter how many or the whole world were to fall in love with Junsu, i'd still be madly all over him!! I can never get enough of him... And i'm not loving him just because other ppl are... It's mutually me!!

Cambodia is roaring haha i cant wait to go..

Ooo, did i mention that i met my dad.. umm like sometime last month.. He gave me only 200!!! Which is WTH?!!?!?! 200 for a month, give my mom then... Finish liao.. I actually wanna buy a camera at Comex, i did went for flyer hunting but cuz i dnt hv money i cnt buy it.. My target to atleast get it before i go to Cambodia or better yet b4 Hari Raya.. Cuz we're planning to go to Tanjung Pinang and if u dont kno me... Camera and i hahah paiseh la to say!! hahaha

I wish i could just sit here all day and blog about what has been goin on with my life for these past few days.. But i cant.. When the post gets too long, ur readers wnt read till the end.. So for now i shall say Chaul!!

Most probably i'd be crashing in the office and if i do, i'd be able to leach the net and blog but if i dont.. then too bad, i wnt be blogging again... SO SEE YA!!

2009-08-29T10:05:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I just reached the office.. Hmm u may be wondering how come i'm already awake at this hour? Well, i only had 1 hour sleep since last nite and Gosh i may tell u.. I have this dark ring around my eyes and to top it off i have an eye bag on it.. Or shall i say eye luggage? cuz it's big!!

u wanna kno y? haha even if u dont, i'll still tell.. haha it's all thanx to my addiction to DBSK and this is my new way of expressing my obsession towards them. Well i did mention in my previous posts that i've been watching their videos like every night.

Well yesterday i almost missed sahur.. haha i couldnt wake up, well the night before it i told myself, no DBSK videos.. Dont evn touch youtube. So i didnt, i watched the tv instead and decide to go to bed i wdnt say early bt the timing quite ok.. But.. I end up listening and singing to DBSK songs till 4++am.. Oh god.. i do need help..

Well, i manage to learn more stuffs abt DBSK by watching those vids.. I do have some gags haha they're friggin hilarious and bunch of adorable dudes.. Ahhh, i adore them much more now..

I just got interrupted by my mom asking me to type some stuffs, so i sorta forgot wat i wanted to say.. But bottom line, my addiction to DBSK is getting more out of control.. And my love for Junsu is just getting ahhhh deeper..

Hmm, if u dunno.. Junsu is about 4 years older than me.. Haha and if u read one of my previous posts, i've ever mentioned that my ideal age of getting married is 23 and guess wat's junsu's ideal age of getting married?? haha I KNOW!! 27!!! haha coincidence much?? haha watever!! there's no harm in a girl tat dreams.. hmph, and i always love it if a guy sings for me{tat's if his voice is awesome} and guess how junsu said he want's to propose to a girl.. hahaha yah, I KNOW!!! sings with a piano in a cafe.. hahaha

I've always thought tat guys who plays the piano just super awesome.. Oh god, i think i seriously need help.. Ahhh i think the top of my wishlist is to at least have Junsu to know i exist and friggin so much in love with him.. Well, i will have to agree that i'm not their biggest fan cuz i thnk there are more ppl out there that would go to much extreme expressing their love for DBSK.. But i thnk frm my perspective, this is the furthest.. I dont usually think about some1 this much and this often..

I thnk abt Junsu b4 i sleep, when i'm on the bus.. Just everytime.... And sometimes i recall the funny things he does i just laughed to myself.. haha OMG i am really mad about him..

Junsu, Naega dwel shum sil su it da myeon!!! I dunno if i spelt it right.. but oh wells.. Hmm, now i have a choice to either sleep of continue my DBSK marathon.. haha u kno the answer ryte.. Evn tho i had only 1 hour of sleep, i'd still wanna watch them bois!! hahah when i dont watch them or at least hear their voice, i feel so restless and as if smthing is missing...

OMG, my body is all sore.. the muscles of my whole body are like aching.. And tmr, i'll b goin to JB and hopefully i can get a full body massage frm my grandma and get my body all relaxed thn i'll start getting proper rest, tat's if DBSK wd allow me to.. haha..

I think that's bout it for now wd post more laterz.. Love for Junsu and DBSK always..

2009-08-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

U wdnt believe how i spent the night last nite.. haha But wait, i wanna say wat time i woke up at 6pm today!! haha i missed my zohr.. but i woke up like abt every hour and went back to sleep.

Haha i slept at about 7 am hahah i didnt sleep the whole night. guess wat i was doing? haha if u read my previous post i ald told u wat i was gonna b doin but i didnt say tat's wat i'll be doin it the whole nite.. and so i did.. haha i watched DBSK videos haha damn funny and ahhh so nice..

OOoo, btw, my mummy wanna use my com, so back postin laterz..

2009-08-26T22:39:00.002+08:00

Can u smell tat?? was tat u?! NOOOOO, it's the smell of FREEDOM!!!
Yup, i had my last paper today.. And hell yea ppl, holidays have officially begun!! I just got home from Tarawih.. Wanted to blog like immediately wen i reached home from the paper.. But the boys are so tempting.. Haha who else? Dong Bang Shin Ki!!

I wanted to watch their Five In The Black Tour and Mirotic Tour.. Yup so i watched both concerts.. AHHHH!!! they're super hot i tell you.. I melt sia..

Btw, last Sunday i had the best dream ever!! And i've been dying to blog about it, just didnt hv the time cuz of the exams.. haha damn, i wish it wasnt just a dream.. Well, after Fajr prayers, i didnt wanna go to bed i wanted to watch DBSK interviews and all.. So i was just watching for a few hours like, non-stop. Till my eyes were tired..

So i went to sleep.. OMG, i dreamt i had to do some stuffs i dunno wat.. My dreams are all usually vague and messy.. If i'm nt mistaken i had to travel to Thailand or smth.. OOOO and guess who's my roomie?? or shall i say who are my roomies??? hahah yup, u guessed it.. Dong Bang Shin Ki!! hahah OMG i had the time of my life, they were so much fun.. *something to spoil it all, it was just a dream* I thnk the moments were like the very best moments tat i can ever have in my whole entire lifetime.. and of course since it's my dream smth has to happen between Xiah and me!! haha, hey dont blame me.. it was the dream, me and Junsu had a "thing" ok..

Haha the dream was whack i tell you.. And its rather messy and vague so i cnt really describe how it was but it's just awesome.. wish i could just live in it..

Well, overjoyed much? haha lemme kill the mood and talk about my exams.. hmm all the papers weren't that bad atleast they're manageable and surprisingly OOAD is much more of a bomb to me than CSAD?! can u believe it.. OOAD is supposed to be some sissy subject but i was really overwhelmed by the paper.. OMG i dont wanna take supp!!! ahhhh watever, let's just pray for the best.. Anywhooose, i dunno wat else to blog about.. But at least i kno wat i wanna do now.. watch more DBSK stuff.. hahaha Aite, back posting laterz...

2009-08-22T09:15:00.002+08:00

Yay!! Today is the first day of the fasting month! To all the Muslims out there, Ramadhan Mubarak. Hmm, it's 9 am and are u wondering how come i'm awake so early.. Haha, hello i aint no cow. Well after sahur, i waited for Azan so tat i can do my Fajr prayers. Thn after my Fajr Prayers i thot it'd b great if i could study.. but thn to come to think of it, i've gt no mood to. So i'm just busting biatches asses in Fashion Wars and just chilling..

And wow, my bff is online.. So we were just talking.. thn the topic abt my new baby 2nd cuzin was born.. Then she said, hey u shd get married to a white guy so i can play with cute babies.. umm, smth liddat.. Haha thn the marriage topic came up.. haha.. so we're like yappin abt it.. haha funny, we're just 19 and having marriage fantasies already.. Hello, a girl can always dream.. no harm to tat..

Haha we both hv the same thinggy as in she wanna be a doctor b4 she gets married and me i wanna get my own property b4 i get married.. Haha and we both agree that a perfect age to get married is 23!! haha tell again y she is my bff!! haha thn we came to a topic where we shd let each othr b the first to kno wen the guy proposes and we're suppose to tell each other everything abt the guy.. haha gosh i so miss her..

oo, thn i was like complaining y is she like gazilion miles away.. haha thn we're like we shd move to a europe or smth.. since it's like in between us.. haha suddenly the french, spanish and italian boys topic came up haha now we're just talkin about random things.. haha i thnk i gtg blog laterz..

2009-08-20T18:55:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is the first paper.. PANIC!! haha, from the look of it nope i'm not panicking.. I'm just chilling on the floor thinking of random thoughts, with my DBSY notes on my hands and Westlife yapping in the background.. Wat?? I'm in the mood for some westlife and it's as if they're dead or smth.. So just livin them up..

I was in sorta study mode yesterday and evn some minutes of today. Well, yesterday i opened my notes and started studying abit.. Well, i practiced some of the tutorials on my bro's matt. then i was like, hmm i think i wanna clean up my space and study there, it's more comfortable and proper to study there.. So i got myself working.. Hmm at least i managed to get some stuff organized back there.. But i didnt manage to finish cleaning up everything. Then i thought, hmm i was just wasting my time so decided to get back to my bro's matt and reading up the lecture notes.

With music blasting off my ears i was just reading.. It was about 3++ Oh God, then i fell asleep after like about 2-3 pages of it. When i woke up, it was like 5++ hahaha.. I wonder why is it so difficult to study.. Haha then i switched on my TV and there goes my TV marathon all the way to 1am. Then today, hmmm well i wanna start off early but there was tv, there was fetchin mummy, then there was cookin up some food..

And now here i am, with my notes in hand, updating facebook and random thoughts goin in my head.. And GOD i suddenly thought of something super random.. Haha I cant wait to go to Cambodia, cuz in Siem Reap there's Swensens in one of the malls and God the ice cream was about 2bux i think but it was delicious.. Lemme show u the pic we took outside swensens in Siem Reap.

Haha, i was lookin at this pic tat's in facebook haha the comments frm the guys really gave me the gags.. Ladies and Gentlemen i give you the Swensens In one of the malls in Siem Reap! haha I still remember how to get there.. haha It's next to the New Market.. Cross ur roads safely even though it's a freakin zebra crossing.. haha

I think tat's about wat i wanna post. I wanna get back to study udy..

2009-08-18T17:43:00.009+08:00

I wanted to blog about this yesterday, but didnt have the time to. Well, yesterday i had the time of my life. Had a NORMEX day out!! yay! We went for karaoke at Bugis TopOne KTV. haha 7-hour straight of singing! tat's y i have banned myself from singing for 7 days. Damn my throat was busted!!

We arrived at Bugis at about 1040+am and we wanna buy KFC to sneak it in haha u crazy we wanna starve ourselves in there. haha 11am-6pm!! haha no breakfast no lunch? so we're gonna sneak in some KFC.. Yay! there was KFC breakfast, like duhh i got myself some waffles and eggs.. Well, Wj and Kumar got the buddy meal thang..

Watever it is. It was a freakin BLAST!!! we had the time of our life.. there were disco lights and all that so we had a dance off session, it was like clubbing haha cuz we're tired of singing.. I have man voice now haha.. It was damn awesome!!! So there were free flow drinks and the cup oh GOD freakin huge!! well, we went to the toilet like gazillion times.. haha countless.. There were fruit punch, ice lemon tea, grape juice, apple juice, mango, orange ah haha about there i thnk... It was just awesome and i kno i said the word awesome alot of times ah but it was awesome!

After K, we went to get dinner at BK.. OMG the burger was GOD.. the worse burger i've eaten. PPL, i announce to u that Bugis BK sux!! The freakin patty was dry, the amount of the sauce was pathetic, u cant even freakin taste the sauce.. Aiyah, i dowanna describe the burger it's just plain awful!

Yup so then, i had to meet my mum at PKMS.. She just got back from Tanjung Pinang and she asked me to accompany her for the class as well as helo her carry the thangs.. So i got home like at about close to midnight and just crashed on the bed.. ugh, was dead tired..

So anywhoose, here's the pics for em..

We had such a blast!! And hope to do it again some other time.. it was a really great winding up.. So yah tat's about wat i hv to post.. till then, chaul..

2009-08-16T23:04:00.006+08:00

Alright, it is sunday.. wat have i been doing the whole day? umm i wd say my ass was glued to the bed the whole day. So it was mostly tv watching, mesmerizing on beutiful voices of 5 hot guys, and watching Princess Protection Program.

Yea, the disney channel original movie. It's premiering on September 6th. And u kno me.. The word wait and i, dont get along quite well. So i had to search for it, and watch it.. Managed to, haha now i'm satisfied... Now the comercials of the movie wdnt bother me anymore. It used to kill me everytime it's on.

Anywhoose, when i was doing my law report, there were distractions and so i've decided to share it. Well, if u dunno me well enuff lemme just giv u a lil heads up. Every assignment or any school related work i do there's definitely some distractions well mostly is my vanity. Either i'll end up looking in the mirror checkin myself out, combing my hair, try on different hairstyles, take pics of myself, or end up planning how my make up shd be for tmr..

So this was the distraction for my law report.

So yah.. Haha hmm, lemme giv a lil update.. remember when i said i was avoiding home, yah so i went to wei jun's house and just chill. Watching Xman, the episode where all 5 DBSK HOTTIES were in. It was super damn funny haha i laughed till my jaw is all cramped. While i was there, haha did a lil camwhoring.. haha

Saturday, which was yesterday.. I went to the Mendaki thinggy, hmm i'mma keep it brief cuz i'm watching CSI... Blablabla Did a lil camwhoring when i got home.. Haha even tho i looked like an idiot..

haha laugh all u want.. aiya watever lah, i want watching CSI it's too exciting wd blog nx time...

2009-08-14T16:09:00.003+08:00

Finally.. I can smell the freedom break air.. Wait, the break is for me to study not to really "break" But atleast me to enjoy sometime.. after all the project rush!! Yup, i managed to submit my Law portfolio evn tho i was late.. Ahh watever atleast i submitted it. Last night i kept falling asleep while doing it.. that's y it was not done in time..

