Even though it's late, or early *depends on how u see it* i just feel like i need to blog.. Well, wat's up with me this weekend? Hmm, well today, not much i've just been with my lappy since noon so it's like about 13 hours of my bodning session with dear lappy.. well i wasnt fooling around fully or wat.. I was busy compiling the 60 paged report consisting of 8k++ words.. tryna keep it as consistent as possible but i guess my sight and focus level is not powerful enough..

I didnt wanna kill my braincells or squeeze my whole brain juice dry, while working i did a lil jumpin here and there at wini.. was at wini bt nt many ppl were around so it didnt really distract me that much.. Then there was radio, o.O DJ nani.. awesmic!! hehe you rock!!

Had lunch and ya basically i was jumpin from SRS, to catchin up on news, to catchin up at wini, back to SRS and basically wat i did the whole day.. minus a few min of toile, lunch and dinner break.. Today my appetite is nt good well actually since yesterday... My stomach growls like i havent eaten for a year bt wen i start eating, my appetite just went off..

So what did i do yesterday? I watched MAMA!!!! i know.. well if it weren't for the rumors that baby Jae, dorky Chun and sexylove Su were attending i wdnt be watching.. u know hw i get wen it comes to award shows.. i even cared to watch the red carpet.. *I KNOW!!!*

I was watching it livestream at solin at first then solin was rather.. erm, being solin.. so there were disappointments and rage going on.. since well, it's the first time i see wini so crowded, it felt like u're nt watching it alone u hv cassies all over the world watching it with you.. it's like a family tv time.. awww u winifriers are super awesmicly Jjang!!!

It was sorta down moment when JaeChunSu didnt walk the red carpet.. and solin's channel had technical issues and thank God Cerenity, gahhh did i xpress hw much i'm lovin u for sharing with us the sina link.. it worked perfectly fine not lagging bt the quality wasnt good but oh wells, managed to watch it fine..

Gahh the minute i saw Junsu the minute i hear his voice there's this mixed feelings happy to finally see him, i miss him like hella and sad cuz of the issues goin on and i could see that the 3 of them were sorta heartbroken u cd really see it.. I'm so proud of the boys, really i dnt thnk any1 other than them deserved the award.. and i'm sure millions of people out there wd agree with me..

This is their speech, gahhh i cant stop watching it repeatedly and i cant stop myself from tearing when i look into jae's eyes and listen to wat he's saying..


Best Representative of Asia Best Asia Star!!

And like i mentioned no1 deserved it more than they do.. I feel so proud gahh mixed feelings, proud, sad, happy.. OMGSUN!!

Well, OMGSUN the boys really have impact in my life.. i mean people who knws me, i'm vain and self-centered but lately i've been putting Junsu first i mean haha my FB profile pic, it's no longer me!! haha gosh!! sm1 actually toned down my vanity wow!! amazing in a creepy way..

I can actually link the most unxpected little random detail to them. Well it's 2.30 am and i hvnt get to coding gahh wat am i supposed to show the teacher tmr.. atleast i managed to get the report done.. i think i better sleep