I typed a few words and BAM!!! dozzed off for an hour.. and the cycle continues all the to 8am in the morning.. ugh!!! damn suck.. Then just nw, the printing shop was freakin crowded i assure u.. super crowded!!! Everyone is like binding their notes to study for the upcoming exam. haiz.. and me?? wat am i still doing? I dunno wthr i still deserve to be in school. I dunno y i'm nt taking school seriously anymore.. I do my sch work just for the sake of getting it done.. I kno hw to do it there and then when u ask me to do again, it'll be like, huh? OMG, i'm supposed to doing the diploma so that i can actually use wat i learn for my work life.. but?? before i even move on to the next sem, i ald forgt wat i studied..

i just got of f the fon with my mom.. Gosh, i purposely stay in sch like an idiot to avoid her.. I just need to clear my head from all the school shit tat has been going on.. Project submissions, exams coming and constant bitching from my mom.. I wanna get away clear my head from school stuff, home is supposed to be a place where i cd just chill and relax and care abt nothng else.. But my mum is eating up my head!! so now i'm slacking in school killing time avoidin her but it seemed like a fail attempt.. there's such thing called a phone, yah!! she wnt fail to piss me off thru it!!

Ugh watever lah.. i just want some peace and serenity.. UGH!!! dont wanna talk abt the stressful stuffs cuz i dnt hv much time to enjoy it b4 the exams come along..

Anywhoose just now, there was this so-called make-up lab lesson, which last for like only 15 min or so... Then in the lab, there's some people who put TVXQ wallpaper on the desktop.. haha and i thot the pic was pretty hot.. so i ripped it off.. check it out...

Hot ryte? haha

They never fail to put a smile on my face and yah i am listening to their song.. haha haiz..
Yay! my ah mei said i can crash at her place for abit.. woot~~~ so i can just chill, clear my head for abit.. And we can definitely express our craze on the hottest dude alive!! and for awhile forgt that i actually have a constant screaming and yelling mom at home as well as freakin 4 papers to go to.. watever, peace..

2009-08-12T21:54:00.003+08:00

One down, one more to go.
My last minute brochure work is like due today. So yup, it is submitted. I just have my law portfolio left. I got home quite early today. (hold up, need toilet break) alright, back. As i was saying yah. Nowadays, ever since i got sick for the whole week 2 weeks ago, I dont mind goin home early.

Well, when i was sick, i was rather hesitant to switch on the tv when i was bedridden. But i did.. And as usual, TVs.. They hv this evil thing against me. If i start watching it, it doesnt wanna let me go. Everyday, i have tv shows set out at the same timings for me to catch.. Horrible huh.. And the marathon continues..

Anywhoose, while my TV is blessing me with its presence, i was again busy expressing my obsession on the hottest/cutest dude alive!! hehe

He is just super mesmerizing!! OMG he takes my breath away. So i was just drawing away..

His eye area is a lil dark, cuz i was soooooo in love with him and i did kinda like my drawing.. i was staring at it for awhile then i was just so mesmerized by him. Haha i kinda kissed it, then my make up got on it.. wasted huh.. hehe anywhoose.. right now i'm watchin CSI miami.

Well, u may have noticed that i'm more expressive on my obsession with xiah nowadays.. haha I find that it is more worthy to be fantacizing and obsessing on him than waiting for uncertainty. Atleast i know me and Xiah will nvr wrk, not much hope is put in but for me and tat dude, smthing to happen is possible. Evn tho i doubt so but it is realistic and possible. My frens are telling me not to giv up maybe he lost his phone or wat.. He didnt sms me last mnth and wen i sms him there was no reply. U see other than i giv him xcuses might as well i just forget abt it, if it happens, it just happens. If it doesnt atleast i didnt lie to myself sayin tat oh, maybe he lost his phone blablabla wat if he's really lost interest or was nvr evn interested. Maybe the sms he sent sayin he'll miss me was supposed to be meant to sm1 else or smth..

Atleast now i wnt be some miserable desperado waiting for sm sms frm sm dude. i can continue my life without always anticipating for uncertainty. ugh watevers, peace out

2009-08-10T15:31:00.003+08:00

I'm supposed to be working on my brochure.. but as usual, distraction break time..

Last night when i was tossing and turning on my bed b4 i fell asleep.. Suddenly smthng crossed my mind. On Friday, we had a national day themed Toastmasters chapter meeting the question tat was asked during intro was wat do u like abt Singapore/wat are u most proud abt Singapore. My answer was, the fact that i can get out of it and get back in.

It sounds as if i hate this country.. I dont i dnt have anythng against Singapore. I love this country i do. There's so much great things abt Singapore tat i cd think of during tat point of time. But i didnt. So, on my bed just tossing and turning wondering why is it that i dont fancy staying here. Then i managed to get an answer. My heart, mind and soul is not here. Well ever since the beginning of this sem, i've lost my focus. I'm here, but i'm not really here. well, just before this sem, i went to KL during the sem break. Maybe kephren is right, i need my break as in a real break. The only way is to go to KL and just chill there let the steam off and when i found that serenity tat i found there. I might be able to get back on track.

As i mention my heart, mind and soul is not here. My heart, mind and soul is everywhere but here. Picture this, my bestest best friend is all the way in Houston. My massive celeb obsession is all the way is S.Korea. The dude i'm crunching on, is in KL. My baby gurl, is in KL. My sistah, is in Canada. My other sistah from another motha is in Paris. My brotha frm anotha motha is in Africa. Wat do i hv here to live for? my family, yea yea... watever.

My dream living condition, is no where close here. U see why i really wanna get out of here? Singapore is not tat i dont love you, i do. Just that bring all the ppl i mentioned here and my family move them elsewhere. hah, then i'd wanna stay here. Heyy dont get me wrong, it's nt that i dont love my family just that i need some space. I need a break from them. it's just wat i need.

Haiz, oh wells.. Let's talk abt smthng else. When i woke up this morning, i decide to sms him. Well, he didnt sms me last month, maybe i shd sms him first. Not wanting to sound desperate. Just tat he shd kno tat i do think abt him. oh watever, it's just a kind gesture, ok.. Yah, i managed to gather all the courage i need and get rid of all the ego that i hv. so i sms him. But till now, no replies.. haha oh well, i tried.

So wat m i doin now? partially doin up the brochure. the other thing is, do some drawing for Wei Jun. check it out..

That's JaeJoong, Wei Jun and Yunho. Unlike me, she's into Jae and Yunho. I'm into Junsu and Yunho, just that Junsu is my one and only, Yunho comes in second. Oh God, just thnking bout him my heart is beating faster. Damn! I'm so in love with him.

사랑합니다 시아준수

I hope i got it right this time.. Even tho i'm majorly massively obsessed abt xiah, i aint no obsessed abt korean language like some people.. I just love him ahhh

2009-08-09T14:18:00.006+08:00

I just woke up, seriously... I havnt bathe, brushed or watsoever.. I just went to the toilet to ..... Dowan tell u wat i did but yah. The first thing tat went in my head was, I WANNA BLOG the first thing i wanna do is blog. I hvnt blog for like a couple of weeks.. No reason, i wdnt say i was too busy or wat. I just didnt blog.

Timecheck: 2.20pm.. Well, i was on bed tryna wake up.. Just lay there, slacking then i was just goin thru the contacts on my fon. And i stopped at his name. awww, it's like a tiny misery that suddenly rise up in me. It's already the month of august and he didnt text me. If u read my posts, the earlier ones.. i told u the pattern of his sms. Hmmm, no sms in july.. Haiz, i wish i didnt figure out the pattern. The minute i found the pattern, that's when i'll start anticipating and that's usually things dont happen when i start anticipating for it..

So i was just lying down on my bed, thinking if i were to go to KL thn was imagining wat it'd be like if he asked me out.. So i was just picturing how our date shd be.. haha it was really sweet.. ofcourse it's just my imagination.. haiz but he was sweet when we went out when i was there. He was a nice person. thn haha my negativity came up, nahhh cant be i dont thnk he'll be interested in me. Maybe he's interested in sm1 else that's y he didnt sms me.

oh, watevers.. let's talk about smthing else. timecheck: 2.49pm.. Hmm are u wondering how cm i woke up so late? Well i slept at 3 am++ last nite. wat was i doin? haha my obsession for Xiah.. haha i was actually falling asleep while playing fashion wars at abt 11++ then i thot i'd just go to sleep then. But suddenly i had this sudden urge that i wanna draw xiah's face. Actually i wanted to draw his face a long time ago but last nite the urge was desperate. so i took paper, and pencil and started sketching his face,there are some that doesnt look like and some looks sooo like him haha. I traced some, hellloooo i aint no pro artist to draw him ok.. haha just check it out..

Just when i thought my obsession could not get any worse

It kinda suck because of my stupid scanner.. haiz.. anywhoose..

I LOVE XIAH JUNSU!!!

I think that's about wat i'mma post now.. chaul

2009-07-29T15:39:00.002+08:00

Phew, i'm just done getting a full body massage. Yep my grandma came from JB. YAY! My body feel a lil lighter, it's shiok but the process is painful. She said that my fever came from exhaustion as well as the nerves is like somehow haywire. She said, u keep going to the doctor and eat medicine, it wdnt be better. So she helped me to correct the nerves and this painful yet relieving full body massage.

In the morning i went to the polyclinic. The doctor i met in Sunday said that in 2 days if the fever is not gone i'm supposed to go see the doctor. So i went to the polyclinic. And people, i tell you if u wanna kno wat's wrng with you please dont go to polyclinic. U sit there the doctor ask u wat's wrng. And i bet if my mum hasnt walked in the room the doctor would just write, type, and nod. But my mum walked in, so he gae gae take torchlight ask me say ah then gae gae take the staethoscope(or hwever u spell it) i didnt evn get the chance to properly breathe he ok ok go to room 58 take med and pay. wth?

Like that only? waste of my time waiting. ugh. Hmm nw i wan go watch tv actually i wanna sleep but my grandma is massaging my mum at the place where i'm supposed to sleep. so chaul

2009-07-27T14:03:00.002+08:00

Remember how i said i sooo need a break in my previous post? Well, it seemed that nature is in my favor. Yup, i have a week break. Why? High fever.. How? Shower at 1am, hair wet, fan directly faces head. Tomorrow morning, sick like duck. Tadaaaaa. I didnt do it on purpose. I just suddenly fell sooo sick the next day, which was yesterday.

I went for the laughter and evaluation workshop yesterday. And my condition just got worse. So i plan to go to the clinic right after the workshop thang. I reached home, crashed immediately on my bro's mattress. My mum kept screaming from the room, ready or not. I was just hv to wait for her to get out of her room. Everytime after she asked ready or not, her fon rang. then she was on the fon. It happened like constantly.. Thn wen she got out of the room she asked whthr i wanna eat. So i said ok, then i was eating.

She's like screaming at me the whole time saying it's my fault we're late blablabla woah i damn pek chek i tell you. If my bro sick woah she talk to him so nice this lah thatlah. if i sick every time kena scold. This is nt the first time. always get screaming and scoldings.

Well, got to the clinic the person gave me a mask which is super uncomfortable. Dude, i'm having a fever and every time i breathe out its like hot air balloon letting out the air smacking at my face. Then she checked my temperature. 39.5!!! Then she's like could u sit at the corner there. zzz haha being isolated.. It was taking like forever for it to be my turn. i feel like dying there. Feel like my head was gonna burst and as if my blood is boiling or smth.

blablabla cut story short, doc gave me 7 days MC say that ppl at risk; pregnant, diabetic, asmathic, heart problematic people stay at least 2m away from me. He said that after 2 days, the fever hasn't gone down, supposed to go meet him again.

Well i was given like 4 types of drugs and all cause drowsiness. So after i took them, logically i wd go to sleep. but it took sometime for me to actually fall asleep. and when i manages to actually doze off one idiot sms me. woah!! i tell you i feel like slaughtering the person already i try so hard to doze off to ease off the headache tat's killing me. the vibration of my fon adds on to the headache. after awhile i dozed off again the same idiot sms me again woah then again another idiot sms me... ahhhhhh my head like want to burst i tell you..

One of the medicine that i'm suppose to take in like every 4-6 hours. woah the taste like ahhhhh disgusting. Everytime i wait for the taste to die off, i must take the medicine again. untill now the taste still lingers all over my mouth. Even after i ate, the medicine taste is still here. The food taste is gone but the medicine taste is there. wahhhh..

Despite vomit is at the tip of my throat, and the room spinning around i hv to prepare my own lunch cuz mummy is nt home. ughhh i think tat's all i'mma post now wd post more laters, not feeling too good right now.

2009-07-25T23:49:00.010+08:00

Super random, this post marks the 40th post in this blog. Another random thing that i'd like to share tonight is the condition of my hair. Why wd ppl wanna kno abt my hair. Oh wat the hell? It's my blog, isn't it? Now i have short hair, zzzz if u hadnt known. I dnt really favor short haircut but i did it cuz i wanna grow new hair, as in my hair was like dried and dead and rather spoilt due to constant trimming, and suffocating it with strong chemicals. Ooo, getting it cut short didnt help. I still am losing my hair and my hair is still rather dry..

Ooo, damn i miss my long hair. Talkin about my long hair, this pic is the last pic i hv of my long hair.

I did a sideway scorpion on it. hehe.. AWWWWW i soo miss my long hair. I think this pic is taken right before i cut it. Hmmm after i cut my hair i mean my masterpiece at 3 am in the morning in my bathroom. It looks like these..

After people keep telling me that i look chubbier with this hairstyle. And I just had to get my scissors and my itchy hands zzzz so i sorta kept cutting it and kept cutting it. Like u kno me i'm nvr satisfied at anything. SO my hair became like how i didnt want it to be. Ended up askin my mum to fix it. Then it looked like...

if i comb bangs
or

If combed sideways..

My mum actually helped me fix the back part of my hair. The front part is just my experiment. Hmm, i think i'm gonna get my haircut soon. This time round, it wnt be in my bathroom or my mummy's room. It's gonna be in a salon.. haha I might wanna get it rebonded. Oh wells, it wouldnt be such a deal. Cuz when i go out, all i need is..

No more bad hair day!

I'm glad, the wheels of my life is turning to a more straight path. Hope it remains this way. Lets talk abt my day today.. Umm, there's actually a day. Well, i woke up at 4pm haha 15 hours of sleep after weeks of deprived from it. Watch tv, ate and watch tv and just watch tv. haha. Was thinking of getting down to business tomorrow. And holy shmokes my fren just reminded me about tomorrow's workshop. Ooo sucks. So as usual, panic but nothing much i wd do abt it. zzzzzzz

Alright, i just checked on my pink scheduler. Hmm, recorded wat i'm supposed to be doin tmr. Which is OOAD, CMSK and umm CSAD, i'll see wat i can do about it. OMG it seemed as if it was only last week school just started but actually it's almost the end of the semester. Ahhhh time is running so fast. Hmm i wanna go shower now, then call it a night. Supposed to meet the rest at Serangoon MRT 1pm! C ya

2009-07-24T10:09:00.002+08:00

I have a wonderful view from where i'm sitting right now. I'm now at the corridor that connects the plaza of TP to SDC where there is a whole stretch of noticeboards. Infront of me is the triangle garden thinggy and design school.. Why am i sitting here? I have no idea.

I was just done with the interview in SWCC for TP bursary. OMG!! I feel so emo-ed, my brains are as if they're gonna go POP!! I kno it's rather contradicting that my blog url is about my sweet life. But sorry life aint just so sweet when you see it from you rown point of view. Why is it in human nature that ppl wd see more of the bitter part of life than the sweet part of life. People are too busy looking at the bitter part that they dont notice the sweet part.

I'm finally done chionging for DBSY assignment yesterday. We all stayed in school until like about 8 to chiong for it. The data insertion of my tables, ooo i used Agus's but i change only a little bit. Which i feel rather bad. But i had things like Toastmasters sms send-out and i cnt do it too late.

OMG, why am i so emo-ed now? Oh well, i have a speech to make in about 9 hours time and i haven't figured out what to talk about. R u mad at me for preparing it last minute? I did it last week, and the week before..? Well i learnt that doing it last minute is so stressful and even the area governor told me that i'm a good speaker but if i we to draft out my speech right it'd be better. I did put in my pink scheduler to plan my speech on wednesday. Ooo, i did sit down and think wat to talk about. and guess wat i end up doing, sleep. I was freakin tired, tuesdays and wednesdays, i always reach home at about 11pm. and last nite i reached home at abt 11 plus as well. Apart from all those i have assignments to do. OMG i'm seriously spreading myself too thin. I wish i could just take a break.

Doing speech every week is like psychological and mental torture. But keph says it's for my own good and hmm i trust him. Every week speech is not the only thing that i have to do for toast. there are other things. other than all the things that i have to do. My procrastination is not helping me either. So many things to do, so little time. My proper sleep is long gone. How i wish i could take a break. ARGH!

I NEED INSPIRATION! what should i talk about. I've talked about myself, i've talked about inspiring people to change mindset. What the hell is next? I wanna vary my speeches. I dont wanna sound like "someone" her speech are all in the same page, even with different topics. If you're listening to her speech like 1st time, umm 2nd time, u'll be wow-ed.. but when u keep listening to her, it's getting rather boring cuz no difference. OMG, i may b emo-ed but i dnt hv the right to comment on ppl. Sorry.. oops.

Lemme now think wat to talk about while waiting for them bois to finish their lessons then can eat together.. Freak bag, my stomach is growling..!

2009-07-20T00:15:00.003+08:00

Hey all. I would say today is a day well spent.i had so much fun and guess wat?! I watched Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince! Ooo, before i start describing my day, i shall give you guys the link of some of the photos taken at Tampines @live launch! Here it is, "http://www.flickr.com/photos/dcte/show/"

We're supposed to meet at 12pm @Buugis but it turned out to be some confusions and desired changes Wei Jun and I reached Bugis at about 12++ almost 1. met Jing Roo slack at Mac for abit while waiting for the rest to come. Are you wondering wat is the rationale of the meet up for today? maybe not but i'll just tell anyways. An advane birthday gathering for Wei Jun. I hvnt bought her a gift yet. I wanna giv it to her on her birthday itself. heh! Hope i can spare the time and meet up with her.

Anywhoose then came Pravin Kumar. Haha so we're like hmm shd we buy the tix now?! cuz it's selling rather fast, but the queue is empty. ahhh, how nice to see ppl actually fully utilise the advancement of technology, umm smthng called ONLINE BOOKING!! haha The thing is we hvnt cnfrm who are the ones tat's gonna go for movie.So we actually bought 8 tix first. Then we went to help Jing Roo shop for her formal wear. In the midsts of it, Suria and Suriani confirmed they're watchin so WJ and PK ran to get the tix first. After few rounds around BHG for JR's formal wear, one by one the "EARLY BIRDS" start to come. Ooo Hafiza brought her awesome camera and Goooood Loooorrrrrd we camwhored like there's no tomorrow. OMG when i get the pics i'mma so gonna show u guys haha.

Then suddenly i went rather off the hook with my insanity that caused me to breathed laughing gas yea! I was like a lunatic bafoon i wd say. Ooo, it sometimes happens when i'm startin to digest myself. Hm and as usual i come off as this blurr idiot. Ooo, and i actually gt a new term. PK said "Are you eating up ur brains to keep urself full?" haha blablabla had pur lunch, went to the arcades, then went for the movies. Hmm, obviously the getting from one place to another is not a smooth sail when u hv an awesome camera around haha.

Hmm, u see.. I see other ppl's blog they post about their day is like freakin short. Haha, when i post about less thn 12 hours of my day, u can scroll until u peng i tell you. haha. So i thnk i wnt describe the rest of the stuffs that we did in details. Just wanna say tat more camwhorings after the movie and more fooling around while waiting for Hafiza's dad to fetch us.. Awww peeps i had an awesome day!

ooo i better get to studying, LAB TEST tomorrow!! c ya

2009-07-18T22:10:00.002+08:00

I just reached home like about half an hour ago. Was watching the news abt the bombings and the awkward museum that showcases underwears of famous ppl and the donors must already wear em atleast once. Sick huh... then there was the canoes thang made by sheep poo..

Ooo, i actually encountered another sick disturbing thing. Just now when i was walking towards the void deck of my block, there's this old chinese man sitting on the bench. Then he tilted sideways and let out a FREAKIN BOMB wat the... It was freakin loud i tell you. haha i wanted to laugh but i didnt wanna make him paiseh so i walked pass and didnt even look at him as if i didnt hear it. but it was so freakin loud i thnk ppl 2 metre away from him can hear lah.

The launching for Tampines @live was aite i would say. Phew, no press so me not on TV yay!! I mentioned tat if it wasnt me, it'd be Sunny.. Well guess wat?! IT'S FREAKIN MEEH!! haha Anywhoose was supposed to meet the rest at 2 cuz i sms-ed them in the morning let's meet at 2 but i was caught up with fashion malfunctioned as well as entertain my mum with her stupidity of using the com.. I'm nt saying she's stupid but her umm hw do i say ppl who are not so smart in a particular field. In this case it's her using a computer.. Omg she rly hasnt got a clue. In the end i came like half an hour late.(activity check: watching Harry Potter)

I intended to eat BK but since the guys are gonna start first so they've decided to eat at LongJohn's so we ate at Long John's heh. It was delicious! I had shrimply wrap smth haha scrumptious i wd say.. THen proceed to the Open Plaza. Damn, the moment of truth I was really nervous.. Take a few moment to clm myself down.. But these ppl aint helping. Everytime i managed to calm myself down some1 wd pop up and say, how? prepared? haiz, thn back to square one a couple moments to calm myself down. then aftr a few minutes, how? nervous anot? wat the hell?! thn it goes on and on like that then when Mr Mah Bow Tan arrives, they kept pressurizing me again..

But it turned out great, he already knows the portal so he just tell me what he wants to see i just open it and explain to him. heh great but i thnk i did ok cuz he was interested in it and was givin positive comments on it. (OMG! i think i'm havin a DejaVu or smth, it's like i've typed this before) he was interested in the HDB flat prices part as well as the 3D models haha he was excited about it. It was cute haha

Well, the performances was entertaining it helped me calm myself down a bit. Hmm, i wd say it turned out well cuz i didnt screw up. Ooo, thank God! (activity check: watching Semi-pro) After the thang's all done, Mr Oh treated us BK cuz i told him i had coupons haha. Umm, wat else can i blog about. hmm i'm nt too sure i'm actually watching Semi-pro so i'mma lil distracted.. So i'll add on laterz.

2009-07-18T00:37:00.003+08:00

I didnt blog last night. Apparently, i was rather "busy" wat was i busy doing? Hmm submitting SEAL points and and ooo yah i did my APEL3 Values Reflection. Renga said it's actually due nx wk but some of the people said it was actually due on Thursday as in yesterday.. Hmm, and i submitted it after midnight so the date submitted indicated is actually today. oo watevvs.

Wat else did i do.. Oooo i came up with templates of how the EXCO photoshoot today is supposed to be. Which i shall talk more on later. Focus on last night. So i thought 1 after the other is done, i shall now draft out my speech doing my project 3 speech for toastmasters tonight. Which i shall also talk more on laterz. Well, i still hvnt got the ideas on wat to talk about. Then it was already 2 am in the morning.. Oooo, so i ended up falling asleep.. So i thought i shall find an inspiration tomorrow. which in now context i shall say today.

Well, i just quite got home. Hmm how shall i describe today as? Hmm lemme just start about what i'm doing now. I'm actually looking through the Tampines @live portal cuz i really need to know it inside out for tomorrows launching hmm in about 18 hours time.

Yup, i am supposed to do the demo for Mr Mah Bow Tan as well as the press if they shoved it all to me. But ofcourse if it aint me, its gotta be Sunny. Then i wd just do the normal demo for the public.

Other than going through the portal, i'm actually receiving some random sms from some random dude called Erik. Well i replied to it cuz i thot it's one of my juniors from toast. Cuz chapter meeting just ended and maybe they wanna ask smth and i dnt save their number cuz there are too many of them. So he was like hi and all and i was like hi wats up thn suddenly he asked cn i get to kno u.. i'm like, wuuut?? haha apparently, he got my number frm the contacts of a 2nd hand fon tat he bought. and so apparently that the dude that had the fon earlier, didnt clear out his fon b4 selling it. So i just said sorry i dnt rly talk to strangers.. Hmm, and it seems that he understands and apologized.. Oooo tat was rather disturbing.

This morning, i woke up at about 8 so i can actually take my time to get ready do my make up as well as clear my stuffs before i head to school to make sure i reach school before 11am. Cuz i hv a briefing with Mr Oh as well as Ms Serena to actually briefly run through abt the thing that we shd say during the demo of the Tampines @live thang at 12pm. Get there an hour earlier so tt i can actually eat with them bois first before the "meeting".

Well, on my way to school as i'm blasting off Hoobastank on my headphones the song "If I were you" played. Then BAM!! inspiration struck! I had an inspiration to talk abt are we thankful for what we have. Then ideas start coming in. Thnx to hoobastank and Rev Run, my speech was inspired. Well, there was nt much time to actually research on the topic cuz on the day itself i'm feeding infos which i'm definitely sure that i'll choke durin my speech when i cnt rmb the points. Which i did, in the end of my speech where i ended up quoting the wrong quote. I shall elaborate later.

I managed to reach school at about 11 well actually earlier thn 11.. Met them bois in the lab, picked out a few quotes of RevRunWisdom which i follow on twitter. Man, tat dude's just freakin awesome. He comes up with inspiring encouraging quotes everyday. Of course to utilise it for my speech.

Hmm, then sunny, shuenn bin, kephren and i proceeded to mensa at like 1120+ to eat, duhh.. Hmm had lunch with them and straightaway proceed to the briefing. The briefing was ok, had the brief run through and hmm hoping that i manage to get to know the portal inside out.

Then Cheryl was gonna see Peck Lian to ask her a few stuffs. So a short meeting with her asking abt official things. Ooo, then proceeded to law tutorial. hah! Well as i mentioned in my previous post tat i actually ditched law tutorial last week for shopping.. Hmm, i went for it today. evn though i was there but my mind was elsewhere. Heyyy bz preparing speech lah.. hmm, since i thot tt it wd be too much of a rush to actually be xtracting information, statistics and blablabla research thang so i decided to tell about the video "Chicken a la Carte". Last minute prep hmm i'd say will always be stressful but i do it all the time.

After law tut, its supposed to be our EXCO photoshoot. Since i ended early, I accidentally met them bois at Business School concourse so hung out with thm for a bit.. Ooo, and kind Alex and Boon (if i'm nt mistaken) treated us ice cream.. hehe. And them bois planned to go kia kia at IKEA (oo tt rhymes..)

Then suddenly Edward texted me to collect water from sports complex before 4.30 and it was like abt 4.15 or so.. Ooo panicked, who can i call? Kephren and Shuenn bin are like smwhere in Novena on the way back to school. Then i called Renga he helped me carry the water to our room at SAR and that's when we started up our "activities".

We actually managed to break open the cupboard in our room in the SAR shhh... Cuz apparently, the seniors do not know who was holding on to the keys and we found "treasures" or shall i say discover. Well, it all thanks to the wonderful i shall now certify as burglars or robbers whichever sounds better, Renga, Cheryl and myself. Oooo they made a gap between the doors and me, the genius picked the lock.. WOOOOT~~~

Then we're like rushing for our EXCO photoshoot, but since we had a couple of missing members so the shoot didnt exactly go like hw i imagined it to be. But we managed to get a couple of good shots. or i shall say G"red" shots!! heh!

Ooo, then we rushed for our chapter meeting.. WOOT WOOT yup moment of truth! I wd say the meeting was awesome. The area governor was awesome! I managed to do my speech and as i've mentioned i choked at the end of my speech where i'm supposed to say "If you are not thankful for what you have now, most likely u wnt be thankful for wat u'll get." instead of "Count ur blessings constantly cuz if u truly count them it will show profit" hmm, so the area governor is my evaluator and she mentioned tat i hv mentioned a new idea at the last part. Hmm, and like i said i shd hv said the 1st sentence. it wd hv made a lot of difference to my speech. ugh anywhoose its over and Ms Seh Leng was actually very sweet and she was like praising me abt my speech and all she said tat if i craft my speech well i wd b able to b really good haha, normal human reaction (FLOWN BEYOND PARADISE ABOVE).. Hmm, yup i didnt mention to her tat i just drafted out my speech umm 5 hours before the chapter meeting. heh

We didnt hv our debrief cuz it was getting late and we've gt no cash to go cabbing. haha BTW!!! we took alot of pictures.. hehe~~

went home with Renga and had a lil chat. oo and i lectured him like almost throughout the journey. oo i nvr wd i see tt the day wd actually come where i wd actually talk to him abt it.. haha but oh wells i'm glad i did and i hope he is. I do this cuz i care abt u.. hope u kno, no hard feelings yah! u're still my close fren no matter wat. anywhoose, i dunno wat else to blog cuz my eyes are getting heavy and i hv to work on the portal. hmm or shall i do it tomorrow since i'mma meet them bois earlier. So i'll see wat i shall do now. if i feel like sleeping tat's just wat i'd do then.. so for now chaul!

2009-07-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

I just have to blog now. I kno i need sleep which i'm going to get as soon as i blog. Cuz i need to let off the steam. I dint blog for a few days. Hmm sorry abt tat. Just too caught up with so many things that i do not kno where to start.

Well, we had meeting regarding the Digital Community @ Tampine East which is now officially called Tampines @live. Yup and they chose me and sunny to be the one showing the thinggies to MP Mah Bow Tan. oooo and the press too if i'm nt mistaken.. So if u see me on TV dont jump its nt like i didnt tell you earlier.. So please support us

JULY 18TH 2009
TAMPINESS MALL OPEN PLAZA
4-6PM!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmm other than tat i think tat's abt wat i wanna talk abt the Tampines @live. Let's talk abt today. Wellm i'm my normal cheerful self but a lil bit mood out.. In the middle of the day my mood suddenly went tiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuuu all the way down and i'm just so pissed suddenly and unexplainably pissed off at almost anything but hmm, it was cotrolled cuz i didnt flare up at any1.. I was rather confused and curious wat the hell was up..

I remained puzzled until... I went to the toilet.. then i was like oooooooooooooooohhhh no wonder.. Zzzzzzzzzzzz Dont ask, if u kno means u kno if u dont too bad!

CMSK was a total disaster. I screwed up my OP and wat the hell, i didnt kno wat i was thinking.. Hmmm, after CMSK we went to the lab and did some Database System assignment thang.. Then i walked with pong to actually take 27 at the bustop somewhere not around the school. But in the end i pang seh him and took 168 cuz it came 1st. Where was i going? Yup i went to Giant as in the TripleTrio.. Hmm tat's wat i call the location smwhere in Tampines Ave 10 where there's the Big IKEA, COURTS and GIANT is at.

I went to Giant to buy the bunch of pens and stack of paper for Toastmasters' Chapter Meeting. I had 25 bux(abt there) so i didnt think i cd buy anythng else cuz i was supposed to pass to Min Yi some money for my make up. Then i'm supposed to go to Courts to check out the price of lappy so tat the ppl can buy lappy for our company's advisor's bday. Went to the ATM and guess wat?!

DADDY TRANSFERED MONEY TO ME!!!
Nope i'm not loaded just enuf to get me some decent pants.. hehe Ofcourse daddy's lil princess wd wanna spend em cash! haha And i still have a few left to pay up bills.. zzzzzz responsibilities.. no matter how hard u wanna get rid of them, they'll still stick around like u want them..

Anywhoose, i seriously need sleep so tat i can actually wake up early and hv time to ge tmy make up done. Cuz my classmate said i look like a ghost without my make up. Which i didnt notice cuz some1 else told me "Fina, y do u put on make up? u look the same with or without it." wth? u blind?! I mean she's the only living person in the world tt told me tat.. hahah anywhoose love ya baby gurl.. maybe the make up u saw on me was an xpress not intended to be "make up" make up.. Damn i seriously need sleep now.. GTG, meet ya in my dreams

2009-07-12T02:16:00.003+08:00

OOoooo, i didnt blog for like days.. I just quite reached home, well nt really. I arrived at about 1250+ almost 1 am.. Was just done settling with company admin stuffs and FACIAL!! haha yea, i washed my face, cleanse it, tone it, and masked it.. OOOO i feel so fresh mahn!

Okay, the agenda for tonight is or shall i say this morning's.. I'mma blog abt wat happened the night befor yesterday's night's night.. I think. Umm to not confuse you, i'm gonna blog abt wat happened tonight, today, last night, yesterday, the night before and the day of "the night before".. Clearer enuff? Oh wells, just read..

Tonight was AWESOME!! i would actually say GRAWESOME that's great + awesome.. Got it from Lily. Well i should start from the day. Woke up later than i was supposed to(as usual). Helped mummy on how to use my lappy, changed the pipehead(if tat's wat u call it). As i mentioned i do the man's job of the house. Put up a double deck bed(BY MYSELF, not exagerating really by myself as in 1 pair of hands) drill shelves to the walls and i'm sure there were other man job that i did, and now added a new 1 to the list. Change the pipe head, cus it broke.

Rushing to get ready and asked my mum to cook faster cuz i was running sorta late. I cdnt do express make up, i need an outing make up and i was rushing it like hella. Had a quick brunch and head out. I was really rushing. U see i have to meet the rest at Ang Mo Kio MRT at 1 and i left home at about 12.40+ the bus came like at abt 1250++ yup not possible to get there at 1pm sharp.

U may ask wat was i rushing for. Ouh, there's the Toastmasters District 80 Division S Club Officers training. Phew, that's a mouthful!(if tat's wat its called) haha it was so informational, useful i wd say! but like any other thinggy that's related to tat kinda thing, ofcourse it was making me restless and sorta boooooooooored... Oo, and the Toastmasters of the Day!!! woah, i dunno why bt i seem to hv a problem with him.. haha Dude, sorry.. it might fade but for the timebeing, i dunno why, i just sorta dont like you (sorta my ass!) soooooorrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!

Anywhoose, the networking part was umm "interesting" i didnt manage to network much with ppl. ooooo watevvs.. Yea, so after the briefing thinggy we had a debrief by out dear president Mr Ayanari. It was at AMK Hub, some Japanese Cafe.. Ooooo i tell you, the oreo cookies shake gives u orgasms man!! ahhhhhhh it was GRAWESOME i tell you!

Then we were supposed to watch the "Sumpah Orang Minyak" at the Singapore something museum. then would go for the Arts festival that starts at 1030. BUT!!! A BIG FAT BUT!! It was raining like crazy and we were stuck at Dhoby Ghaut and cdnt go to the museum so we decided to kia kia at Plaza Singapura. Apparently the first shop that i saw when we went up the escalator and freak hell it was like damn freakin ryte infrnt of the escalator was this BRIGHT and PINK shop!! I just had to go inside! haha and guess wat, it's FULL OF MAKE UP STUFFS!!!! ahhh i felt like i've stepped in a heaven on earth. there's like everything there. Hmm, it's korean brand so they actually have ppl standing at the entrance saying ANAHASEYO(if tat's how u spell it) evrytime sm1 walks in!! I tried on like, lip gloss, a lil of eyeshadow. Yea and as i was trying on the eyeshadow, suddenly keph said tt his mom said tt he needs to get a toner. And right behind me was whew i wd say the toner thinggymejikuhmeblobber. Yea, so i told him come lemme tone yo face haha. and kephren (who doesnt trust me with his face in a "place" full of make up) was shall i say RELUCTANT. And me as usual, wnt take no for an answer. ORDERED him to get some cotton.. haha so i toned the left side of his face with the (some toner that exfolliates dead skin) and toned the right side of his face with (some calming yadayada toner). Heyy, its called TESTING?!!

OO, i also brushed some foundation on his hands.. OOOO the funny part is, Cheryl was sooo cute. She actually told him tat its permanent, it'll permanently be there and it slowly absorbs in and lets nature takes its course and guess wat?! HE FREAKIN FELL FOR IT! it was super funny u shd see the freaked out reaction of his face.. haha so adorable. OOOOOO and i also put some lip gloss on his lips!! haha. So cute. He was like no fina no.. haha and you kno me. wnt take no for an answer. hahah super hilarious i tell you. eventually he was like ughhh fine!! hahahah he managed to get it off tho. the only thing that i cnt cnvince him to do and i wasnt serious in wanting him to do was put on some eyeshadow and nailpolish hahah. Cute lah he. HAHA Hmm then we went to cotton on, Cheryl bought sunnies and a flowery skirt which i think is totally cute but something i'll nvr wear cuz i dun like to wear flowery stuffs. i like to look at thm on ppl!! then we went KFC for our dinner.

So it's time to head off!! Cheryl's gonna take a bus at PS and Kephren and i were to pass by Haji Lane and get our bus at the Madrasah Aljunied's cemetry thinggy to get our bus home. Cuz he wanna say hi to his dudes at Haji lane.. So as we were walkin then we saw that the art festival thinggy was still on. So we walked there and saw ppl FLOATING IN CIRCLES AND A LIL FIREWORKS! haha it was sooo cool. It was a bummer cuz Cheryl didnt get to see the last part of the festival. ooo, so we continued walking blablabla, keph managed to say hi to his dudes and yea, we took the bus.. And shared a lil some some i wd say.. ooooooooooo

Yea, i alight first and u kno if i alight at behind MPSS bustop i'd have to walk through this freakin alley and it just rained OMG FROGS INVASION was goin on.. eeeeeerrrrrrrr freakin creepy i tell you. It's like i keep seeing one after the other. and i was texting kephren in order to distract me or i might have fainted there. (exageration i suppose) that summed up my day today! NOW LETS TALK ABOUT YESTERDAY! (timecheck: 3 am)

TGIF!!! yea, superb. the night before, i didnt sleep the whole night. Chiong CSAD report. Ugh, dnt feel like talking abt it. Cuz i didnt do much durin tat sleepless hours. Hmm, and as i mentioned b4.. my make up supply is drained. So i seriously need to do some make up shopping. So decided to do it on tt day. And really wanna ditch Law tutorial. So i left house at like about 12++ i thot after i shop for make up and if i wd reach sch on time, i'd go for the tutorial.

Since i really had the freakin ass-ed urge to skip it i actually let the promoter show me stuffs and lemme try em. usually i really like to shove thm away cuz i dn feel comfortable standing nx to me, staring at me while i try on make up. So i was takin my own sweet time and hope tt i wnt make it in time for tutorial.I bought the L'Oreal true match foundation kit. It's the liquid foundation plus the pressed powder at freakin $39.90 ONLY!! ooo, i just had to get it.. Hmm thn the lady was sayin smth abt some membership thinggy and since i was actually listening to DBSK singin thru my headphones so i was like yea yea and i actually get a free gift from purchasing that thinggy.. Then i looked at the time.. AWW MAN! i still hv time to be just in time for Law..ugh so i slowly walked to the interchange..

Oo, and i decided to stop by at Ta Zhiang to see if they have any good cheap eyeliners. and apparently i'd rather by a freakin 20 bucks eyeliner than the ones there.. so i wasted a good 5 min or so of my time.. Then i walked to the bustop after the interchange cuz apparently 23 is about to leave the berth when i was walkin towards it.

And the freaking GOOD NEWS IS when i alighted at school bustop, it was exactly 2.15pm.. Ooo i'll be marked late a.k.a absent cuz it starts at 2pm might as well as be really absent for it. haha. So i headed to the toilet and did my make up. Cuz i left my house without make up today.. haha i met debbie in the toilet tho i took half an hour to get my make up done.. oo, i tell you.. spending about 40 bucks of foundation is so worth it. ahhh, the feeling so shuang i tell you!!

So was just slackin in the lab.. did some last minute preparation for my speech later in the night cuz there's Toastmasters chapter meeting and i'm doing my project 2 speech. It was sorta last minute cuz i was informed to do my speech like on wednesday and i was chionging for my assignments. The submission was this day so the only time i was actually free to draft out the speech.

Ooo, then Celebrate our dear Guo Hong's birthday.. Had cake and all.. For more detailed blog post on it.. Read it from my class blog you can find the link in my Link list... oooo Linked list, DSAG!! haha But ofcourse not now though, cuz i need to finish this freakin long post first. and i have to download all the 128 pics taken frm Hairiandy's camera as well as wait for the videos and other pics from Kang Long's phone and whoever's camera or phone took pics when they were having his bday dinner. Cuz i wasnt there.

Ooo, it was time for Toast!! We actually had to take our temperature before the meeting. So Edward and i walked to the Library to get it and the journey to and from the library, all along, he was edward-ing.. Kephren knows the term. my first temp check was 37.7 ooo trigerring temp. She asked to wait awhile. Then took again it was 37.8 thn it became 37.0 thn finally 36.5.. WAT THE?? i knowwwwwwwwwwwww

Oh wells.. Toast was awesome, well i did my speech and i thnk it was terrible. I somehow choked in the middle.. And ppl cd tell tt i was actually not so prepared. hehe oh wells, everything was great.. The audience was awesome and ugh everything is great evn tho getting evaluators was rather screwed up ish.. But it turned out that Cheryl, Edward and Sok Leng can evaluate!! U guys were great.. Umm, and usual Neranja gave a super great speech. And she just scares me somehow as in her speech is rather scary.. like there's this scary element to it. expecially when she's stressing her point. She can make a good discipline mistress or shall i say Principal? hmm, u may nvr know....

Then we had a debrief which ended like at about 2315 or so and my last bus leaves at abt 2317.. And all along when we were having the freakin loooooong meeting, Renga and Ruth were waiting for us. And he said he's gonna spon cab.. WOOT~~~ so we can actually go for dinner or shall i say supper hehe OMG, THAT NIGHT WAS SUPER HILARIOUS i tell you. I've never seen that side of Cheryl before, and it was sorta not soo day-to-day kinda thing to see that side of Sok Leng hmm, all of us were sleepless just the night before and u can roughly guess wat these bunch of sleepless ppl can do at about close to midnight until abt 1++am.?!

It was super whacked out i tell you. I shall blog in details.. (Timecheck:4.09 am)
it all starts after the meeting ended.. Ok, we got out of the LT and saw Renga and Ruth. We were like discussing abt "some1" who has a very strong indian accent.. OMG and all the way frm TP to Mac at Tampines West, every1 was imitating indian accents OMG super hilarious. tt includes Cheryl and Sok Leng.. It was just plain awesome.. haha fooling around.. Umm, we chose to jay walk, instead of climbing up the freakin bridge.. And we're all in the crazy mode..

Then Cheryl was talking on the phone and we're walking like aimless ppl.. Made a pit stop right after we crossed over, some wd say free parking.. Then suddenly Cheril wandered off to the other direction we've decided to take.. And we're like where are you going?? While on the phone she was giving us this cute blurr face we goin prata ryte? haha then we told her we've decided to take this route so she was like oh ok.. and on our way there a few hilarious moments popped up. We were like discussing Kephren's hierarchy of "relationship" wise.

Sok Leng, is his wife and I'm his girlfriend and Cheryl is his mistress. Then Cheryl said " U'RE SUCH A BITCH!" Kephren was paranoid (in a kephren way, u shd kno how) "ooooo she called me a bitch" he just keeps goin on and on at her callin him a bitch.. Well, apparently she was talkin on the fon and it was nt meant for him but he still went on with the "but she called me a bitch" *with the kephren face*. And we continued our journey to the Prata house. And Cheryl mentioned smthing abt black mafia well cuz majority of us were wearing black. Then kephren started with his "kephren-ing" again "she called me black mafia thnx ah" Hmm, when u read it here its really nt tt funny u shd really have been there the xpressions were priceless.. But if u kno kephren long enuff just imagine it, real hard. U'd know its super hilarious.

Then we reached the prata house but it was crowded, no space for us. Then we're like hmm maybe we shd go to mac. Oooo and Cheryl gve this cute adorable expression "hmmm, no prata?" Then suddenly we're jst standing there like a bunch of hobos discussing abt the authencity of prata. hahaha then we finally decide to go to mac.. Bought food and continued our screwed up hilarious shit.

We continued talking abt kephren's "relationship" hierarchy thing you cant say its love triangle cuz its definitely a polygon and we're too lazy to actually count the thinggies.. So apparently Sok Long is his wife, they have 16 children in Africa together and they dont see them, the just pay sm money for donation to feed them. Cheryl, his mistress. Apparently he treats her like a queen but they have no children together and he said that she cd have all his money. And me, Kephren's girlfriend. Apparently we have a child together, named Jhin Chee and his parents i shall name Shuenn Bin and Shalinee knows about us they dont know abt his wife and mistress yet. And the custody of our child is under me.

It doesnt end there. There's more. Just wait for it!! Apparently me, kephren's girlfriend, is BI so guess who's her lesbian partner?? Sok Leng, kephren's wife! OO, and apparently Kephren has a gay partner, whom apparently has an affair... Guess with who? with me! kephren's girlfriend.. Cheryl was like.. wow ppl leave me outta this. haha then we were just talking some random shits and Cheryl, haha so cute... She was too engrossed in her fillet o fish tt she dsnt really get wat's goin on in the conversation.. Her blurr expression was priceless.. We talked abt other hilarious things, but i cnt really rmb wat they were.. watchu xpect? we're like a bunch of drunk hobos haha

It was about 1 am and we thot tat it's time to head home.. Renga is scared tat he might nt hv enuff cash for cab so we went to the atm and on the way to the atm, was a hilarious journey as well.. Renga, being his normal self.. he wd sniff things.. Yea, he sniffed bananas, crabs, turnips omg.. it was hilarious.. and Cheryl, she's just plain cute.. She was carrying her bag and walking zombie-ishly and she looked like a lil girl dragging her teddy and blankie who just woke up early in the morning and walked to the kitchen and asked "mommy, wat's for breakfast"

Hmm apparently, Renga is rather short of cash and Cheryl lent some to him. Anywhoose, yea we had serious bad ass fun and hope to do it again. I thnk i shall stop now, i'm getting sleepy.. time check 4.51 WOW!!

2009-07-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

Time check, 10.43. Hmm, i've been infront of my com for literally 3 hours. Supposed to be doing my work but something is preventing me. 7+ i wanted to start reading my groupmates' parts and gonna compile them, ended up dozing off right infront of my lappy, my hands were still on it. Woo then my mom's fone rang. Ok, i woke up but still have the sleepy sensation(is there such term)? Did a few changes to my blog. i wd say minor changes.

Omg, suddenly i lost the feel to blog. Be back laterz

2009-07-08T23:10:00.002+08:00

Damn, i just reached home. I know i've been blogging a lil too much today. But i just wanna set out my to-do list for tonight as in before the sun rises.

1) watch tv
2) do laudry (mummy's coming home tmr)
3) prepare my project 2 speech
4) do my part of the CSAD report
5) i thnk there's smthng else to do i jz cnt remember.

Hmm i think i better get going, c ya.

2009-07-08T18:29:00.003+08:00

Law lecture.. Ugh, it's another sleeping pill other than OOAD.

It's interesting but the dude lecturing, woah the way he talk. God bless me, i buay tahan i tell you.

No, the law lecture wasnt just now. It's now. Yes, i am in the freakin lecture theatre blogging while he's giving lecture. And i accidentally dozed off for a bit. My head was nodding rawkin the house down. Hmm, rather embarassing cuz i know no1 here. So i'd rather blog than sleep away.

Hmm, wat are we learning today? LAW OF CONTRACT. Hmm, it's really interesting but as i mentioned u kno wat. And wat other things can i do while in the lecture. Here's wat i can do..

CAMWHORE!

Hey, i'm bored ok. Hmm, laterz i gotta head to the office. As usual, no1 for my free dinner number 2 hopefully they wnt hv a meeting hehe

Hmm, should i chill with them boys in the lab and go in late to the office or call cik mahani and ask if she cd pick me up frm school? haha too late, i sms-ed her ald.

Ofcourse no, i didnt ask whthr she cd pick me up. I asked wat time wd she be leavin home and i finish lessons at 7. hoho.. is it the same as askin whthr she cd pick me up? umm, i thnk so. Aiyo, so shameless lah fina!

Hmm, i dont really see the point of attending law lectures. There's no exam and the tutorial damn slack. I thnk i can just download the lecture materials for reference to do the project. I think he's about to end the lecture. cuz he covered 2 elements to form a Contract. and there's 2 more left..

AWW FALSE ALARM! he's gonna cover 1 more element.
Time check: 6.44 he's still not done. he usually ends like 6.30+ ugh.. agony. I think tat's about wat i'll blog. If i were to wait for the whole thing to be over this post is gonna be super long, so chaul

2009-07-08T11:17:00.004+08:00

Back posting, was supposed to post last nite after i got back from the office but was too engrossed in the tv. Or should i say to? Watever it is. Yea, when i was posting my previous post i was watching bordertown ryte? Yea the movie was awesome. Should i tell u wat it's about? Or should i just skip it. Hmm, i thnk i shall skip it but all i'll tell you is that the movie was awesome or should i say is?

Oh wells, i was supposed to reach the office at 8 cuz the class starts at 8. But i decided that i was gonna head out from home at about 8pm but the movie ended like at about 7+ so i was lookin for wat to do. OOOO!! FRIENDS WAS ON! so i watched it till 8. come in a lil late hehe. Hmm, cik mas called. Askin wat time i was coming and whether to save some food for me. Ya ofcourse i need food! I'm like trying not to eat outside as far as possible to save money.

I've got my priorities right. Make up or food? Of course make up!! DUH! cuz my foundation is like *umm, i'm literally wiping off foundation off the base of the container*. Yup, that bad. When u get ur priorities right, u can choose. Hmm, how do u thnk i can survive without ciggarettes even tho at times the agony is like all over. But i have to choose, smoke or make up?! haha of course make up!!

Anywhoose, i managed to settle the admin stuffs. I'm done informing the members about the upcoming chapter meeting, sumbitted seal points thinggy for the previous chapter meeting. Done email-ing Singapore Press Holding to publish the company's upcoming seminar. Hmm, wat else am i done with? Oo, done some parts of the report. Just a lil more work to it and it should be done. Hmm, OOAD? Nahhh not yet, nt even close.

Ooo, i have something just recently added to my plate. I need to prepare my project 2 speech for this Friday's chapter meeting. Ooo, today is gonna be a long day. I'll get home at about 11pm again tat's if the IPA duaiz do not call up for meeting. Hmm, if they dont hv the meeting tonight then when are they gonna start discussing about the upcoming Official Opening Ceremony of the company?

And yes, i've been put to charge on admin issues. I'm done with designing the invitation card, just waiting for approval and their decision on to how its gonna be printed. Hmm...

What am i doing now? Well, the teacher's not here and i'm so proud of my class cuz we're so guai kia and the teacher definitely didnt make a mistake in trusting us. She didnt come to class and asked me to email her the attendance and we're the guai kia students doing our work in the lab. If it were some other class, i thnk u'd see the lab empty. hahaz

yah, i was just done with some parts of the report as i mentioned earlier. So now since i've got nothng to do, i'm just blogging.

Btw, did i mention wat i did ryte after i got back from the office? I thnk i didnt.. Hmm, well i reached home at about 11++ yah and two and a half men was on. So i watched that. followed by Over her dead body, followed by Dreamgirls(beyonce's in it) lastly followed by Hannah Montana and a lil but of kim possible but i decided to sleep. So Kim possible is outta the list. And wat time did i sleep? 3 am! I actually turned on the tv to keep me awake so tat i can get the report done. But instead, the tv became the reason tat i wasnt doing the report last nite. But i managed to do it today so... watevers.. The tiny movie marathon i had was great. the movies were great.

Hmm wat else am i supposed blog about but i missed out. Hmm, i thnk that's about it for now. Be back blogging laterz.. chaul

2009-07-07T17:43:00.002+08:00

I just quite reach home, was watching Michael Jackson Official All Time Top 40. Donr ask why there was nothing good on tv well, till now. Bordertown is playing in star moview, it seems like a good show J.Lo is in it. I love her accent, the way she talks is just so cute. haha
*winks2 ANTONIO BANDERAS is in it too*

Anywhoose, school was aite. I came in a lil not so late. Had apple juice instead of my usual oat milk cuz i had cheesecake in the morning.

OMG, for the love of God I survived 3 hours straight of OOAD. For lab, my companion was the freakin sequence diagram. was too into doing the sequence diagram and had lil short break with FMLs in between. And as for the lecture, my lappy was my companion. I was just lookin on wat's hot on twitter. Seems tat Rev Run was one of the hot topics.

Haha, so tat i was wat i was doing during OOAD lecture. Researching on Rev Run and bz reading his inspirational quotes. Then, i've decided to give the DSAG lecturer a chance. So i switched off my lappy and decided to listen. Well, apparently my attention span is very short. Yea, i fell asleep halfway.

Hmm, i do wish to blog more but as i mentioned. My attention span is short, i wanna concentrate on the movie. bloggin laterz..

2009-07-06T21:27:00.002+08:00

Yaw! back from the run. Phew sweat it off like i took a shower, heyyy watchu expect?! Circuit Rd is not small eh. So was just done with dinner and settling some toast stuffs and still waiting for Pong's email. Hmm, no where in sight.

Wat am i supposed to do now? I'm supposed to be doing OOAD, but just the thought of OOAD makes me wanna doze off. And we're supposed to show Mr Bong the sequence diagram tmr, not too sure if we were to show the database design as well. hmm? smthng is definitely not right, cuz i feel so free now.

BTW, i just knew that the subject selection results are out already. Selfish people, never share. Woot, i got E-Commerce Tech a.k.a ECT. haha hmm, the first time i'm excited over an IT-related stuff. Cant wait to grab the diploma and get the hell outta here.

I was just looking at my friends picture. I see her, like so lucky.. I mean, she's happily married, blessed with a beautiful daughter, and just recently graduated and freakin living in NEW ZEALAND!! I so envy her, serious! That's how i see my life as. anywhoose, stop dreaming, back to reality. In order to get there i need to bust my ass off and work freakin damn hard for it. Wat do u think? should i straight away get out of singapore and find a uni preferably NZ or Aussie or get a job and work for a bit? watcha thnk? cuz i just cant wait to get out of here.

Ok, i'm just rambling about cuz i dunno wat to blog about. So i shall stop now.

2009-07-06T19:53:00.003+08:00

For a few seconds, blogger.com was bitchin at me. Hpmh! It already knows that i'm in a rush and just wanna do a quick post. Well, last nite is the first time i'm sleeping on my OWN bed ever since i've brought in the not-so-comfy couch under my bed. The sleep was full of suang-ness i would say. I was then wondering y is it that i dont really like sleeping up there.

1. I'd have to climb up the ladder to get to my bed
2. If the weather is hot, it's like a freakin oven up there.
3. I'd have to carry my tiny lil "aircon" up
4. If i happen to hv the sudden awakening realising i'm late for sch, I'll bump my head to the ceiling, sad huh.

But since it rained last nite. Woah, i cuddled up to my blankie and soft pillow and just dont wanna wake up this morning.

My mom is off to INDO today, yea she left already. I have the house to myself for the next 4 days. After school, i had lunch and head straight. Something i'll barely do. But since no1's at home. I thnk tat shall be my routine. The power to blast music on ur bad ass sound system is so SUANG i tell you. Ever since i step in the house, i was blasting off music @shuffle mode. All the random songs were playing haha COOL, AWESOME!

I was actually waiting for Pong to email me the things tat i'm supposed to do for CSAD. but till now, nada..

Ooo, its 8 ald. Yea, as i mentioned earlier. I'm rushing. I need to go for a run. So i shall be back and add on a few stuffs. for now, chaul..

2009-07-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hmm lookin at the last part of my previous post. I'm inspired to talk about my past. As in my childhood moments. The moments of my life that i dreaded most was when i was 8-10. These moments are like hell!! and i am not exagerating.

When i was 8, that was when my parents got divorced. If u didnt kno, me and my dad are like tight. I wnt say i dnt love my mom or bro, i'm just closer to my dad and even tho he's not always around, i still prefer him to my mom, tat was then, i dont hv much of a choice now, do i?

So the divorce really hit me, HARD! I was really affected from it.Maybe i wasnt the only one. My mom was scary. Especially when she's pissed off, she beats like i mean hella. Anything in her reach, glass, mugs, anything she'll just throw it at u. She even put my room on fire once, it was small but still i was just a kid i was freakin out. We had "disturbance" and the house suddenly became "unclean" after the divorce.

Apart from the emotional shits that i had to deal with, i still have school. We're nt too comfortable with ppl knowing our parents are divorced, and we're tryna keep it on the DL. I just like told a few of the friends that i sorta trust. So any one asked we just go like O, he's dead. Then when they found out they were like oo, u guys lied. Ur dad's still alive.

Thnx to my psychotic step mum callin up the school, coming to school and the friggin big-assed mouth teacher i was talking about earlier. So everyone now knows. SHITHEADS!! And i aint a fan of the school either. Woah the ppl, damn stuck up! I do hv frens but not much and they just seem to hv a prob with me.

Well, school usuallly ends at about 6. Apart from school, i have like 2 tuitions and music lessons on the weekends. Tuitions are like usually after school, so after sch the busdriver wd drop me off at my tuition center and my bro wd bring my clothes and dinner there. I'd change in the toilet in the tuition centre and eat under the void deck. So it was rather hectic.

Get home, back to the all crazy shit things. There was also a time where my mum ran away frm the house for a day. Cuz she cdnt stand my bro and i or smth. We did fine when she ran, cuz i kno how to cook. It didnt really bother us tat she left.

Then there was this era where my dad decides to fight for the house that we're livin in. So we're like homeless people lookin for people who's actually take us in. I mean my mom isnt working that moment was really difficult for us. I seriously miss that house. There was space, can actually move about in the house.

I can honestly say that, when i was livin in tat house. Not even a day passed without me crying. If it isnt my mom who made me cry, or my bro dissing me till i cry or i'll just sit and cry. I almost went crazy, i talk to my dolls i play with my dolls. This may sound bad but i aint too fancy abt my mom during tat timing. It's just too difficult. Couldnt just wait to leave the house.

During tat period we have also isolated ourselves from our family members.For a few yeard we didnt see or meet our relatives. During that age, i was rather traumatized (due to personal issues that i wish to not mention)

Till finally, my mom attended some talk or smth. The dude who gv the talk had a school in KL and my mom was like it was good blablabla. I immediately said yes, without consideration. So get packing, ready to head off. Finally outta the house. When we got to KL, the school tat the dude was talkin abt doesnt provide student pass for international student. Then the immigration recommended the school tt i attended in KL. International Islamic School.

So that's where the history begins. I shall skip wat happens there. All u need to kno is tat when i was there, i can honestly say that i dont miss home at all. People there get home sick syndrome, but i usually get the sick of home sydrome. I dread holidays cuz tat wd mean i wnt see my frens and definitely wd have to go home.

My misery slowly starts dying off after i went to KL. I'm no longer the miserable kid dreading life, leading a lonely life. I learnt to live, be happy and the meaning of friendship, affection and everythng i can learn. i learnt frm there.

Well, while i was there. The govt was kind to let us rent a house and my mum managed to sell the house. Imagine downgrading from a 4A apartment to a 2-room apartment. It's like friggin cramped. Damn i cnt breathe in this house. It's been 6 years we're living here and up till now i still hv a doubt tat we ald sold the house. I accept the fact tat i'm now living in the cramped house, i jz cant believe it.

Well there are things that i missed out in talking abt how shit my chilhood was like. But i'm too tired to post them. I'll just add them sm other time.

2009-07-05T21:27:00.003+08:00

Ever since i did one of the notes tagging shit in facebook, i've been inspired to listen to my songs in shuffle mode. Cuz i have like thousand over songs, and there are songs that i've nvr heard of and when i listen to songs, i listen to the ones that i hv listened before. So i'm like being biased to my songs hmm, tat sounds awkward. Anywhoose, about the facebook note tagging thing. The details are as follows..

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Kasih.. (Rio Febrian)
Hmm? y wd i say that?

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
It's you (by westlife.)
Nvr actually heard this song but from listening to some parts of it it's sorta linked

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Dik.. ------ (Wali)
Hmm, its a rather lovely song but. the link of how i feel today?

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
I Love LA ------ Young Dre The Truth
WTH? are u serious?

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love is never gone ------ TVXQ
Yea, sorta true!!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Hot Stuff ------ PCD
U'VE GOT TO BE KIDDING MEEH?! haha conincedential

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
She will beloved ------ Maroon 5
Yea, she will. The song sorta suits her

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
I have a dream ------ Westlife
Sure thing, i do usually think about my dreams..

WHAT IS 2+2?
Shoot out ------ Souljah Boi
Hmm, interesting

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lagu cinta (love song) ------ Ungu
Yea, i love my best friends especially the bestest one.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Mainan cinta(love game) ------ Achik and Nana
Wow, its written up there like. So i dont really love the person, it cd be just a game? hmm, make sense to me

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Surah Luqman (a recitation piece of the Quran, a story about a man who gives advices to his child. This piece is known for "Character")
Wow! interesting. Did u kno that it is advised that a pregnant mother should recite this piece on the second stage of pregnancy so that the baby inshaallah would be instilled with good character?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Cant wait till later ------ Bobby Valentino
Yea, the only thing i dread the most doing.. WAITING!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Ladies night ------ Atomic Kitten
Ooo.. haha nope u're not thinking wat i'm thinking..

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Still loving you ------ Scorpions
Awww.. that's just so sweet

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Dont tell me ------ Hoobastank
Haha really? cool the meaning of the song sorta match the wedding theme but, the music?? How are we supposed to dance to the rock head banging part?

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sekali dan terakir (once and the last) ------ Elkasih
OMG, that's so sweet.. haha serious, i feel like crying now.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Running away ------ Hoobastank
Yea!! i just love to run away. DENIALS, RUNAWAY frm anything and everything that i can run away from

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Candyman ------ Christina Aguilera
Err, ok that's rather disturbing

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Menanti sebuah jawapan (Waiting for an answer) ------ Padi
Yahh!!! Once again, the word wait!

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
One man show ------ Jonas Brothers
Haha duhh, do u xpect me to drag sm1 wit me wen i'm dying?

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Surah Nahl (another piece frm the koran. Hmm, i shall research on wat this piece is about.)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Berhenti berharap (stop hoping) ------ Sheila on 7
Hmm, i thnk i'll be able to get the link wen i'm a lil older.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Back to your heart. ------ Backstreet Boys
Hmm, i am a lil clingy at times. Sometimes my ego is too high to show it or i'm nt tat too clingy on u that i show it all the time.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Langit tak mendengar (the sky doesnt/cant listen) ------ Peterpan
From the title, its a lil vague but wen u get to the meaning of the song, it is sorta true. U try asking humans, they cnt giv u the answer, u ask the sky, it'd ignore u.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Pintaku yang terakhir (my last hope) ------ Dayang Nurfaizah
Wow! i wonder how

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
My everything ------ 98 degrees
Wow! the person tat likes me, please tell me cuz u're my everything. (i thnk)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Who's gonna love you ------ PCD
Yea, i think if i could i would. (wow, i sound so ungrateful for the love given)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Us against the world ------ Westlife
really? wow!!

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
May the horse be with you... ------Relient K
Interesting.. haha

Awkward, creepy but oh wells.. I was just done blogging about out class BBQ tat took place during the term break at our class blog. You can check it out by clicking on my class blog link located at Links. I've posted pictures as well. There's one thing tat happened during the BBQ tat i didnt post there.

Well i was just standing there doing smth, cant rmb wat. And some of the guys were playing soccer. And they accidentally kicked the ball at me guess where it hit??
MY CHEST!!

WTS?! it was damn painful, i thot i cd just faint there. But it was rather embarassing, holding on to ur freakin sore chest infront of a bunch of dudes lookin at u askin whthr u're ok. OMG, it took me like a few min lag to be able to ans them to say i'm ok, just go. Serious it was freakin painful. The sore lasted for more than a week. i was scared that there might be some dunno wat effects.

Anywhoose, yea.. I woke up like abt 11 am this morning. Dilly dallying taking my own sweet time till my mum called asking me to get my ass to the office like ASAP cuz they have a job for me to do. Well, so headed there and as usual the dudes at the restaurant there would disturb me everytime i walk-by. After the seminar, we headed down and had dinner there. And we reached home at 7++. It was raining friggin heavily. So now i'm just blogging and gonna do my work laters.

BTW, my dad just called. So talked to him and all. He was like showing interest in my studies. Haha he was like can i go to your school and look around and see watchu up to and all. Since you were a kid i've nvr been to ur sch to see kno more abt wat u're studying. Except last time when i came to school u ran away, tat was rude.

Hey, c'mon wat do u xpect?! U were 8 and ur freakin big-assed-mouth teacher talks abt ur parents divorce infrnt of the whole class, sayin serve u right ur dad go find another wife in Indonesia. She's got a mouth like a freakin TEMPAYAN. Having ur friggin step mom calling the school. And ppl saying tat u're most likely gonna b kidnapped by ur dad cuz u're like his favourite, daddy's lil princess. With a psychotic **^&#(*&@$! step mom. Wont u be traumatized??

2009-07-05T01:33:00.002+08:00

My arms are all sore mostly because of yesterday's so-called "weightlifting". How can a pathetic 2 KG dumbbell cause such pain in my arms. I'm such a girl. Wait, i am a girl. Ugh i have weak arms and hands. Furthermore i was sending out mass emails to the newbies of TPTM. It was over 100 email adds to copy paste.

My eyes are strained. Its just 1:36 and i'm already tired and sleepy. Thank GOD!! If not i'll still be snooping around the net looking for things to do just cuz its not past 3 am yet. bad sleeping disorders. Anywhoose, ryte after this post. I'mma wash my face and straightaway doze off. (That's if, i could)

Did i mention that i didnt go for the morning invitation that i was supposed to go to b4 the movies. Turns out tat my mom decided to go at noon. So nope, i bailed on her. hehe

I shall go now, my head is givin my the signs and my lappy is getting hot on me. so i shall make my move now. Chaul!

2009-07-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

Just sorta got home. Yea, i mentioned i was goin out wit them bois today. Hmm, or should i say tag along. Cuz i really dont know wat will be happening today. All i know, we'll be watching movie. And yes, i watched Transformers2 u may say FINALLY but hey, it was worth it.. Haha free tix babe! haha

It was actually the 10th BGM for the Punggol CC YC. The GOH was Mr George Yeo. The movie will be screened right after the BGM at four. The BGM ended like about 330 or 320 so there was time for quick lunchbite. So Renga and i went to BK to grab a bite. We managed to came in just in time for the movie.

Transformers 2 was aite.. Haha it was awesome. Luckily i didnt go with my classmates the other time. Hmm i actually have to settle a few stuff right now. so i shall get blogging laterz.

2009-07-03T23:46:00.002+08:00

If u followed my post yesterday, I mentioned that i was in my grandma's house.
Well i wanna Thank God that
IT'S FINALLY FRIDAY!!
As usual i had a pathetic 2 hour-lesson which would usually end in less than 2 hours. Since i've spent the night at my grandma's house, wd hv to head to school from my grandma's house. However, my mum wants me to follow her home first. So i got ready earlier, my mum sounded as if we're getting out as soon as i finished shower.

Well, it didnt turn out that way. She hasnt showered yet, she was still cooking and dilly daliying. I'll just cut the story short, we were still shopping at sheng siong when it was already 1230. My lessons starts at 2 and i have to get out of my house at about 1 in order to get to school on time. Well we got in the cab and stuck in the jam for a few min cuz the ah pek took the dunno wat route. And i was arguing wit my mum saying it was her fault, then she was like no, it's ur fault blablabla.

I was rushing to school and oh well, i reached the tutorial room at about 1410 +-.. So i wasnt considered late. Well we learnt about criminal procedures code, interesting. As usual, tutorial ended early. Then i was sleeping like a pig in the bus didnt quite notice wat was happening in the bus. Then as usual, i'll get a sudden awakening when i'm close to my destination. I looked at the time immediately when i alighted from the bus. It was 1610. wow the lesson was supposed to end at 1600. haha cool huh.

Actually, i'm supposed to have a photoshoot and meeting this evening. it got canceled, had to accompany my mum to parents' seminar instead. well, i'm typing rather slow now cuz only typing with one hand. the other hand is bz weightlifting haha, not so fancy, its just a 2kg dumbbell(if tats hw u spell it).

Tomorrow wd b an interesting day. Goin out for movies with the 2 indian bois of my life. i have an invitation to attend in the morning tho. So looking forward for tomorrow.
BTW!! i'm more thrilled about nx week. I'll be having the house to myself for the whole 4 days. My mum wd be off to BANDUNG and my bro duhh TEKONG so freedom, here i come. Well actually not really cuz i hv assignments to take it away frm me.

oh wells, i think that's about it for now. need to continue my workout.

2009-07-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm, the briefing at Tampines East CC was ok. We have an idea of wat we're supposed to do. so the launchin of
DIGITAL COMMUNITY @ TAMPINES EAST
wd be at
July 18th 2009
2-7pm
Tampines Mall Open Plaza

The GOH is MP Mah.... I dont really know how to spell his name.

Now i'm in my grandma's house all the way in Commonwealth. Can you imagine, all the way from Tampines East CC to Commonwealth. Haha, i was havin sorta jetlag(haha) yarryte. 1 hour plus of bus and mrt ride. OMG it was tiring. I was actually gonna blog abt smthng but i rather forgot wat i was gonna blog about. so i shall just stop now, would continue next time.

2009-07-02T15:11:00.003+08:00

Finally, i managed to finish the changing of my blogskin. Well, it may seem easy u just copy and paste the codes. However there are somethings that needs to be imported which weren't included in the original design. There would definitely also be some arrangements that i'm not really a fan of.

I was supposed to be done with it like about 3 am last nite. But my internet suddenly died off on me. I think it was like sending off a warning that i need to sleep. I was just inspired to change my layout out of the blues. And u know me if i want something i'll have to have it. Haha and yah i just have to go and change the skin last nite.

I continued changing the thinggies of my blog in DBSY tutorial. And i was listening at the same time. Multi-tasking shall i say..

Btw, i skipped OOAD lecture and i wasnt the only one.. There were only a handful of ppl frm my class attended the lecture..

What do u expect?? I HAD A GREAT DREAM THIS MORNING!! Y wd i wanna miss tat just to rush to sch and sleep in OOAD lecture. Might as well i continue the dream on the not so comfy couch.

Well, i dreamt that i was helping out at some event. And guess who the guests were?!
TVXQ!!!!!
OMG! Xiah was just infront of my eyes. I was about to faint, about to cry and ahhhh mixed feelings. I opened my eyes, looked at the time and see that it was like 1015 or so. Ahhh, i forced myself to wake up and not continue the dream cuz if i dont, i'll definitely be late. Before the TVXQ DREAM i dreaemt abt smthng else. It was a nice dream and as usual i cant really remember my dream i can just remember that it was either a good one or a bad one. Maybe that's y i usually feel as if i'm getting Deja'vu.

Oh wells, btw.. I'm in DBSY lecture now. haha blogging during lecture and yes i am listening, my next window is the lecture slides. I wanna blog as well as listen to the lecture. In this way, i can kill 2 birds wit one stone. I can blog as well as stay awake in the lecture. But i think that shall be it for now. I'll add on more nx time, unless i'm like falling asleep so i'll blog just to keep myself awake.

2009-07-02T00:53:00.002+08:00

Ooo Announcement..
I think i'm gonna change my blog skin.. haha umm, like now.. I kno wat's the time now

2009-07-01T23:27:00.006+08:00

Alright, I didnt post last night so i shall not spare the agony of not blogging tonight. But i dunno wat to blog about.

Let's talk about Digital Community @ Tampines East
If I'm not mistaken, that's wat it's called. Yup i am volunteering for some sorta launching thinggy. I'll find out more about wat i'll have to do in tomorrow's briefing @ Tampines East CC. The event is on

18th July 2009
Tampines Mall somewhere

I think i should post the detail tomorrow when I'm really sure about it.. hehe anywhoose, wat has been happening in my life for the past 2 days? Not much that i wanna talk about.

Oh wells, today my best fren just reminded me abt tat dude. She was like, did u receive a text frm him? and i was like, no.. I told u i'm supposed to be expecting it smtime in July. And she was like oh ya, it's just the 1st. Then i was wondering to myself wat first? I looked at the date i was like ohya!! it's already July, the 1st day!! If she didnt remind me, i wd've forgotten abt it. Now i'm counting down the days.

I feel so pathetic, I think i should post some of my life bits on fmylife.com i mean seriously.. We're talking abt a dude that's dunno where contacting me like once a month. It's thrilling.. Haha imagine if i were still not single.. I wdnt be able to experience such thrill in my life! Woot~~ can u smell it? It's wat i call the freedom smell, freedom from being tied down to something, freedom from committing to smthng. Inhaling the air i've nvr breathed for a
loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong
time. The air of no boifey, no commitment.

Well, i made it sound so bad. I mean he's the second boi that i actually placed a commitment on. I mean for the past 10 relationships i had before him, i did not place a commitment on. but there were still boy drama. Oh wells, i'm a total different person now. In order to say yes, i'd have to want to say yes, not just cuz i feel like it. I dont need all those kind of dramas anymore.

Apart of my enjoyment on freedom, i have like assignments to do. Well its a group assignment, Pong and Agus just seem to be doing alot of stuffs i feel rather bad but they're really a productive bunch of people.

Other than my studies, I have Toastmasters to worry about. But i need to get my things done one by one before i can get to my toastmasters stuffs and i have to get to it like ASAP cuz i'm sorta running out of time.

Other than all school related stuffs to be taken care of, I have a company to serve my duties to. Even though i'm not getting paid yet, its the sacrifices that we have to put in before the company can productive and we can continue to serve the people spreading the knowledge as well as give away incentives(is that wat u call it?) to the shareholders. Our shares are in terms of sacrifices, energy, hardwork. Since i'm in the Program Team, i'd have to help arranging, organizing, coming up with ideas for the activities to promote. And I have volunteerd to be in charge of our online publicities. The Advisor has advised that we do not need our own domain yet, so i just set up a blog for the company for the timebeing. And i'm cracking my brain to search for a suitable skin for the blog.

Other than all those, i have my pwn personal life to run. Problems with people, mother, friends, DAD! I've decided not to post them up yet. Well, other than serving all of the above I have to serve myself as well. I need to pamper myself, cater to my needs.

I think i shall stop whining about how pathetic my life is and start seeing the brighter side of life. Cuz the grass would always be greener on the other side of the field(i think that's the quote, not too sure) And i have learnt a new term today, thanks to PUTRA.
"Penilaian orang itu relatif"
Which means umm, i'm not too sure how u translate it?? A person's perception is relative.(i think) Well, it is true. It is relative, what i see horrible might not be seen as aweful by some1 else. So I shall be more appreciative of what i have.

This post is getting too long, i shall stop now.

2009-07-01T11:29:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-29T22:23:00.002+08:00

Early morning today, i already draft out in my mind wat i wanna blog about. I wanted to blog abt the things i notice abt my mom. Her reactions, the way she handles situation, her attitude hmm sorta like watever i can actually notice abt her.

However, i've decided to post on tat sm other time. To post tat, i wd need more observations and unbiased assumptions and diagnosis of her psychological side.

So i think it'd b better if i blog abt wat happens in sch today. I got to school just in time to get my breakfast and things were ok. There were 2 hour tutorials one was DSAG and the other was OOAD. Followed by a solid 2-hour DSAG lab.

Then 8 of us had to meet our CP, he asked us to join some sorta event organized by PA for some i dunno technology thinggy. Digital smthng2 or i dunno.. My classmates already planned to go for movies today. Since last week, i dont intend to go. No mood and sorta short in cash. And plus i ald said yes to allowing kephren to use my lappy. so accompanied him do DSAG assignment. Then he has to go for movies wit sm1. So i was left with Renga, boring.. He was doing his work..

Until i jio him L4D. haha tat's where the fun begins.. We played 2 rounds of L4D Haha and every round Renga just has to die at the midst of a rescue. haha It was rather fun i wd say. We got chased out of DSAG lab as they say it was closing so we moved to the blk 3 lab, then the dude came to the lab and was like, U TWO AGAIN.. Well, the blk 3 lab closes at 9 unlike the other labs.. We played sui sui ended at 850+ so we weren't chased out by the dude. Along the way home, i kept making the Boomer puking sounds. haha it was fun.

Hmm, wat did i miss out? i thnk so far nothing yet. I shall add on laterz, cuz i feel rather hungry. Gonna go hunt for food.. CHAUL

2009-06-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

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2009-06-29T00:20:00.003+08:00

I'm so proud of myself and praise to God for it. My blogskin may be a rip off from blogskins.com, but i am 100% guaranteed that the person who designed it wdnt recognized its hers. I'm nt tryna say hers is bad. I just customize it sooo much to my style that it dsnt quite actually look like hers..
Basically, hers looks like this

See, i totally customized it and made it mine. But she deserves the credit for givin the headstart. I played around with her design to make it look like wat it currently looks like. I have nothing against red but during the times where my blog was sorta red i wasnt comfortable wit it. It suited her broken heart theme. But stories of my life that i wish to share are at times sweet and i hv a fetish with pink so i made it pink. Yay me! And i didnt quite like the arrangement of the things in her design so i changed the positions of the things. So hope u guys like it and wd appreciate it.

And once again, credits to the original designer and i hope she doesnt mind i played around with her design tho.

2009-06-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

As u can hear, there's some element of musique in my blog now. I just added them just now, not that i'm noob enuff to just found out how to do so just now. Just tat i cdnt find the right song and imeem was bein such a * it plays only bits of the song. So i was considering to use mixpod cuz it's wat's recommended by most ppl.

So yea, u wd noticed i've decided it wd b mixpod and duhh who else?!
TVXQ!!

I love them to the max, and XIAH wd always be number 1! Anywhoose, tho i'm abit bummed wit the music thinggy cuz it takes such a long time to load. So the song is keeps getting cut every a teenie seconds which makes the beuatiful song totally annoying.. Is it cuz it's video? Well, to find song only it was rather hard. Maybe i'd play around wit the thinggy and see how to make it better.

I was looking forward to watch the english version of My Sassy Girl, ever since last month. Cuz i loved the korean version so much. It's like one of the best movies! I even set my alarm to go off at 9pm cuz i wanted to watch it so bad. Well, it turned out ok.

The storyline was basiacally the same there were differences here and there and the english version just seem rather dry. Not as awesome as the korean version i wd say. Oh wells, the effort was acceptable. Hmm, for now i dnt hv nething to blog about. So i shall anounce farewell for now.

2009-06-28T19:27:00.003+08:00

I was supposed to sleep right after my post last nite, or shd i say this morning? It was about 2 am. Then i was just looking around at my blog and i wanted a few changes to it. I'm just so fickle minded, i cannot be satisfied at the same thing for like even in a short while. It has been like almost a week not even a week yet, i have changed the blog structure for like countless times.

Then i realised maybe i stopped updating my previous blog cuz i was rather bored of the blog layout. Maybe? at least i thnk so.. Now that i'm on blogger, i can like change the layouts like as many times as i want. Yea, so u can notice like there are a few changes to the layout.

I changed the slides of my photos from using slides to photobucket, I find the slides theme nicer cuz its like strip-like. It suits more to be the header. Cuz i wanted my photos as header intead of my photos being at the side. It's just more me-ish, haha vanity is my biggest sin.

I also changed the position of my archives, it's just more logical to be at the bottom. I cd go on and on xplaining why but i just chose not to.

Right, lets get to how's my day today. As usual, woke up late almost noon. Today is like the most slack day. Watched tv like the whole day and just stuck my ass to the couch. Then had lunch, continued with the tv and all the boring slack stuffs.

There's something up with me like these few days. I'm not really a chocolate fanatic, but these past few days i've been having cravings for chocolates. Everytime i get to the kitchen i have to have a bite of the chocolate. Usually if we were to buy chocolates, it wd like rot in the fridge.

Today, i heard a really nice song on MTV No surprise by Daughtry. I find the band quite cool and wanna get the whole album but i cant seem to find it anywhere. The album is called Leave This Town. Haiz, i just lost the mood to blog. My mum is like blablablabla-ing so i'm losing it. Therefore, i shall stop now. I thnk i'll add on laterz

2009-06-28T02:08:00.002+08:00

Alright, i just blogged like about an hour ago. I just suddenly had the urge to blog again and i dunno why. I was just bloghopping jz now then the sudden urge just filled in.

My bro is like snoring away and i was supposed to be sleeping ald. But i just wanna blog. Well, i'm feeling rather anxious about next week or shall i say tomorrow(monday)? Our term test results wd be out, the anxiety is killing me. And i'm wondering how come i dnt hv anythng to rush on? Am i missing a particular deadline or smth? It's rather surprising.

Since, i dnt hv anythng in particular to blog about. I shal just stop now..
Hmm, i was thinking of trying to start a conversation wit tat dude first, umm randomly smtime.. i wann see how the situation wd b like.. Not awkward i hope.

2009-06-28T00:28:00.002+08:00

From earlier today i wanted to blog but havn't seem to get the perfect timing.
Well, early morning my mom is already screamin off wake up breakfast is ready blablabla. My bro askin me to pass my lappy, he wants to borrow it. Unconsciously i passed it over and my mom continued talkin and talking to him blablabla, i cant be bothered to look at the time. My mom was asking "hey, smelly.. y r u sleeping there" then my bro was like why is she sleeping liddat.

Well i was too lazy to climb the ladder up to my bed, i'd hv to carry the fan up to my bed. So i just decided to sleep on the two seater couch. It wasnt comfortable, but it was convenient. I cdnt b bothered to answer the comments.. Yea, my mom keeps tellin us to eat, my bro is like i'm not hungry yet, blablabla. and i still cnt be bothered i continued to sleep..

ooo, then my stomach growled. So i went to my mum's room cuddled nx to her and lay down on her bed.. She was playin wit my puffy hair and i was like .."oo, hungry" She was on the fon so i went to the kitchen, oo there were half boiled eggs soy sauce, um sausages.. Yea, so i had my breakfast.. Chilled at my space checked my fon for messages or wat..

Oo, messages from pong. Apparently he was coming over to my house to send the bbq stuffs. I just like u kno woke up and hvnt showered and all bacin. So i told him to just knock on the door and my bro wd get it.

So i continued chillin at my space, staring at the crooked shelf that i drilled to the wall. Did some arrangements, drilled the power extention to the wall, put up decorations on the shelf and just slacked. Well, after my bro left. My mum was sorta asleep.

My mum woke up, she cooked and was makin so much noise, i cdnt b bothered i wasnt really payin attention. Then she left. So i was like blasting off TVXQ on my speakers watch them dance woah wat a way to spend ur weekend. Watch a few episodes of Jon and Kate plus 8 season 3. Then did some of the stuffs my mum asked to do b4 she left.

So i was just chatting wit my fren. Talkin about u kno the dude i was talking abt earlier.
SUDDENLY MY EX-BF SMS-ED ME!
Way to go to kill the ambience dude! Out of the blues he just texted me sayin he's sorry and all that, he let me down blablabla all those *pathetic shit*

him: sorry if i hv hurt ur feelings, i hv no intention on hurting u. i kno my mistake, i'm really sorry
me: ?
him: fina, too many sins and wrong i've done u. I let u dwn to many times.. i hope u can forgive me. let's just say i was startled, i got smth from Him(God) forgive me, u..
me: wat is this? u din do anything wrong to me.. I'm fine livin this way.. cnt u jz accept it and let it go??
him: i guess its wat i dserve.. if u dun mind, i wan us to b frens again, lyk we used to be..
me:i dont mind us bein frens as long as u dnt bug me wit tat kind of shit again.. i hv many othr things to b bothered abt i dnt nid u to add on to it..
him: fine with me.. go do wat u hav to.. Gd nyt..

Woah, my heart like burning sia. I just wished i cd slam the phone. I was so irritated. I mean like, we broke up not cuz of how he's treating me. It's just cuz of how i feel abt the relationship and he just keeps bugging me abt all those crap.. I'm sick and tired of it. Cnt he just let it go? It's irritating maybe tat's one of the reasons i fell outta him. He's rather, umm how to say it. Like tat. When we were together, he goes like oo, i had a dream abt u, we were like this blablabla then he get paranoid and smtimes it bugs me.

Oh wells, glad things are over. Hope the bugging wd be too. oo its 1 am.. i didnt realise. haha is it cuz i woke up at noon? haha Actually there was smth i wanted to blog abt but i kinda forgot. I thnk maybe tomorrow i'll rmb, then i'll blog abt it, aite.. tat's it for not..

2009-06-26T20:48:00.002+08:00

Thank God it's Friday!!

Friday is usually the best day of the week, i dont hv to wake up early to head to school,I just go to school for a pathetic 2 hour lesson which wd usually end earlier. And usually go for toastmasters at night. Since there's no chapter meeting tonight, i just head home and help my mom to set up the house cuz my bro is booking out today and he needs a proper space to rest.

I woke up a lil late today. I was supposed to wake up at least at 12 in order to get to school in time. but, i woke up like about 1230. I managed to get to school just in time but ofcourse with an empty growling stomach. And stupid business school's sandwich vending machine, it was not working it ate my 80cts lucky it was 80cts only.. if it was more i'll kick the hell outta that machine. decided to just proceed to class and stupid business school elevator is screwed up, it goes *taet* even when there's room for more ppl. So had to wait for the next one and the next one. Still i managed to get to class just in time.

The class was ok, i didnt print tutorial notes cuz the printer was screwed up yesterday. it ended early, then i went to business school's canteen at maggie goreng at the canteen then just straight went home.

Well, i got home.. Wanna clean up my space but it seems tat i'm lacking of space to put the things all in order. Yea, so i took out the drill and get the wooden planks that's been hanging around in my house for quite smtime and the brackets that my mom bought from Ikea God knows how long ago.

You asking wat i took out all those things for? Aiyo, TO DRILL SHELVES TO THE WALL LAH! Hmm, was it expected? haha I may be the princess of the house but I AM ALSO THE MAN OF THE HOUSE!! haha it sounds so awful. I may have a man in the house but when it comes to MEN'S JOB, it's done by me. I fixed my own double deck bed, i drill shelves to the wall umm wat else do it do? haha. I basically fix things in the house.

I managed to drill the right side bracket, ooo it fitted perfectly.. ahh i'm so proud of myself, i actually said it out loud.. my mum was like, u cannot liddat, proud is not a good attitude blablabla. So i was like, noo i'm not proud saying tat i'm all that. I'm just proud in a happy way. She was like still, its not good blablabla..

Well, guess wat? she was right.. the other side of the bracket decide to sulk at me. It went senget and the top hole was loose so it was not that intact. Haiz.. i was like apologizing to it.. I guess not only human have feelings, other things have feelings too.

But still, i'm happy for myself that i managed to drill the shelf to the wall, even though its rather crooked. Oh wells, that's about it for now.

2009-06-26T01:15:00.006+08:00

As i mentioned in my post yesterday, i hope today wont get ugly.

Well guess wat, it's a total opposite of ugly today. Great things actually happened!

Except for the morning part of the day, it was boring assed lecture OOAD and DSAG, at least DSAG not too bad. Well i slept in the LT and snored haha, rather embarassing but i cdnt care less like the guys dunno that i snore when i sleep haha But it was still a lil bit embarassing.

Went for lunch at KFCs and the day was goin on norma. Then we had DBSY solid 3 hours lab. Well, there were mini grp project discussion. Then just slacking around. My fon was in the terminal i was initially sitting on. But i was like all the way to the other side from it. Then my fren told me i had a message. I asked from who and she said some unknown number so i asked her to read it out.. And the message was from...

Umm, actualy i think i oughta tell from the beginning how i knew that person

Hmm, i had a trip to KL smtime in April during my previous sem break. I went to stay with my fren. Well, there was this particular day where her hubby and his fren took us out. Well to me, his fren is umm.. a very nice person.. I wdnt say hot or hunky cute, bt he's alright.. Well, not tat impt tho.

So we went out and all blablabla.. Wen i was goin back to singapore, i didnt manage to say gdbye to him and the rest of my other friends. So wen i got home, i decided to text every1 sayin tat i'm safely home and thank them for the great wonderful company. I even text my fren's hubby. But obviously, i didnt text the dude(his fren) cuz i didnt hv his number. But out of the blues, i received a message apparently it was from him. Thanking me for my kindness, which up till now, i dunno wat kindness he was refering to. and he also said tat he hoped i enjoyed my days back there.

Well ofcourse me, being all humble and thankful all i said no.. thank you for the blablabla all those u kno.. cuz he brought us around and all..thn blablabla all those thanking stuffs then i didnt hear anythng frm him. and he was like u're welcome, see ya. So i thot he just wanna like tryna b nice and all..

Until like a month later, like last month. i was actually feeling rather emo. Woke up late and was rather late to sch, my fren keeps texting me irritating me wit some dumb question and i'm like sitting down in the bus, so sleepy. then suddenly my hp beep, i thot it was my fren again, bt the fact it, it wasnt.. it was him
asking how i was and all and asked whthr i rmb him and all.. then he was like wish u good and happy kinda thang. haha, perfect timing!!
I was emo and he text me wishin gd things for me.. Haha, he really made my day tat day!

Yea, i replied him like ofcourse, how can i forget him and like i'm doin fine how is he and all.. So he replied sayin its good tat i still rnb him and sayin tat things there are so far so good and again wishing me good and happy always and take care.. haha hmm thn i do not hear anything from him anymore..

UNTILL TODAY!!
Yup he text me, well back to the story at the lab.
Yah so my fren read the message to me, i thot she was just teasing me. Cuz like last month when we he texted me i was like blushing the whole day and was yah sorta happy haha confused at the same time. This time round the message was rather awkward.

He said tat he's in makkah now and he'll miss me take care.. He said he'll FRIGGIN MISS ME!! It was confusing, awkward and amazing and mixed feelings kinda thing. Well i didnt kno what to reply, cuz he might've sent it to the wrong person tho. but i dunno.. well i replied.. i said ooh? u take care too.. haha wat do u xpect me to say?? and he replied..

him: sure.. wish you health and good luck take care

me: 4 u too.. btw, wat r u doing in makkah? holidays or u complete ur studies ald?
him: holidays.. i want to come back to malaysia but i dunno when
me: Ooh, i wish to go back to malaysia too.. i miss it there
him: me too.. wish to see you there good luck take care
me: yea me too. u take care too

Aite, so that was the conversation we had earlier today. a lil awkward but its aite. haha i thnk the next i'll hear of him wd be sometime in july haha.

So that was the awesome thing tat happened during lab.. Another awesome thing happened in the lecture.. We were supposed to have a 2 hour DBSY lecture but it lasted for like an hour only haha.. cool huh..

Me and Renga chilled in the lab while waiting for our beloved kephren to end lessons.. I managed to camwhored abit in the lab.. here are some..

I agree, i do camwhore like nobody's business..

Then after that, i hung out with the 2 indian bois of my life.. haha we chilled like frm 5 plus up to like 10pm.. haha shared emotional shit together... camwhored like helll.. well, stay tuned for the pic updates.. haha the power to the gedegah is back on track conquering the grounds of TP..

2009-06-24T23:54:00.002+08:00

And i thought the emofication was over..

Alright something is not right about me for these past few days. I'm getting emofied for the slightest reasons. I'm just so emo and sensitive over little things. I was feeling as if i just want to throw anything that's in my sight. I just dont feel good i feel like screaming punching whoever that talks to me and worse killing the person tat actually piss me off with the things that i'm usually fine with in other times.

I thought the main cause of my emofication was the report submission deadline..

I just feel out of my league, no mood to talk to any1. In a split second i feel like laughing and laughing like i'm insane, and the next second i feel like crying or wants to beat the hell out of some1. It's bad, it sounds really bad. The worse part is i didnt kno wat's the cause of it, until just now when i was sitting down thinking about my malfunctioned attitude.

As i was sitting down thinking, i finally figured out the source of my emofication. I just realised that sometimes this might happen around this period of the month.

I tend to find fault at everything, sensitive over the things that i usually could care any less about. If u still dont get it, u can ask me urself. Well, this is the period where u can actually succeed in pissing me off, making me cry and see the other side of me where u'd never imagine.

Usually, ill get lucky cuz no1 wd trigger it. But this time round so many ppl are just grating on my nerves!! Some people just dont think when they open their mouth. Just because ppl are ok with it, there is actually a limit. During normal times i may get offended but i couldn't care less but i dont tolerate it when i'm being emofied.

PLEASE DONT PISS ME OFF!

So people, pardon my attitude and i'm serious i mean it i'm practically pissed of at anything or should i say everything, so butt out and dont piss me off u may hate me for it. I dont expect u to understand cuz understanding is just smthng my life is lacking off and i'm already used to it.

UGHHH!!! I'M STILL SO PISSED i dunno at what tho.
Oh wells, i hope things doesnt get ugly tomorrow.

2009-06-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

Emofication over!!
Oh wells, as u know yesterday i was rather emofied due to the report submission thing. I was abit pissed off at somethings but nahh i choose not to mention it. I'll just leave it as it is cuz it's over, nothing more or less can be done about it.

Well, i felt rather bad while my emofication mode was on i accidently slammed at my friend. OOPS, sorry i didnt mean to. I was just bummed, but we're ok already tho.

I managed to submit the report in time, i ran to business school ryte after the teacher said we could proceed to the nx class.. And if u do not kno i just so hate business school (no offense) the structure is like wat the hell.. So difficult to find the thinggy.. At this level the staircase is here then the next level, the staircase is dunno where. zzzzz

One thing cool tho, business sch temperature taking is the walkin in the camera thinggy and can detect the temperature.. Hmm, it's much faster.

Alright report submission well, at least i managed to. However i think the report suck big time. And i have confidence that the results are gonna suck

Oh wells, that's all the school stuff..

OOO MY MUM WENT TO COURT TODAY!!
Wat other case do u thnk? haha yah so just now she called, my dad wanted to talk to me. Yah, so i talked to him. He was like my birthday u didnt call me or sent me a card. blablabla when asked does he know wen is mine, He went like i only know it was on 1989.. WTS?! i wasnt born then, i was born in 1990 for goodness sake!! zzzzzzz its bad enuf he didnt get the date right.. HE EVEN GOT THE YEAR WRONG!!

Oh wells, i'm actually having the longest break ever. from 12pm, 6 hours b4 my next lecture so now i'mm just slacking. Had a lil meeting with Mr President, so now i'mma go get food and chill in the lab with them bois.. chaul!

2009-06-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

Is back home from AGM already. Well, i think the AGM was great i wonder why alot of ppl didnt turn up. Ohya, AGM is also where the IITSC sub-committees would actually get the cert which actually turned out to be an empty envelope, haha.. I'm sure there's a reason behind it, but it was funny haha

The performances were entertaining, woo there was chinese orchestra cool huh. As i mentioned earlier i have a report to get down to tonight. So my post shall be brief. I'm actually putting up an emo mode now. I dunno why i just had the urge to be emo since i step in the house, i dont feel like talking to any1 ryte now..

Btw, as usual i express my craze for TVXQ and singing like nobody's business.. Hmm I actually recorded this singing of mine, well pardon me.. I'm not Mariah Carey, dont expect too much and plus, pardon the sound effects i cant be bothered to buy a mic, i just use the in-built one in my lappy.. So the sound might be a lil off.. So here it goes..

Hope to be getting comments, i accept both kinds good and bad.. But if its bad, dont hate.. Pardon me i aint Mariah Carey..

TVXQ for all time, CHEERS!

2009-06-23T15:54:00.000+08:00

Sitting in the lab, lessons have ended awaiting AGM.. What more can i do?

Oh wells, AGM or would say Annual General Meeting for the IITSC thinggy starts at 5:30. My classmates jio me L4D.. At first, ON AHH!! But now, i suddenly didnt feel like playing, I have smth to worry abt

SINGAPORE LAW REPORT SUBMISSION!!
The deadline is tomorrow and yah, i'm not done yet not even close to done
Must be wondering y the hell am i blogging instead of getting on with the report? Oh wells, the softcopy of my not even half done work is in my lappy at home.. Hahas so i cant get to it.

Now, just listening to TVXQ singing and just blogging away. What to blog about, i hvnt quite figured out..

*WOAH~~~ XIAH'S high note is up*
Ahhh, i'm just so in love with him.. So addicted to him I cant get enough of him, his voice, his dance, his face, his ahhh EVERYTHING i think in my next entry i'm gonna talk about my massive celebrity crushes.. You guys can then see how crazy i am about them. But the first on my list would be my all-time one and only XIAH JUNSU!! ahh

People are like asking me, "Hey Fina, u're malay y u nt crazy over some malay artist?" haha I dunno, i just find Xiah a WOW icon!! And so far, no1 beats him. Even though at times I agree that people may not see him as the most good looking or what.. But to me, he's the HOTTEST, CUTEST, SEXIEST dude i've ever crushed on.. hahah

I'm looking forward to what's gonna be happening in the AGM.. I think tat's it for now. I dont have much to say anymore.

My current status

2009-06-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

I suppose i should give an explanation of my current single status. If you have been following my life, i was actually happily in a stable relationship just months ago. Just the usual relationship problems, not that of any fatal ones that would actually cause relationship failure.

Ever since i entered poly, my life is a lil different.. I wont say a lil, i'll say alot..

I am over trying everything that's out there. No more fooling around with life, time for a change there's nothing you can get out of doing things that other people see as wrong. My perspective of life has finally changed, maybe.. At least i think so..

Well, poly life is not the same as secondary school life. The workload is different, the slack is different, the friends are different it is just a total new experience. So i'm usually either too busy getting my hands down on the works or busy having too much fun.

It is rather obvious that i barely hang out or go on a date with my ex-bf(when we were together) ever since i entered poly.. I just spend lesser time with him

It took me quite a while to realize that my feelings for him has actually fade
Was it love or just lust?

I even had a thought running through my head saying hey, when was the last time i was single and what is the longest time i have actually been single and free ever since the day i understood what being in a relationship is like.

Secondary school days was like 1 bf after the other or at times more than 1 at the same time. My relationship with him wasn't initially built on mutual love, i said yes just for the fun of it and he asked me well, for i'm not too sure wat reason. Well the feelings actually grew in the process of the relationship(or did it?)
There are times that i actually doubt my feelings and his sometimes

Well, our relationship was actually the longest relationship i've ever had. Almost 2 years.. The last longest relationship tat i actually had previously was 1 mnth plus almost 2 mnths bt never reached. I was excited when we passed the 2 mnth benchmark.

How we broke up was rather complicated. As i made it complicated, i doubted my feelings and i dont feel comfortable around him anymore. Everytime i hear of him or see him, there is this irritating feeling and i just wish i could drive him away. So i told him, that i thought it wd be better if we took a time off apart. It was abt a mnth or so of the time off, he then called and wanted to clear things out. Which is when we officially broke up sometime in march i thnk.

So there you go.
This is my single status, my declaration of independene
There's no chance i'm trading places, YEAH!

I wanted to feel how it's like to be single again
to be able to drool over hot celebrities without people getting jealous
to be able to check out guys without having guilty conscious
this might sound a lil vain but
TO GIVE THE GUYS WHO HAS A CRUSH ON ME A CHANCE
haha

This post can actually be longer but it's pass 1 am and i dont wanna blabber too much if there is a request i might actually elaborate on the part tat is requested haha but i doubt so..
That's ot for now, i suppose

Finally, constructive works all done

2009-06-22T20:37:00.000+08:00

As mentioned, finally i am done with the constructive works that is needed for my blog.. Well, even though the layout is not originally made by me but i did alot of changes to the layout to make it satisfactorily mine hahaz.. As I already have a previous blog and I am too lazy to import every single thing here, I just posted a link of my previous blog at the side.

I hope to faithfully update my blog this time round as I have not been updating my previous blog like seriously.. Which is not good, as I have alot of events happened in my life that my blog missed. I'm hoping I can pick up where i left off in this blog.
As for now, I shall take my leave..

My first post to my well, not actually first blog in blogger

2009-06-22T18:07:00.000+08:00

Oh wells, welcome all to my brand new blog.. Hmm, i'm in the process of constructing it.. And also shifting the contents of my previous blogs here.. For now, it's just constructive works.. Would add on the real stuffs in times to come..

Lotsa lurve,
Fina